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I did 5meo and then after this, shrooms that seemed to extend and clarify my 5meo trip that was very intense and confusing. I literally realized that i already have infinite love inside myself, and i can enjoy this love in solitude or rather trying to share it to others by dividing myself into parts and dreaming my incompleteness. Solipsism is the peak of happiness and sadness, where those two merge together. Because reality starts to become non dual and it becomes impossible categorize emotions and things by good and evil. I felt like going mad by realizing this, my ego could not hold the intensity, the absurdity and the power of this insight.

I d take a fly to las vegas from italy to see this group.

Thank you

I was thinking about leo gura during my trip, and i started crying tears of joy, because i understood for the first time really why he does all this work in his life. He loves life SO much! What he does is a way to express to life itself how much he loves it. Have you ever heard the phrase that chris mcandless said about life? "Happiness is only true when is shared." Not in the sense that you need other people to feel happy, but in the sense that god needs to divide itself into parts to give himself the opportunity to be the giver and the reciever of something. Expression is the highest form of love. Existence is the highest form of love. And to exist, something must have a form. God himself, in order to have a form, must pass from the phase of formless to the form by giving a shape to himself by dividing himself. I hope this is understandable

I ve read a lot of trip reports of people that did ketamine for spiritual work. And i ve also watched leo gura's video about ketamine, which seems quite complete about the substabce, its effects, and how is compatibe with inner work. That video is actually very convincing for me to try ketamine at least once. But, the people that i know that has and uses, ketamine doesnt seem very healthy. And they dont use this substance in a healty way at all. Moreover because ketamine causes actual addiction. I ll be very blunt in termis, but Chronic use of ketamine seems like trasforming people into beasts. And trust me, i ve been with A LOT people high on ketamine for long times, i know them. Now my question is, how a substance that transforms people like that, can be useful in spiritual work? Also chronical users that i know that also tried other psychedelics like lsd and dmt, said that yes, ketamine is highly psychedelic, and makes the mind travel on higher dimensions, but nothing like lsd and dmt, that feels so much more pure, and helps so much more with psychology, problems etc...

I understand you

Does anyone of you tried this one?

Yes i had lot of incredible experiences with that

Thank you, what was the dose you tried?

Is like i have difficulty in falling in love again, even more i feel like i cant find someone i truly like. I also dont know where to find. But i also feel like i shouldnt go looking for someone, and i just have to wait. Its quite frustrating, also because i want to share myself to other beings, and i dont have the right person to express myself and my love

A Miracle

Really? Why? If u can explain

5meodmt

There are plenty of other substances that are similar to lsd but way more dangerous. My Trip with apparent lsd lasted 12 hours and was really visual. Should i trust? Do you guys have any tips?

Oh this is useful thx

What does tartrate means?

How much cinnamon did u take?

I didnt get a tab, a person gave me a drop from his bottle, on my own piece of paper. It was not bitter, it has a very light taste, but not bitter.

25/30mg of 5meomalt sent me to another universe for almost 2 hours ! Its so absurd that all the wisdom that u gain from this substance you cannot describe it with words, it is impossible. I had the gift to admire the structure of reality for 2 hours. And i can remember that i was feeling love everywhere, in every place, cause i was expanding into the room and inside of my mind, a sense of bliss, and an ridicoulous sense of astonishment, and surprise. Love occurs suddently after the ego dies. It is immediate. Life is absurd. Reality is a perfect structure. And the ego is the most crazy invention that god ever made. Life is not about the ego. Life is about god creating art. Ego is just an actor of the show. The body and the brain are the machines that god uses to play. I used to be scared of getting old and living a boring life. Unable to do the thing that i like. But i cannot be scared anymore, because when i ll die, it ll be like waking up from a dream. I cannot be scared of a dream. Of course i will still feel fear and negative emotions, but because i m not allowed to decide what will happen to my ego. (Ego is here to experience duality, it will feel both love and fear, hot and cold and so on.) I can only think that this is just a dream, also if it feels real.... I wonder if is possible to control the dream, in theory anything is possible, but in practice i feel that my ego is the hands of god.

I have to try the same amount of 5 meo dmt to say the difference. I will soon. I have no idea, but i ll probably trip again.

Probably

U have my heart 🙏 God bless u

@OBEler 5 meo dmt tried once, but on a lower dose. This time with malt i didnt feel any fear, but a lot of visuals, very similar to acid.

In the past i used to think that i can learn how to have insights and spiritual awakenings to increase happiness and consciousness in my own life. And now i can actually see that my life and my level of happiness improved from the past. The problem is that i ve realized that it wasnt my decision to awake my consciousness a little bit, it happened miracolously. I think that im forced to live in this state of consciousness until the next awakening, if there is one...or until death, if there is one. I only know that i dont know anything and something higher than me is moving reality for me, while giving me the illusion that i am changing things around me. Can i increase my level of consciousness somwhow? Or am i forced to live in this limited consciousness? In comparison to higher states that i reached with 5 meo dmt, life is so limited! This is honestly sad from my point of view

Wow 😍