Asia P

Literally every baby borns god-like pure. And the more he lives the more he become corrupted by life. Life itself has a mechanism that is identical to drug’s mechanism of addiction. Living being are addicted to being alive because we permanently have inevitable survival instincts that provides us from dying right now. And addiction is good until the creature lives in the garden of eden and does not touches devilish stuff. ANY SINGLE TYPE OF TOXIC SUBSTANCE (sugar, alcohool, nicotine, heroin, a toxic person, a toxic compulsive behaviour…) ANYTHING THAT GOD CREATED THAT WE MIGHT SOMEHOW TRANSFORM INTO POISON WITH OUR DEVILISH HANDS, WILL IMMEDIATELY START DESTROYING OURSELVES. Its like a natural selection. If the devil creates poison it will become addicted to it and it will destroy himself, because the memory of god that silently sleeps inside his mind, forces him to eliminate himself. i realized that if i want to live and love life fully with all my heart i must get awayfrom any kind of poison and any kind of devil, because in the moment you touch the poison you become another devil and you ll eliminate yourself as soon as possible from the face of the earth. Be careful what you touch, who you relate to, what you eat, what you do, getting infected is easy, and healing is very difficuilt, because the healing mechanism of the universe is basically forcing the devils to feel pleasure while killing themselves with their hands. if you find youself into a similar situation the only way to get out is going against your devil self, against your ego, kill yur ego and come back your true self again. The process will be counter intuitive, you might feel like you re being masochist because you are killing your devil self that you think you are. Because you are very disconnected from your god self. Humanity is auto destructive because we created so much devilish stuff and we are a huge mass of drug addicts.

There is no goal

Every substance at hight dose in theory can make you see god. It is near death experience. But hard drugs leave you with a sense of emptiness and addiction and misery. That is why psychedelics are so miracolous. i would never recommend anyone to drink alcohol to see god.

@Schizophonia then be intrested

What? are you saying that alcohol makes you see god? And it is good to drink because it is in constrast of what society tells us? Im confused

I think that the title i used was a little provocative. Dont misunderstand me, i’m not judging drug addicts, im judging the behaiviour and the mechanism of addiction. I am a drug addict too also if i dont smoke cigarettes etc, everyone is corrupted by life

Cause you took a psychedelic maybe? Or did you see god on high dose of nicotine?

@Hojo Im not sure i got your point here. Why satan would tell anything about drugs? addictive drugs doesnt make you see god. Psychedelics does, but they dont cause any addiction. Thats exactly why they do

We come to life to get corrupted of course, but we also come here to realize our divine nature at the end. And to realize god we must break trough addictions and ego. Or realize trough actual death, it depends

I quite sure that i haven’t said anything like that. I said that life ‘s addiction mechanism threats me because is autodistructive. Because i’m obviously scared of death

@Hojo i dont hate addiction. I started the text writing about the fact that addiction is the mechanism that keeps us alive. the god self is of course uncorruptable. the ego self is corrupted because life works this way and it s a perfect system. my ego is scared of death. That is why my ego is scared of poisonus addiction, because they lead to death. i might not expressed my concept properly in the first message

@Hojo because god loves drugs, and god loves satan too, by letting him (satan) espress his nature freely my ego is clearly scared of seeing this mechanisms

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@LordFall thank you for the resource!!

It was about monogamy and exclusivity

My ex boyfriend treated me like a princess but i left him because he smoked cigarettes, drink a lot of alcohool and snort cocaine sometimes (sth like once a moth) i think that who can’t respect his body cant respect others in ultimate. there was a feeling of real love and admiration between us but i started feeling unsafe and paranoid. am i crazy and i like to destroy relationships? Or maybe there is something reasonable in what i ve wrote.

In this case, yes, i feel like i can’t attract what i want.

@Sugarcoat what do you mean?

I actually did not like his addictions, neither found someone better. but i have a problem with loneliness. and this is true. Im so miserable

I ve never said forever to him

yes, yes, true! say it again

That’s real

@LordFall he treated me well both sober or high. But i was feeling too much sadness with him

@Raze seeing him always using made me feel always sad. Real pain each time he lit a cigarette