Keryo Koffa

I am always looking for and inquiring about the grandest, most extensive and compelling but also liberating model and understanding of reality. What reality would look like if I consciously created it, how the existence of others can be reconciled, how all present, past and future desires can be fulfilled, how autonomy and freedom can be balanced, how identity and boundlessness can coexist, why current circumstances are the way they are and how they can be transformed, how seeming evil can be understood and so forth. In other words, I want my cake and eat it too and find out how to get there and how I'd create it, were I god. And the most extensive and complete work that I deeply resonate with in exploring this is the Seth Material, from which I derive the quotes. In the vastness of consciousness, how do you allow yourself for immersion and every possibility without getting trapped? It explores so much that is beyond the awareness of someone who knows they construct their reality but not its scope and how they do it. Here's a shorter video, that explores the beginning of creation Or if you'd rather read: https://www.law-of-attraction-haven.com/support-files/seth-speaks-jane-roberts.pdf It might be hard to navigate such long material, but skim around and check the waters, I ensure that it has much profundity

You are the reincarnated self that enjoys a luxurious life. The past self you were died of starvation and wanted to a home, plenty of food, a shower, friends, opportunities. Now you are it and you're still not appreciating it and will continue to reincarnate to infinity and remain ignorant to the things you gain if you don't appreciate them now. You live in a thousand times more luxury than the people a hundred years ago.

Alternatively, using your own imagination to construct a separate bubble of experience, you will not only become the millionaire, but have to simulate and experience all other people, beings and the world by contrast as well, since you're the one creating the experience. If you only care about surface impression, you may as well play a video game now or use your current imagination instead. Else you're a lone millionaire in the middle of nowhere with no people to feel superior over and no environment to influence. You don't get to override the actual earthly experience with your fantasies, although you may use them to transform yourself into someone who will bring them about if you develop the skills. This world is in balance.

"After death, you must face up to yourself for those abilities that you did not use during your previous existence. It is useless then to say, "When this life is over I will look back upon my experience and mend my ways." This is like a young man saying, "When I grow old and retire, I will use all those abilities that I am not now developing." You are setting the stage for your "next" life now. The thoughts you think today will in one way or another become the fabric of your next existence. Your thoughts and everyday experience contain the answers. Any successes in this life, any abilities, have been worked out through past experience."

Here's some food for contemplation, the topic reminded me of some excerpts. Tell me what you think "The true unconscious is not unconscious. Instead, it is so profoundly and unutteringly conscious that it bubbles over. The life that you know is simply one of the many areas in which it is conscious. In each facet of its consciousness, literally tremendous power and balance must be maintained to hold aloft this particular consciousness-experience from all others. Your reality exists in a particular area of activity in which aggressive qualities, thrusting-outward characteristics, are supremely necessary to prevent a falling back into the infinite possibilities from which you have only lately emerged. Yet from this unconscious bed of possibilities you derive your strength, your creativity, and the fragile yet powerful kind of individual consciousness that is your own" "Mankind has a tendency to project his own guilt and his own errors upon a father-god image, who it seems must grow weary of so many complaints. The fact is that each of you create your own physical reality; and en masse, you create both the glories and the terrors that exist within your earthly experience. Until you realize that you are the creators, you will refuse to accept this responsibility. Nor can you blame a devil for the world's misfortunes. You have grown sophisticated enough to realize that the Devil is a projection of your own psyche, but you have not grown wise enough to learn how to use your creativity constructively. Most of my readers are familiar with the term, "muscle bound." As a species you have grown "ego bound" instead, held in a spiritual rigidity, with the intuitive portions of the self either denied or distorted beyond any recognition."

curiosity is a desire/pointer, intelligence is a capability/clarity, creativity is a process/exploration I think I discovered the missing link, infinity! the infinite pre-existing forms that consciousness uses as a canvas and develops the previous traits in the process of exploration

This is what I'm interested in, it seems unawareness is part of our current experience but I feel at some point, after everything becomes fully conscious, the ever tightening maslow's pyramid of needs reaches that singularity post self-actualization and inflects into a new inverse pyramid where we are fully aware of each aspect of our awareness and we start building things consciously remaining aware of them in this new state of mind, creating an entire universe of possibilities and personalities in the process, that we might already be unconsciously a part of in order to experience this particular individual perspective

Experientially, I agree. Though I'd like to treat this as a belief that is to be transcended and them as pointers. To find out and override the part of the mind that keeps it from occurring naturally and give one control over the extent of the experience through conscious focus. I'll definitely focus my next trip on this, meta-question. How can I get to the ultimate source of all questions

This. Also, I noticed building a sense of familiarity and empathy towards the author and their life context will automatically connect you to the source of their insights which makes you more attuned to how they gained it and bypasses the purely knowledge based layer of interpretation.

Me personally, I want to synergize and understand everything, chakras, consciousness, life, art, perspective, technology, the nature and relationship of the self, exploring what I am, what I observe, what I understand, how I understand up to the infinite stratosphere of metaness, I take in the morning sun and immerse myself in the lake, I do yoga to flex my spine into a dynamic state of being and release the tension, I binge Sadhguru and Leo's videos to explore the nature of reality and find out how I construct my own self, I use psychedelics and dissociatives to expand my mind and materialize, dissolve and interconnect everything within. But this is a question to everyone on this forum. What drives you? What purpose or state of being are you pursuing or embodying right now? What keeps you on this forum instead of dissolving into pure bliss without the room to communicate back?

The psychedelic state is like instant telepathy and insight, I'm not as dynamic yet, but have matured beyond what I was through continuous awareness. Each time, I recontextualize reality anew and realize how crucial that current insight is, yet more puzzle pieces are always missing. Been doing lots of shadow work and accelerating. Sure, reality is a dream, but how am I creating it, what is imagination, astral projection, how do I construct my body, how do I access the layer of actuality?

Articulating our desires, reconciling our intents, determining the authenticity and fairness of them, then allowing for humility and appreciation. The first time I did was recently and it created a massive upsurge of kundalini within me, like nothing I experienced before

Leo enriched our lives by fully living his and inspires us to do the same The empathy we all share and discover, it's something else We all appreciate you and this community we form together

@Dodo All life is sacred and its unfortunate how you lost your pet rooster. His life was cut short, but you made his time special. The bonds we form cause excruciating pain, you give the greatest meaning. Yet death is not the end but a change of form, see this world not as inevitable pain but instead the opportunity to form connections. In the grand scheme of things, this is necessary for us to experience, if we remained at any one, we'd never get to the next and all those moments we now have made. You carry on and the rooster took on a new life, trust me, being human forever would limit your experience and so would being a rooster, death is inevitable but it doesn't mean the end of existence, nor of individuality, instead an expansion. Now as for creating human connections, you determine your worth and how you react, why would you attach yourself to someone who doesn't value you? Why would you give them power? You can love someone that hates you, but don't let them inform who you are. You don't wanna fall in the trap of living with someone who projects their suffering onto you, who controls and manipulates you, who doesn't value nor love who you are. You will quickly realize how people act, that you are never the problem, that there's a complex projection of needs from those who learned to manipulate. And also that there are those who will love you for who you are, who you'll enjoy being around, those you can share your passions and sorrows with. Those who will add to your life. You will have to accept that you can lose them and that there is nothing you can do to save them from death. But also that we all die eventually and that you will enrich each other's lives immensely and that you will continue to experience after death and to let go of the attachment and celebrate the freedom. This earth is a short stay, treat it as such and make those most profound experiences. What's important is that you realize your own innate worth, that nobody but you informs your value, that you are allowed to express yourself freely, that your identity does not depend upon your environment, that you act as if you were the only person on earth, without shame, without restriction, with empathy and with passion. That you conquer the fear of death and to see others die and then you will be ready and when you dissipate both fear and anger, then you can truly love and allow yourself to be loved and create a meaningful relationship that adds to each other's life.

NVC Attempt: I hear you are feeling overwhelmed in your need for balancing your time by such long videos, is that correct?

Unfaced fear becomes anxiety and that's even worse and there are graceful ways of handling fear, taking small steps and facing the source instead of suppressing it. Life is full of fear, we will eventually face it, it's an advantage do it on our own terms through encouragement. Most kids don't want to learn because of the constrictive environment rather than a fear of the unknown. What would you do about the monsters under the bed or if the kid wants to play with a chainsaw?

@Someone here Oh how I wish! All I know is how little I know, I'll gladly join you on the quest to find the next person In the meantime, this is exactly what I am exploring, currently through Sadhguru and Seth, though I am about to brainstorm all philosophies and cultures for pointers, rituals and technologies, and release karma to intensify my psychedelic trips but its a process

It's one thing to know, another to experience, it's really profound to become aware of it Although it doesn't satiate my endless curiosity. Now I wonder, what is imagination?

You should feel deeper into that side of yours, there is much conditioning that is not even necessarily your karma, but a societal norm that prescribes values and behaviors that you then believe to be your own or over a long period of time gaslight yourself into believing you need to engage in to satisfy otherwise insatiable desires. The truth is within you, the same thing that points you away from these behaviors can show you their source and what you actually should do, which might be unrelated to begin with. Question these needs, for many they stem out of unconscious impulses gratified through manipulation, but just because others make it normal, does not make it right or even necessary or desirable or even meaningful. Look at the people who do engage in these behaviors, who they are, who they become, when they stop or if they do, how it transforms them and if it ever even adds value to their life, beyond realizations of vanity. Go through a city and look at shops, look at the vanity, what is it all for, how did people live a thousand years ago. Are current societal needs in any way objective? Find yourself within, start individuating, face your shadow, expand your consciousness, start thinking, start wondering, start questioning. Find yourself.

After all the absoluteness talks, I'm not sure knowing truth leaves room for dualities of harshness or any for that matter But on a relative level, something like the matrix, I can see both, then again once you burn your karma and get bored, you'll probably end up looking for the truth eventually, but then again, truth is knowledge, technically nothing prevents you from knowing and returning, although there is an implication that truth determines action and behavior, which I don't think it does or at least it doesn't prescribe it but one chooses one's behavior based on it and in relation to that I always wanna know the truth. That's kind of an axiom of mine, though I try not to have any, that truth is never detrimental, well I guess there is the exception of immersing yourself into an activity but with that intention and situation, one always has the choice Truth is immutable, so one may as well know it and consciously engage in ignorant behavior or decide to face that harshness

Sadness it the reconciliation of the profoundness of one's life with its loss That which makes him hold onto it is the same thing that keeps you alive and happy and all of us active What you're saying is actually counter-productive, as it would suppress his emotions What he needs is actually the opposite, to be allowed to experience it deeply and profoundly, support him, listen and don't try to distract away, he will move at his own pace. Imagine how you would feel if your family was murdered in front of you and someone told you to stop whining, stay positive, stop dwelling on the past and hit up the gym instead, how would that make you feel? As you said, what's the point of holding on, right? He needs time to grieve and a listening ear, perhaps solace, but definitely not advice

I guess there's not much special about this aha moment, I just discovered what meditation and mindfulness are meant to do experientially for myself It does always feel profound when you link up online ideas with your actual life, the insights might sound stupid but are profound

I've been implementing conscious awareness into my activities, like Leo once said "Awareness itself is curative" Before eating, before going places, before choosing to engage in something, I wait two minutes and then do it This time makes me aware of how whatever I'm doing conditions my happiness and becomes habitual/karma This waiting gives me time to reflect and appreciate the activity for itself fully instead of doing it out of impulse So then appreciation for food, for fun, for the opportunity, for the life, a short meditation, just a little space This also brings up suppressed emotions and leads to insights, which is great for actualization and letting go

Minimalism is about freedom, appearance is about expression. Look for the source of your question