Daniel Balan

@integralThank you for the friendly advice :) But if I had to buy a robot to do all the work I do, I'd rather do exactly what you do right now! Focus 100% on your job and buy the food from a local organic market! I'd have no worries and I could start traveling and enjoy life. But I'm good as I am! I am happy that I am alive! The saddest and most suicidal I was in 2021 when I was hospitalized for covid for 1 month, being stuck to a bed for 1 month was horrifiying! We should be happy for being alive and healthy.

Y'all would want to eat like that, but no one wants to wake up at 4 to shovel cow shit in the animal stable, to milk the cow 2 times a day, to spend all your free time on the field preparing haystacks, to manually hoe all the weeds on the rows of potatoes, corn, sun flower, soy etc. To gather all the corn stalks and put them into the fodder cutter so you can fill a tub with chopped corn straws and ground corn and barn from the grains. To grind all the corn beans and grains on the mill, to harvest all the fodder from the fields at fall and gather them in your stall. To use the scythe to cut fresh grass for all the birds and cows... to then preparing the cottage cheese and yogurt. Etc. And I'm damn sure I missed many other things I do just to obtain a bit of food from the animals and the land. I don't use pesticides and I have to manually hoe all the weeds from the plants I raise for animal fodder. Trust me, I am the perfect definition of slave. Not to mention I don't earn any money doing this. I don't have enough land or tractors so I can do it on a larger scale to sell food to other people. I have 1 third of an acre. Here on Europe people have very little land. It is damn hard to slave away all your life working the land and raising animals, it gets boring because every year is the same. But I love it because I have the privilledge to be my own slave for the animals I love and not the slave of some greedy boss. Plus I don't need to go to the gym. I do a ton of cardio every day! Plus the bags of wheat and corn are 40 kg each and I also don't need to lift weights.

@integral To me personally the best diet is the died my grandparents feed me when I was a child and I continue that diet to this day! Every thing I ate until I went to highschool was produced on my land and on the household! Cottage cheese! Raw milk, boiled potatoes, boiled eggs, chicken soup, fried beef meat balls, home made yogurt,home made white bread, apple pie, boiled carrots, walnuts, home made butter, cucumbers, tomatoes, cabbage etc. When I went to the neighbouring city for highschool I started eating a bit more junk food, a lot of pizzas etc. But the died my grandparents feed me when I was a kid was the best food I ever ate. In conclusion if you wanna eat the healthiest move to the country side and grow your own food.

@integral as of april this year I am officially 25! I was born in 2000, the last year of the 20th century!

I've always understood that my life can be taken at any time by my enemies if the law and the government disappeared! That hooligans can torture me and take all my possessions, because the property right is just a social construct and the government is the only thing that allows me to have possesions! That's why I have my household full of axes and knifes and artizanal weapons! I am always extremely paranoid that if the political landscape gets out of control the only entity that would keep my ass alive is my ability to physically defend my body and my house! That's why I told @Princess Arabia that I hate mankind as a whole! Because in a lawless society I would be enslaved and stripped of my house and other goods! I understood this aspect long before I came across actualized.org! My grandpa always told me since I was a child that the only reason we have food to eat and a house to live in is because a group of bandits didn't decide to storm our house today!

Only at stage green does stage red realize how ruthless he has been his whole life!

Thank you! I will try to go vegan as much as possible going forward!

I can relate 100% with you! I share the exact same experience!

Yes! You are totally right! I understand you now!

This is the best response, it is exactly what I need to go over this and man up again! I will try to take maximum care of them animals while they are alive and I will love them with all my heart and do what is necessary when the time comes as quickly as possible so they don't feel a lot of pain! You are right, If I were born a crocodile I'd still have to feed myself! This is god's dream! You have to play by the rules of the dream!

@Yimpa We both are! 🙂

I am extremely sensitive! I do admit that! But before going into self actaulization I could do the killing almost mercilessly! But now I can't, I just realized that the chickens have the same right to life as every other species on this planet! And if I am god as Leo says this means that every being in the universe is also god!

Yes, spot on! It is only in animals and nature I see god in! For some reason when I look at a tree or at a flower or at a bird I see god! But when I look in the mirror I don't! In fact I see the opposite of god when I look at myself or other humans!

The one thing I have to say about reincanation is that it is not a given that you will come back as a human! Or that you come back to earth! You could reincarnate as a fish on a planet made 100% of water in another galaxy! I'm 100% sure this would be the case if reîncarnation is indeed happening after death, because god doesn't have a favourite species! Also you could reincarnate as a plant! God is too infinite to only reincarnate himself only in one species like humans! God has no human bias or agenda!

Once again, it is not about morality! I once cut my hand with a chainsaw and I felt the most brutal pain I ever felt! I just don't want other creatures to feel pain and death because of me! In my eyes all the other creatures have the same right to life as I have! Just because I am from a species that can overpower these animals shouldn't be a justification for me to kill them! Imagine if earth would have 8 billion highly intelligent bears! How would you feel when a bear decides that you are going to be his next meal?