Paradoxed

It depends how much you take. Up to a certain point you can remind yourself you took something, but past a certain threshold you will forget that you took a drug, then blackout entirely. You can't recall anything. You could potentially forget where you are, who you are, etc. Before blacking out entirely, Imagine a nightmare where anything you imagine appears, like animals or people. You interact with them, and they are 100 percent real to you, because your mind is creating these scenarios. Then, poof... what you are looking at disappears in front of you. I remember seeing hundreds of white bunnies hopping around one night before disappearing before my eyes. Once I looked into a neighbors yard, and saw a massive mosh-pit, like at a punk concert. It was very violent, then disappeared suddenly. When this happens you are dumbfounded. Imagine being in your backyard, and a deer appears in front of you. A real deer. Then a man, wearing a red flannel shirt and holding a carving knife, emerges from behind a tree. He grabs the deer around the neck and begins repeatedly stabbing the deer 10 feet from you. The deer squirms and blood shoots everywhere. He then begins to skin the deer. You watch in horror, because there is no real distinction between your hallucination and what is real in that state. There is no time to remind yourself you took a drug, you instinctively act as if it's real. You are panicked. Then, the deer and hunter both disappear, and you go "Oh yeah, I am hallucinating, what the fuck... I need to go inside." When you are at that point, there is still some level of reminding yourself you took a drug. That state is somewhat manageable but still incredibly dangerous. If you go deeper, you start to forget the entire experience. You'll just get glimpses of parts of it the next day if you're lucky, sort of like blacking out on alcohol. In that state, you are simply not yourself and god knows what could happen to you or what you could do to others. I've heard of people driving their cars into other peoples houses and not remembering it. Either way, what makes the experience stand out is the complete blend between reality and imagination, and the ultra convincing hallucinations. The hallucinations are impossibly real- like what someone who has never done drugs imagines psychedelics to be, or maybe what having schizophrenia is like. You will see bugs under your skin and hear people talking to you that aren't there. You are completely confused. I've done lots of hallucinogens and have had scary trips but this isn't like those. I've forgotten that I took a drug many times, but it is nothing like those experiences. Imagine taking what you know now, and adding layers of horror and confusion on top of it, while still being awake and able to move around, still thinking but unable to properly contextualize or understand anything.

Hoffmann reagent kit. Look up Bunk police.

Damn I didn't know this, good lore. Such a classic album. Knowing Trump he probably plays it because he knows they hate him.

MDMA + LSD is great. I would get familiar with both substances first though. Don't do MDMA too regularly and keep your dosage low. I don't do MDMA anymore because playing with my seratonin isn't worth it to me. But if you've never experienced it's definitely worth it.

LMAO *pulls another candle from backpack*

You can eat the whole thing including the stem. I would grind them up to a dust and mix them into a peanut butter sandwich or do the lemon tek.

This band is so good

Heck yes!! Love this band

Out of the few posts I've made all I've done is say what Elon is doing is wrong, criticize him, and acknowledge he is simply being self serving, and that he is too biased to oversee any federal agencies, etc, while also simply acknowledging he probably thinks what he's doing is best for the people. I don't really understand why you are so angry, lol. Perhaps I came off as too charitable to Elon for you.... even though I never really was charitable to him at all. You're like upset my brows aren't as furrowed as yours. I hope you have a better night.

I haven't tripped on DPH (yet). Yes it was completely stupid and degenerate, almost rebellious. I had close to suicidal levels of disregard for my well being. Drinking cough syrup was another one I was stupid enough to do a bunch of different times. I have seen some extraction methods for DXM somewhere online, but I don't know if they are "good" methods. There was a specific product we would seek out that didn't contain chlorpheniramine, acetaminophen, or any other active ingredients except for DXM. Can't remember what brand. There were a bunch we knew to avoid. It was a risky game, you had to get the right bottle. That sounds interesting. You are a mad scientist. Where are you? Did you like the scopolamine? Datura is described as nightmare fuel, did you ever try it? Sounds a bit much for me these days. I would've probably tried it back then. I applaud your expertise. Thanks for providing some insight to accompany my surface level trip reports.

Just take THC edibles to preserve your lungs.

@Davino I've done salvia a bunch. I very rarely feel the call towards it. Never mixed with marijuana. nn-DMT plus weed makes the experience quite different, almost demonic. But marijuana and LSD always mixed really well and intensified the experience in a way I really enjoyed. Helpful on the comedown too. I always felt marijuana was very psychedelic but this increased after LSD trips. Then there are 5meo reactivations which felt like I literally just smoked 5meo again. I probably have brain damage from constant weed smoking throughout my teenage years. Marijuana plus caffeine consumption made me into quite an anxious and neurotic individual. Now smoking weed feels childish, but really nostalgic.