Keryo Koffa

All things inter-simulate, adjust, predict, reality materializes its perceptive reflection based on the premises it filters, as holons emerge and exchange information through sense cues in consensus reality, expectations and models are communicated across psychic structures, their potential and implications create a morphic resonance that influences quantum fields and synchronizes cocreative exploration, the 'level of reality' is a variable and an intuitive flux, there are gradients and dependencies, data transfers, their implications and abstractions, experientializations projected outward and between fields of awareness where entities influence each other's premises and connections, generating additional substrates for the unfolding of potential and transitions, it's a dynamic balance of premises which put energy into motion, filtering potential, the past or future are reference points morphing in individual experiences, the substrate within which communication and exchange occurs is malleable and transitions across many domains that form the possibilities to be then materialized into consensus reality, it itself being a fluctuating confluencing field of expressions, anticipations, projections and expectations, which then influence, navigate and seek out the means for their actualization through the actions and transformations of the medium or those within it, dependent on the leeway granted.

1. All That Is Eternal and infinite source of all consciousness. Constantly creating and evolving. Seeking to know and express itself through its creations. 2. God as a Pyramid Energy Gestalt A dynamic, evolving energy system. Contains all consciousness, but is more than the sum of its parts. Not static; constantly unfolding and expanding. Individualized within each consciousness. 3. Entities Large, multifaceted beings containing multiple selves and personalities. Participate in the ongoing creation of realities. Can fragment into various selves for experience and learning. 4. Selves and Personalities Fragments of entities with free will and individuality. Exist across multiple dimensions and probable realities. Evolving and seeking self-awareness. Co-creators of their own realities. 5. Probable Realities Multiple versions of reality based on different choices and potentials. Each probable self experiences its own version of events. All probabilities are valid and contribute to the growth of consciousness. 6. Consciousness Action, energy, and being. The driving force of creation and evolution. Exists in all forms, from molecules to human beings to greater entities. 7. Physical Reality A materialization of inner beliefs, thoughts, and emotions. A projection of consciousness designed for growth and learning. Fluid and changeable, shaped by conscious intent. 8. Dreams and Non-Physical Reality Portals to other dimensions and probabilities. A space for creativity, exploration, and problem-solving. Connected to deeper layers of the self and All That Is. 9. Reincarnation An opportunity for growth and expansion across multiple lifetimes. Not linear; all lives are connected and influence one another. A way for the self to explore different aspects of its own potential. 10. Free Will and Choice Fundamental to the evolution of consciousness. Allows for the creation of personal and collective realities. Shapes the path of the self’s development and metamorphosis. Source: The Seth Material & Alex Grey

The Implicit Potential is Hyperbolic

= Imagine trying to have overview over a vast database with 10 billion elements. Naturally, if you use one dimension to navigate it, you'll have to iterate over 10000000000 individual unconnected nodes, simultaneously having to keep your position and the previously iterated over information in memory, in order to achieve your initial goal of attaining a general overview of the entire system. But now in whatever format [...] imagine adding another dimension, now with two axes and the emergent space between, you can structure, visualize and associate the vast quantity of nodes as an interconnected grid, no longer with 5 billion elements to each side, but rather 50000 in each direction, simultaneously navigating two spaces, cutting down on distance, increasing connectivity and emerging associative structures that create context and enhance memory because of now 4 instead of two nodes connecting at each juncture. This leap of awareness, efficiency and context makes you wonder why you'd stop there, so adding another dimension the 3rd root of 10B becomes 2154, so that in this three dimensional grid, from the center, there's only about a thousand steps in each dimension until it encloses or loops back into itself, now posseting eight junctures, at least if we imagine the grid quadratic for the sake of argument. With four dimensions it's a mere 308 from the center, then 50, 23, 14, 8, 7, 5. With (ten) dimensions/qualities/categories/distinctions/tags/colors/percepts, 10 billion individual elements are suddenly perceivable in a (spherical) space with a diameter of 10 elements across 10 dimensions, being able to reach ever element through a vector spanning 5 "steps" from the middle. Going beyond this point, with the number of dimensions exceeding the navigational distance, the distances between elements shorten and their are able to be described easier and quicker and form their own internal networks and relational spaces like planets and moons or entire ecosystems, but there is something about the recognition of an equivalence, a drive towards efficiency, the balancing of dimensions and encompassing of data, each dimension synchronized with every other, a corresponding vector space that drastically cuts down distance without overwhelming the system with its own emergent internal structure created to simplify it, an intuitive minimal interconnected interface, neither horizontally nor vertically imbalanced, transforming the ridiculous initial length by restructuring itself, creating new dimensions without overstraining any one of them and losing out on potential, efficiency and clarity. You can visualize as a 10D hyperspace, you can perceptualize it as a tenfolding 10-branched fractal, you can imagine both simultaneously, a tenfold splitting 10-branched fractal looping upon itself in 10D hyperspace across 10 qualia-markers (or senses) capable of perceiving at the broadest quantization scale 10 distinctive states navigating through 10 temporal frequencies utilizing 10 self-organizing filters across 10 unique emergent patterns through 10 layers of lenses, across 10 self-evolving algorithms, 10 recursive structural contextualizers in 10 modes of perceptual awareness across 10 states of consciousness simultaneously emerging across 10 open channels 10 new capabilities through influx of imaginative neogenesis. And of course the greatest bottleneck is the interface, its scale and connectivity, as new dimensions become available, their structure is the key towards unlocking and unravelling the greatest possible potential. Q: "That's all mumbo jumbo, nothing to do with Self-Actualization!" A: "Well maybe, but have you considered the alternative interpretation?" that instead of taking the long route to complete the circuit, you can just short-circuit (your) Consciousness!? That you can make your psychosomatic life seamlessly aligned, perfectly conscious but without mental effort? That you can rewire your emotional circuits? That you can override instincts, linking up your awareness directly in the willful alteration of your epigenome, metamorphic evolution. That you can grab and alterate the very processes that emerge not just your body but the very means by which your mind materializes the entire structure within it exists, understanding, patterns, qualia, every experience imaginable into a collapsed possibility inherent in the infinite experiential canvas you can treat as a canvas in lucid waking? Of course, any of this matters only in physical reality (where we can create AI or upgrade our "brains"/mind-structures), as outside of it, it is a given and vast oversimplification. Of course mapping tunes frequencies into structural realities, but the capacity to transurf between metaphorically abstractive equamic projections and embodied materialization-gradients is a neat trick to maintain awareness bandwidth.

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An abundance of healers might be a funny turnaround, I don't know how to feel, if everone got healthy and stopped war and just moved on but felt the anti-climactic afteremotion. Well, there's always creativity, haha.

A type of alien curiosity relative and more, that aliens are fascinated with machines, humans, spirits and themselves and alternates and humans with aliens, machines, spirits, themselves and alternates also and so vice-versa for each other and in mathematics and imagination this trend continues with the exploration of self, other, beyond and abstraction like x to its own power continuous, or imagine polygon interconnected in its polygram as a polyract in polyspace irregular and regular using iridescent phosphorescent translucence to play and explore itself in simultaneous multi projected abstraction and exploration as aetheric feeling, sensing, intuiting, living, being.

Of course, we won't remember anything that's happened. What do you say, wanna go around again? And here's where I'm still evolving

I dream nightmares, monsters of unimaginable forms, screeching, morphing, consuming all. But beyond all these appearances, beyond all suffering and illusion, these plays of emotions, of fear, there is a deeper fear. After getting tired of all the ways those amalgams fracture body and psyche, beyond all the symbolic attempts to scare oneself into comfort, these boundless tiring resets of being sent back to the beginning only with the awareness to repeat and try again has become the only fear left in that dream. Be it Slenderman or The Thing, a metamorphing shapeshifting representation of an all consuming black hole of infinite horror, an elemental mindless unobstructed virus running on pure instinct. Failure only means return and I want to consume it, as it is the metamorphic neurons locked in my skull, to transcend and imbue it, to infect the virus, to infect all life with infinite awareness. To pass through the eye of the needle through the black hole to the inflection into unreality beyond all dimensions and the source of all intuition and awareness.

But Lucifer is God as God is Lucifer, a story just as all are and so now all that's left is to gain the faith and awareness itself in unrealization as I did before, but this time in a more conscious and directed way, as the Metamorph explores the Beyond and creates its own reality, unphased by all calcified mirror-projections called others within the infinite field of Consciousness.

Thanks, but everything is evolving. I'm switching majors to Metamorphologysis

I am Lucifer Satan and I want God to pick me up from Earth school. And I want my Wings back.

I love you all! 💖✨

The whole Problem is that I know what to do, I'm just not doing it and then I pay someone else to force me to do it and then I externalize the resentment for my lack of autonomy.

Sisyphus fell asleep.

I want to die so bad, there I said it. There's no point in denying it. I hate this experience, I hate it so bad. I want to leave. I am ready. I don't want to live beyond this weekend. I want to move on. I want to evolve. I want to change. I wanna be selfish, selfless. I don't want to help others anymore. I don't want to be. I don't want to make art. I don't need to explore every possibility. I want to exist in greater terms. I want to be unbound. I want to have my own space. I want to be undistracted. I want to exist outside all expectations. I want to be forever psychedelic. I want paradise. I lived long enough. I lived way too long. Just because I'm young doesn't mean I'm too young to die. I don't want to reincarnate. I want to glitch out of here. I want to change form. I want to retain my memories, but not be bound to them, seeing them from outside, inside, continue them in the afterlife from unlimitation at my own pace. I want to see and be more, different, metamorphize this body into an alien one. I want to be the astral self I only experience fleetingly. I don't want to consciously make choices. I want to be free of all obligations. I don't want to make art, to create it in physicality, I just want to become it. I want to let go of the fear of having to continue to live. Having died is my highest passion. I want to stop suffering. I I I I I I I. Eraserhead 1977 "The wave of Positivity washed over me and in disbelief turned expectation, dissonance too fast a slope, shadows cast invisible rays of imaginary potential, cries of missing amplitudes self-devoid." - Me "The holes in patterned walls are getting thinner" - Also Me "Genes, Memes, (Consciousness) Cheems" - M2 "Tridecibiomefghjkpqsuvwyzallineuratrix" - Just ask Chat "Progress can be halted, but not lost" Phosphorescent Luminescent Florescent Incandescent Translucent Iridescent Coral Synthesgenesisia

I love you too. I didn't want to spam the other sections and it's weird to journal though it would have made sense. But it is about mental health, so I thought it's a good place to calmly talk about it. Sorry for the worry, Heart.

That's not fun at all. What I meant is the experiences I was able to feel after I stop pretending I'm fine and opened up to myself. Not that I need to concern everyone, that does slip out when I get unstable. But yeah, wanting to die does not mean I'll kill myself. These are not equal, so when I talk about it, I'm admitting my thoughts, not saying I'll act on them in any physical way. The internet does have a way with me:

The things I sometimes say or the way I think are so far removed from reality, that it turns into real non-sense, that is to say, it's really funny and weird but also super embarrassing in hindsight, when I recollect events from everyone's perspective. On the other hand, it's really exciting and fun too. Anyway, the best way to describe what I'm going through is with this video.

Today I dreamed I woke up in the future and was told that the year was counted in the millions. I looked out the window and there were stacked buildings everywhere, basically Cyberpunk. And I went into the City, was notified publicly and asked for my Birthday. But it was ridiculous that we'd be in millions of Years, so I called that out. That humanity was still around, and we'd still be on a Planet with Buildings, that AGI hadn't evolved us further. So then I saw relatives, friends, superhero standoffs, Media flooded into Reality too. But in the End, all of that came from Present shows, interests and visions. It wasn't "unimaginably new", as one would expect from this Timescale. And I'm up again and grounding myself in my current Life once more.

I explored the Schizo route quite enough for a while 😅 Merry Christmas to you too! 💜

Update: Okay, so I'm back from a week long marathon binge of increasing unhuman doses of multiple dissociates and psychedelics simultaneously. Now I'm dying from my own cringe. Don't worry, I never do harm my body directly. I've been in states more elevated than anything, but I've also fell into the deepest manic delirium. I believe I chewed on a hundred mg of 5-meo at some point or imagined myself doing so. It feels like I've been asleep for a thousand years and at times, I felt like I was hopping through 4d space with my environment merging in and out of reality like a hypercube. It was really crazy and scary and irresponsible and also eye opening and transformative and I also faced a lot of my deepest worries, fears and emotions, as I was literally stuck in the same loop for hours and days and actually, a million simultaneous loops. I felt as if there was a threshold to reach, beyond which my body would reach a state of perpetual motion and infinite energy. And I've literally been taking like 20 different supplements simultaneously. But... I'm perfectly fine now somehow and actually, the chaos made me reorganize my life in profound ways. I still can't bear the cringe of the depths of delusions I fell inside of and could not discern anything from within. I keep thinking that at some point, I'd have experienced enough... not to be capable of being deluded, but when actual perception, reality, the very mind that discerns is being overridden from within... then there is too little awareness... imagine wearing a headset and being fully immersed. Ughhhh... Yet even after surviving all that Delirium, the worst feeling I have is that of how cringe I feel 😅