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@Princess Arabia yeah, i thought the same. But in general, how does one get out of this idea, i myself have for a long time been deep in the logic realism, and find it hard to properly diverge from this. Somewhat since it's a very new way of thinking, and somewhat since it implies i should do things rather diffrently than i do now, which i feel quite uncomfortable from. The reason i came overly depended on logic in since my feelings can change on a hour to hour basis, and therefore have alsmost nothing to deduce from, to know what i want. Logic is static, where my feelings are heavily dynamic, both good and bad.

I thought about post modernismens critique about it being self-contradictory, but i suppose the idea is not really about presenting a self-contradictory thesis that opposes itself and, therefore, is no more correct than others. Instead, one can see it as a stage in the understanding of truth—where one recognizes that truth is not something pre defined or objectively given. Rather, truth becomes something that necessarily arises through choices of need, shaped by the intentions and desires that the creator of those needs brings forth. But isent also this pretty much the realization of the of the stages of ego development or spiral dynamics? I also thought about that most solid truths arise from static situations, where the judgement of the truth is continueslly validated since it itself it evaluated against a position that is static, and therefore the doing and judgement is pretty much the exact samt each time, therefore any kind of standard deviations and noise in result is "negotated" away symbolically.

the nazis, and hitler, i hope since they are in power. In this society they are quite repressed

As a person with an Aspergers diagnoses i can really see the resemblence. I am quite slow and have a hard time predicting how people will react to my actions and words, over the years i have become better at it interlectually, but the inituition is really quite weak. but most autistic people seem to be quite people centric and caring of others. The perhaps very opposite spectrum of empathy from a anti social person.

i agree about the harsh realities of survival, in some sense i might also very much not be contruct aware, and just cope myself out for not wanting to do difficult work. my money situationen is not that good, it would only work on a very tight budget. I don't think that would be a good life honestly, then i would have to become much more spirritual than i am now. but i remember a time where people could help solve problems for or with me. I feel like now that the problems that really can be solved, have been solved by science, and then i suppose the rest is more luck and chance than anything

I recently started my bachelors in machine learning and data science, since i find the epistemic methods in data science very interesting! But also to get an education i can use to find a well paying job and good career, something my perents seem to push onto me as being quite important. Where i once saw math as a important skill to develop, such that i could earn money and achiwe a good career, i today just can't get myself to belive in that story anymore. I find the practical doing math quite boring and non furfilling in any way, other than to pass an exam. In my strong achiwer stage i accumulated a small fortune, which i partially live of the dividends while studying. But while this is nice, i really feel no diffrent than before, the only diffrence being that i now don't have a vision of money being nice. I've thought of stopping my bachelors, perhaps in some months to give myself an oppotunity to see if it's more for me. Else i am really unsure about how to design my life, i suppose i should take some time of to really get into finding my life purpose, and not just deny the metaphysics like i have in the past as an achiwer. It was much simpler times back then, the problems could be solved by simple reason. Advice appreciated

Doesnt the us want highly educated people, from turkey? The main reason for us high growth and prosparity is since it has important to many talented people What are you thinking of studying? Having an interest for i suppose? I know all types of education from countries like turkye isent seen as valid in the vest, or at least Denmark where i live. Just so you don't become a doctor to not being able to be one in the countrys you want to move to.

Which videos from Leo have you watched? I would recommend to watch leos videos on spiral dynamics and ego development. As a start to answer this question

Very understandable. Go do your math! Is there any spesific countrys you would like to move to after graduation? Just interested

If you would like to get into better shape you could very well start going to a sport, i am thinking a perhaps more traditional team based sport, where if you prefer cardio then something like football, or if you prefer strengh then something like rowing. Since then you can both meet people and do exercise. With food you just have to start learning to cook. A goal you can use is for example 1.5 gram of protein pr kg of bodtweight. And lets say 300 grams of "greens" a day, just a start. You can always up it. The type of "green" is really not that important, especially to start, so garlic, onion, and an apple is plenty good. You need to fill your days with meaningfull activities, if gaming is rewarding to you, then don't start to take it out, without something more important you want to do. It's just going to make you depressed. Sounds like a really good idea with more meditation. If you want to study math to become rich, then remember that applied math, or logic, is what really seems to pay, degrees like math econ, actuairal math, computer science and the like. With that being said math is a good topic to be good at. Buy money only really matters if you need it.

For me, it forced me to find other ways of using my time, rather than being distracted by things i didn' need. I've also freed up a solid a mount fo cash selling all the things i don't use. Highly recommended to really think about how frew things you need, and then the stuff you have has to be of high quality. Also using things up, and only buying new things when needed, not becourse the old things are just not new or simmilar worrysome reasons. I has freed up energi for more important activities

isn't that the only positive?

Saw this picture posted on reddit. It's from my point of view wild that it's even legal to have it on the car, it's literly condeming murder?!?

A problem i experience is that it is so far away from anything like it, that it's easy to indulge fully into it, without having much of another viewpoint to go from. In academia the presenter often explain theories and ideas from a second or third person viewpoint of the theory, often not the most ideal for a deep understanding, but i can see now that it is honest better than only getting a single first person view. Something Leo is forced to do, since it's his way of viewing the ideas. Just something to keep in mind, if not understood then i can easily see why people would call him a cult leader or simmilar. Well, i suppose your projection is what you don't understand

What on your mind about it? I dunno what stage i am on anymore, it seems like a combination, which changes the most when i think the most about it. But i am probably somewhere magician