Paradoxed

I was curious if anyone has ever tripped on dimenydrinate (Dramamine). I did this as a teenager many times and had some of the most horrifying psychedelic experiences of my life. I watched bugs crawl under my skin, watched people fighting, murdering each other, animals getting skinned alive, etc.... truly the stuff of nightmares. Please never mess around with this stuff. If you need more convincing, go listen to other peoples experiences. You will black out, wander around, break into other people's houses, injure yourself or others, etc. I was a very self destructive teenager. Basically, you would get a small tube of Dramamine (motion sickness medication available at the gas station), and instead of taking one or two, you just take the entire tube. The scariest part about these experiences are that the hallucinations are like no other- you will have full blown conversations with people that are not there. I was tripping at a friends house, and went outside to smoke a cigarette in the middle of the night. While I was outside, I looked over to the house next to us. It looked like they were having a party. You could hear faint music, their deck had some people smoking and drinking on it, the lights were on and you could see many people inside. A friend from school come down from the deck stairs and approached me. He said "Dude I'm so happy to see you! You should come to the party man!" I remember saying "Right now I'm hanging inside with some friends, but it looks like fun... I might come by in a little!". He said "Alright man, just come through the door on the deck whenever you feel like it". He walked back to the party holding his beer. I looked down, then looked back up... when I looked at the house, there was no party. There were no lights on in the house, it was the middle of the night, and it was dead silent outside. I had been talking to myself. I was about to wander into a strangers house in the middle of the night. This really freaked me out. I went back inside and laid down. I remember sitting with my friends watching some show on TV and falling asleep. Apparently I wandered around my friends basement for hours speaking nonsense about everyone "seeing what is inside my magic box". Another time I did Dramamine, I was hanging out with my group of friends. When the night ended, I walked with a friend towards my house. Her house was a couple blocks from mine, and we had to pass her house to get to mine. She asked me "Are you sure you're gunna get home okay?" I said yeah I'm good. From my memory, I simply went home and went to sleep. The next day she told me she had come outside a half an hour later to have a cigarette and saw me in the distance wandering around. She said it really scared her. I was really scared by this because I didn't remember this. Another time, I was in the passenger seat while my friend was driving. I told him to stop the car and screamed in horror. I saw a woman holding her own head in her hands. I barely remember this, but my friend thought it was hilarious. I had another friend who would take it. One time I convinced him I was outside his window. He said "Is that you running around out there back and forth trying to scare me?" I don't know what propelled me to keep doing this drug. It was like I loved the experience of being in a horror movie. I was really young, like 16-17 years old. I probably really fucked up my brain. Anyway I hope this was entertaining.

There is no such thing as a mild psychedelic as they affect everyone differently and there are too many factors to the psychedelic experience to make any generalizations about a certain compound. For example people say 2c-b is mild but I disagree.

I'm confused. Is the dog okay or not? First it seemed like the dog died, then you said it "stopped moving", then you said it just backed away. But it also seems like the dog could be dead. Why would they think you killed their dog if you didn't? If you kicked their dog, and now its dead, you did in fact kill their dog. You are just being defensive of your actions instead of taking responsibility. We are still unsure whether the dog actually bit you, or if it just lunged in your general direction and you got scared and started kicking. This is so odd and confusing, and it's hard to help or parse the situation when you are this unclear. Personally, I would not talk to your neighbors to avoid further incrimination.

I snore sometimes, and my father has sleep apnea, so I think I might have it... I used to smoke too. Do you feel like you are ever not well rested despite getting enough sleep? What determines your sleep score? I'm curious what stimulants you are on besides nicotine as well. When I did adderall, my sleep was heavily disrupted. I'm happy your sleeping is better now.

Peyote is a cactus that contains mescaline!

Mescaline can be intense and is really long.

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This is probably fake anyway. Dude showed zero remorse. Feels like bait

You shouldn't have approached in the first place- you initiated this interaction. You should have picked up your small dog and walked away when you sensed something was off. You should feel horrible about yourself. If it legitimately was attacking you (after you approached it on its property), a couple good kicks and a dog will probably stop (I doubt this dog was willing to fight to the death), but its sounds like you just entered some fugue state and kept kicking the dog until it was dead? I hope you go to jail.. after a few good kicks to defend yourself and separate the dogs, it probably would've got the idea. I don't buy your story. You seem afraid of reality. You clearly know nothing about dogs if you thought a golden retriever was a pitbull. Maybe this dog sensed your nervous energy. if you are so afraid of dogs, why are you approaching them?

Brutal! I used to only get about 4 hours of sleep at night. On days off I would sleep for like 12-15 hours straight. I respect your hard work!

Based. What were you studying? You gotta do whats right for you.

Yeah, a really bad trip will do that. I have similar trauma from psychedelics. It can happen with 5meo too for sure. LSD is scary because of the duration of the experience. But overall 5meo DMT can be much scarier IMO. Always make sure you are in a good headspace and meditate for a while before jumping in. Make sure you are in a safe environment and make sure you are "feel the call" so to speak. Make sure you are well rested too. With that said, the more you resist, cling, and fight the more difficult it gets in my experience. It's counterintuitive but you can't control the outcome too much and just gotta accept it.

This is probably bad advice. I have read some scary experience of people mixing alcohol with 5meo. I wouldn't combine it with anything

I don't think he has outright "teared down" any systems, but he is trying to, and has openly talked about getting rid of many agencies. He is blatantly corrupt. First, he gave Trump 250 million dollars to get elected (buying influence). They then created a fake government agency called DOGE to "regulate federal spending". DOGE has illegally hacked into the Treasury system (containing everyone's social security number & bank account). They also hacked into other government agencies. For this to be legal, Congress would have to pass a bill. Trump and Elon do not care in the slightest. The trump administration has cut funding to USAID, openly speak of "getting rid of" the Consumer Financial Protection Bureau (an organization that was created as a result of the 2008 financial crisis- he is working to deregulate the financial industry and undo the the work of the Dodd-Frank Act... the CFPB had plans of regulating X, Elon is working with Visa to create a digital wallet), they have attempted to slash the size of the federal workforce (two million government employees offered a "buyout"- if they don't accept they could get fired), essential pushed out the head of the FAA (massive conflict of interest as Elon hates SpaceX being regulated by the FAA), cutting funding to department of education (Trump spoke about "shutting it down" openly)... I could go on. I hope you are beginning to see what is happening. Neo-Cons feel that the federal government has too much power and are working to dismantle the federal government by defunding multiple agencies and potentially laying off millions of workers. There is a reason he is selling you ("we are trying to ending corruption"- lol), then there is the truth. Trump and Elon are far too biased to oversee anything fairly. Don't be intentionally dense. You have to be able to read between the lines. He is defunding federal agencies that are meant to hold him accountable. There are many judges who have spoken about how unconstitutional their actions are. Trump and Elon are done caring about constitutionality and playing by the rules- the executive branch is challenging the legislative and judicial branch. This is Andrew Jackson 2.0, probably worse.