Asia P

How much cinnamon did u take?

I didnt get a tab, a person gave me a drop from his bottle, on my own piece of paper. It was not bitter, it has a very light taste, but not bitter.

There are plenty of other substances that are similar to lsd but way more dangerous. My Trip with apparent lsd lasted 12 hours and was really visual. Should i trust? Do you guys have any tips?

I have to try the same amount of 5 meo dmt to say the difference. I will soon. I have no idea, but i ll probably trip again.

Probably

U have my heart 🙏 God bless u

@OBEler 5 meo dmt tried once, but on a lower dose. This time with malt i didnt feel any fear, but a lot of visuals, very similar to acid.

25/30mg of 5meomalt sent me to another universe for almost 2 hours ! Its so absurd that all the wisdom that u gain from this substance you cannot describe it with words, it is impossible. I had the gift to admire the structure of reality for 2 hours. And i can remember that i was feeling love everywhere, in every place, cause i was expanding into the room and inside of my mind, a sense of bliss, and an ridicoulous sense of astonishment, and surprise. Love occurs suddently after the ego dies. It is immediate. Life is absurd. Reality is a perfect structure. And the ego is the most crazy invention that god ever made. Life is not about the ego. Life is about god creating art. Ego is just an actor of the show. The body and the brain are the machines that god uses to play. I used to be scared of getting old and living a boring life. Unable to do the thing that i like. But i cannot be scared anymore, because when i ll die, it ll be like waking up from a dream. I cannot be scared of a dream. Of course i will still feel fear and negative emotions, but because i m not allowed to decide what will happen to my ego. (Ego is here to experience duality, it will feel both love and fear, hot and cold and so on.) I can only think that this is just a dream, also if it feels real.... I wonder if is possible to control the dream, in theory anything is possible, but in practice i feel that my ego is the hands of god.

Wow 😍

Exactly what i feel

It is so simple yet so difficuilt to find beauty and love in ordinary life, it is a daily exercise...

This is exaclty what i feel, cause i see my consciousness expanding sometimes to higher levels, but i keep falling down into normal human consciousness.

Isnt this just conceptual? Or from you point of view is actual?

In the past i used to think that i can learn how to have insights and spiritual awakenings to increase happiness and consciousness in my own life. And now i can actually see that my life and my level of happiness improved from the past. The problem is that i ve realized that it wasnt my decision to awake my consciousness a little bit, it happened miracolously. I think that im forced to live in this state of consciousness until the next awakening, if there is one...or until death, if there is one. I only know that i dont know anything and something higher than me is moving reality for me, while giving me the illusion that i am changing things around me. Can i increase my level of consciousness somwhow? Or am i forced to live in this limited consciousness? In comparison to higher states that i reached with 5 meo dmt, life is so limited! This is honestly sad from my point of view

This is actually true Thank you.