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I agree sire ,they are obsessed and I absolutely agree with word to word sire. They talk about god but can never understand they are god ,there's no god outside to comfort u,grow up and leave the fairy-tale behind. It's not about what pleases u,it's a fact. Drop the god,talk about self ,it's the god I agree sire,I agree sire ,I agree sire .with honour of absolute measure

I have tried pillows,bedsheets and blankets. Fur type blankets are the best

Last night, I masturbated 2x for about time 2 hrs. I ejaculated 2x ,it was storm and rainy night yesterday So ,using all onlyfans pics and loading on them using my blanket I used blankets to masturbate, don't know hand use. I was biting blanket while looking at pics hard orgasm..

Yesterday, my father said he will wrap chicken wrap at night,but he didn't. I didn't ate his shitty boring food Rice and potato in india dish u know. Also,Yesterday I saw some people get pissed by me eating pizza They were jealous, but I don't care

https://www.instagram.com/soulofhearts9?igsh=MTZieGxrdGx6dmFwMw== My instagram, yesterday I ordered pizzas.. Can check my video on instagram... Also,I'm wondering about ordering 3x pizzas today 🍕... Chicken Chicken Chicken..!!!!! Cheese 🧀 melt in my moutha... I'm hungry ,but only for tasty food

I ate the pizza's, fuckin blew my mind away. Last time when I ordered from same place it wasn't that tasty, they were double the price ones. This time I ordered 2x chicken pizza,the liquid cheese in pizza is melting in my mouth with boneless tender juicy chicken. Ahhh ,orgasm . My mind is gone by how delicious and cheesy this pizza this,best order I made with chilled diet coke https://www.instagram.com/soulofhearts9?igsh=MTZieGxrdGx6dmFwMw== I uploaded the video on instagram can see

so it's my journal ....what should I write, I don't even know..like I can write anything freely ...that makes me happy.. About my life...

I'm about to go down.. Little anxious because some marriage celebration is going. I just have to collect pizzas 2x and go to shop for cans of diet coke mostly 3x

I just ordered two chicken pizzas and garlic bread with cheesy dip... It's rainy weather outside, I like rainy and cloudy atmosphere, it feels mystical vibes.. It looks beautiful to see outside from glass windows.. Waiting for pizzas, I'll also get 3x diet coke cans to drink.. I'll excited

I was wondering when to navigate through horror movies ,since I'm free

I was reading the process Rampage of appreciation given by abrahamhicks, how moving from emotion to emotions until I reach peak feelings will help in alignment to tune into my nonphysical self to change my reality experience. I see it's a psychological process. Genuinely speaking I feel nervous, I know what happens when u tap into it. When an emotion Is at certain stage, that's when u tap into an idea and manifest it . But most of it was unconscious. So I'm nervous if I can do it,but I Belo I can,since it's a Natural process of creation

Sometimes it's beautiful to be a nobody. Most of people wish to be famous But they don't the beauty of sitting across river feeling the energy enjoying life when no one cares, u are free and alive I have sat many times mostly in mountain area trips across my childhood. It's a cold area and town with agriculture type environment. My grandfather has so many fields,i have seen their apple tree etc

I have link of dune 2 ...should I share,but j don't wish website. My go to website for free latest movies to be taken down,that's why can't share link..

I remember playing so many games as a child growing up leading to body sweat all over my face. What a life it was. When I look at my life back, sometimes I wonder wow!time flies so fast. How everything has changed, I have also changed so much. I had infinite things in life. Not every thing is moral..

https://www.instagram.com/soulofhearts9?igsh=MTZieGxrdGx6dmFwMw== My instagram

It's my last post in this section for today https://www.instagram.com/soulofhearts9?igsh=MTZieGxrdGx6dmFwMw== My instagram link ,can check it out. Filled with lots of content. And my food parties alone. Also,quote of reality Consciousness is eternal and the only thing that exists,ever existed and ever will exist in the greatest eternal moment of now

I just watched lighthouse movie.. I got confused by the ending and the movie itself. No doubt the movie is beautiful, but quite strange The ending was the reflection of Greek mythology of prometheus ,how he saw the divine truths of existence and lost his eyes and punished as prometheus

I truly believe one day I'll be a God since I have knowledge to manipulate reality like a dream. I'm not some enlightenment guy ,who talk crap 24/7 and to massage their delusional beliefs and ego.. I love genuine things and one day I'll be a God. Unlike enlightenment people who's only job is to argue, my goal is to look for what matters, what's real and use it in my life Unlike argue for pointless nonsense. I have 3x experience of manipulation of reality. These 3 ideas I set in my experience. 1.A negative entity which I can't perceive 2.body sweatening for no reason on it's own even in cold 3.telepathy. All three things I manifested perfectly ,so I know I can do this,I have experience not my first time. I will create realities which will give me God like abilities Unlike ,Some of the people here who think my all this they gonna achieve anything but in reality they will achieve nothing. I'm looking to become God for real and I will one day,it's my heart beats and soul. I'm serious ,not joking.

this movie i have watched most of the parts ,its like memories as childhood. right now my age is 22.

I'm mostly a very reserved person in real life unlike others who look for validation and group mix thinking, I cut off from others and prefer my individuality

First of all....I'm a being who was always passionate about reality knowledge... My passionate came to life around 10th class ending... I switched to a new school, new environment, I had to go with bus.. Wake up in the morning and dress up in that green coloured clothes with the logo of my school . The school is based on religion. My nursery to 10th class was Indian christian school. But after 11th and 12th was hindu religion based. New school, new people. Some of my old school people were there,some in my class. I remember how alienating the feeling was initially, that sense of physicality of this place,like very dense energy even though I prefer high energy feels,but in study and work environment, it's different vibes. Mostly I will sit at the end of bus. I'm not some social person, I don't wish to be Part of groups,I like my individuality. Always I'll wake up in morning and reach in time,so I can sit last away from girls as far away as possible genuinely speaking, that's my nature ,not everyone is same. Everyone's Nature is different as u know it.

I have returned after a long time... Just saw my ban removed, I thought it was for lifetime but here I am... My return .. Even if this post gets no reply I don't care. ...haahaa

I have watched these ,some I'm giving.. Cup head show on netflix, castlevania, Shantaram,ju on origins,Assassination classroom, lookism,One punch man ,mystery of aaravos, Junji ito collection 2018 and japanese tales of macabre.....etc.. Avatar is on netflix too.. Series these are... https://youtube.com/playlist?list=PLHLKNnASPqy8j8spdUgsdcOMbCmAagNkX&si=6nmehlyRV5eW3qwN

Edgegod.. U wrote all this for nothing ,waste of time

Life is Beautiful because even though the ego suffers in this world,the true consciousness gets benefits out of it. How?because whatever u experience becomes permanent aspect of your unique imprint and it's like an information, the experience u are having becomes part of your subconscious mind. So,when u as ego dissolve or become one with true being,information dissipates,but u don't lose it,it's kind of like a download of information. True being Is an eternal observer, it observes,It cannot know itself and experience itself in infinite ways if it wasn't for ego beings like us. So,this life is a gift ,it's an opportunity to experience yourself and to realize who am I? and what can I become? The idea of creating and recreating yourselves.Life consists of both happy endings and negative or sad endings but then what,u can start again playing the game of life since consciousness is eternal, this game is eternal and infinite universes offering infinite experience of itself is eternal. So,that's the greatness and beauty of this game.This game is filled with infinite things ,it's like a mind play,to arise curiosity in itself because on total level,it knows everything within existence. But the question is who am I? So that one being is trying to understand itself and it's through us ,it observes with no judgement and that's nice,life consists of positive and negative outcomes ,both constructive and destructive ,in all these Infinite experiencing of itself, the self knows about itself how it feels to live the knowledge and story of a character it already had within. So,life Is a divine act and a gift,not some dark and low thing u have to leave behind to become enlightenment or better,it's about understanding everything is perfect.