@nuwu I was trying to join this site just to comment on a few of the things you’ve said here. The NiFi emo system of values detached from extroverted ideals, for me specifically I believe I attempt to mirror Fi with Ni as part of my ego. Supposedly I’m INFJ but I disagree with putting it all in a box. There is a lot of interesting information you wrote here that I’m surprised people didnt take too seriously. Important social anxiety and thinking everything I do is trash is something I attribute to a stupid form of perfectionism with overthinking, like trying to pull too much out of small situations. While “normal” people deal with most situations as a much smaller and minute event, I have resorted to isolation as a result of every single thing appearing risk-like as a catastrophic possibility for failure. This even extends beyond social situations and further into the area of the activity of my own thoughts. My specific form of “OCD” I have struggled with in the past is more just like a mental trick which I can accidentally push onto myself as a result of anxiety.
You sound like an interesting person and when I read this I felt compelled to reply, although there’s hundreds of millions of people in the world I have a problem with feeling completely alone in the way that I am.
