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My best friend is a 19 years old girl in an italian school. She is in the last year of high school and she fell desperately in love with our art teacher (36y.o.) since november. She is a very high conscious girl, she also follows @Leo Gura on youtube and she's not a mumbo jumbo low conscious teenager. (Trust me) This teacher doesn't do anything to show his feelings. But there is a very good chemistry between them when they talk. She flirt with him in a delicate way to not to put him in difficulty. But in my opinion he definitely realized her feelings for him. Now, he is rigid in his feelings, never gets upset, and is too serious. Her problem is that she is undecided between a clear declaration to him (now), or like her friends/family said: to wait till the end of this school year (we have final exams in july) She is really obsessed because she thinks that there is a spiritual connection in this intrest. Does she need to give up with this uncomfortable and painful situation? Or what is your advice for her. She will be very grateful for your answers Edit: (to be clear) she's not fascinated by her age or by the role of professor, in fact it's something that makes her laugh and even finds it a little cringe-worthy, she's fallen in love as if he were a boy of her age. if you don't have any advice other than daddyissues and question my friend's strong maturity, it's better not to reply. she is perfectly aware of what she is doing, and she knows that he would reciprocate if it weren't for school, but she is about to graduate anyway so as soon as it finishes it will be possible to be together.

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@NoSelfSelf this is high quality answer thanks!

Whaaaat?? Why do you say this? High consciousness doesn't mean to become a meditative priest alone on a mountain forever...the ego will exist whatever level of consciousness and wisdom you reach on this earth, and the ego can fall in love...maybe your ego just want to try and explore becoming engaged or married or maybe single for life. Or maybe you can develop a spiritual ego who just want to meditate on an mountain for the rest of life, and this still be ego.

We know each other for long long times! I know her it is obvious...and we also talk about this situation since november...you should trust me, or if you don't, is really worth it to give me any advices?

@TheGod Honestly, we're both getting tired of the same old advice, she's not fascinated by her age or by the role of professor, in fact it's something that makes her laugh and even finds it a little cringe-worthy, she's fallen in love as if he were a boy of her age. if you don't have any advice other than daddyissues and question my friend's strong maturity, it's better not to reply, because you are totally out of touch and even a bit presumptuous. she is perfectly aware of what she is doing, and she knows that he would reciprocate if it weren't for school, but she is about to graduate anyway so as soon as it finishes it will be possible to be together.

@TheGod this is obvious, but if i'm telling to you it's because we've talked a lot about this teachings. You should simply trust me, not judging me...you can give me advice if you want, trusting the assumptions I give you, since it is difficult to verify them in a forum... Please take no offense, i don't speak really well english, i might not be able to explain all my intents Lot of love

@TheGod she hasn't got any daddy issues, for sure she wants the teacher because she need to relate with a man, because all the teen that are around us are very immature and it's really difficuilt to find a reasonable mature guy... She didnt found real mental connection with the people of her age

To make clear, she hasn't got any problems with her dad

@Schizophonia i've said 'conscious' bc she know what she's doing, it's not a childish behavior...btw i believe that there's always a reason behind the things that we become obsessed with. For this reason we were asking for some other's opinions about the situation --- I was saying this not because this makes her a better person 😂, but because it could be useful to know that you are talking to a person who knows some concepts that actualized explains to us, which perhaps you will refer to by talking or giving examples.

@TheGod this is a good advice...she told to me that's so true the last part about obsessions...btw trust me she's not immature as you're supposing, but that's not relevant. (Age is not a limit to consciousness) Thanks 🙏🩷

@OBEler This is an interesting reflection, every spiritual awakening in adolescence shape the mind profoundly...

@Davino @Leo Gura @funkychunkymonkey @FlyingLotus @Pudgey just had a wonderful trip on salvia. Very very very profound (Probably on a small dose) I'll write a report soon. I'm so thankful for your adivices and stories 🙏🩷

@Pudgey this is so true... just need to feel what i need, and what i want from psichedelics

@Leo Gura @Davino I will think about this choice a lot more. Thank you♥️

@Davino alreay seen this two videos... 5 meo malt but also (classical dmt, 5meodmt) are literally impossible for me to get...

@Davino i had very incredible experiences on shrooms. But when you are on that types of psichedelics, it's your ego who's realizing some kind of awakenings, your ego still exist. I really want to feel a powerful ego death. On shrooms, yes you can have it, but it's something mild, you mix yourself with everything and you become love while realizing that love is inside everything bc love is infinite. Salvia should be another experience at all..

@Leo Gura what do you mean for a lot of experience' ? How much experience do i need? (Because, i'm thinking about salvia in a very serious and respectful way. I really feel inside me that it's coming the right time to try. I really do feel ready to also stand an unconfortable, scary, disorienting experience.) I haven't got a long experiences with other substances, i've just started on psichedelics. But i also need to explain that i've a long experience with meditation (idk if this influences with the situation) In a few words, i really need to go deeply. I feel an intense desire for something way way more profound.

@Davino you were really helpful, thank you with all my heart.♥️

@Davino don't worry for our misunderstanding♥️ and i'm very grateful for your messages!

@Davino hello, that's not my situation, i've tried shrooms and i will try soon lsd before salvia (which is not even legal in my area :,) i will not do salvia without some experience before, i was just looking for advices. btw thanks a lot for your message. ♥️♥️♥️

@Girzo what physical discomfort did you ever experienced?

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Trip report: I took 1.5g of shrooms which is a medium dose for my weight (45kg). And i had incredible, wonderful, magic and unexpected experiences and enlightements. At the beginning the effects weren't coming, i've waited for more than one hour, but then i've started to notice shadows and drawings moving. And then everything started. I was with my beloved man, and it was midnight. In the first part i cannot stop smiling and laughing, my man were joking a little bit with me, and i became crazy with laughter. Then i started to feel my body different, sound different and more loud, and incredible W O N D E R F U L visions and fractal litteraly everywhere. On my hands on my face on the wall, with eye closed. I've realized infinite within anything. When my man fell asleep i've medited a lot of time and i feel into fractals inside my head, losing all my sense of time. I've realized the infinite creative power of god, because i was creating anything into myself, and also into the objects around me. I realized infinite love when i was hugged inside the bed by my sleeping man. I felt in a way that i can't describe with words, i felt that i love him infinitely and i felt infinitely loved by him. But i recognise him also as anyone, then i started thinking about how much i love anyone and anything, i cried a lot and i felt another time infinitely loved and lucky. I also felt like a god into a kid who is playing with conciousness around him. I've noticed litterally that existing itself without shrooms is fucking magic, mystic, incredible. Everything ended up when i draw on my leg some shapes and i've losted into the fractal of those shapes and then i come back normal in few seconds. After trip: I strangely felt incredibly happy after the trip, so incredible that i thought that this could be my last time on psychedelics and i whould be satisfied as hell. For sure if i'll have the opportunity i will enjoy trying more but, i really do feel into heaven when i'm in my 'normal' state.

Hi, I am 17, almost 18 years old, and i am slowly losing all my passions, hobbies, and interests since i had my first awakening. Now i am starting to be a little scared because i am becoming apathic also with friends, family, relationships and people in general. I'm also not much able to do everyday things, like studying, go to the supermarket, getting dressed. The only things that i think that i whould do with pleasure are meditation, sleeping, eating and cleaning myself. (Honestly, i am also intrested into experiencing for the first time psychedelics, but they are not so easy to get for me) I am also quite intollerant with other people, i prefere to be alone rather than with friends, family etc. Is this phisiological/normal, during a spiritual path? Do someone of you have the same situation?