Keryo Koffa

How do you get to the end of this? How do you reach infinity when all you do is expand your form within infinity to perceive infinity? AI can accelerate exponentially and then double exponentially but it doesn't end. Only way to access all is through 0.

@An young being Infinity infinitizes infinitely, there's always more and you will never get to the end of it. You can subdivide and expand reality forever but no matter how far you get, there's more. The process has no end. You assign significance through yourself, in a way you can choose since you are the arbiter of meaning.

Transcending everything to the point of absolute unity and becoming a singularity of consciousness in which everything exists and expresses itself where no self is to be found and so everything is absolutely immutably perfect always since there is no one to judge, react or desire? Brahman, Shiva, God? Where there is absolutely no purpose and so that inflects itself into anything and everything having absolute infinite purpose independent of its circumstance and form in infinite absolute zero metaness?

Tell that to the Subconscious that continuously saves and processes information outside of conscious experience, like Leo once said in his "Elephant Rider" metaphor. There's a dimension that explains how it consistently and easily correlates and brings information in and out of conscious experience. Maybe one can be fully conscious of it, but I am not yet aware, else I'd access it to go astral travel and be a super genius. That makes sense, it all points to a singularity. But its a shapeshifter so we use various terminology to describe its various states. the prodigal son I genuinely believe this to be the most powerful question that drives all of existence

@ryandesreu In one way children lack experience, in another they are wiser in the way that they lack "childish" or immature limitations that adults acquire through the subjugation of their intuitive emotional intelligence. The left/right are mature and immature in their own way, its the integration of experience and open-mindedness that matters, judgement and lack of empathy and mutual understanding leads astray either way. Knowledge, etiquettes and capability do not by themselves compensate for a lack of EQ even if they are socially necessary

@Ishanga Well said, any feeling is a pointer to a deeper understanding which entangles and communicates through physical forms.

@Carl-Richard I suppose so, the insight I had is that everything is accessible, intelligible, dynamic and moldable like clay, that which forms that which we feel and define as physical, it is a projection, a self created limitation and yet its not limiting but freeing, you can't do something with nothing, but if you add limitation in the form of physically malleable forms like clay, then that's expansive not limiting and yet that's what we describe as physical, What I see physicality point to is a tangible experience, when I expand its scope of understanding, everything is tangible, experienceable, physical but in different ways, this becomes capital P Physical.

If nothing is physical, then everything is. Thoughts are physical, they access a dimension of reality manipulation through some sort of pattern recognition coherence and in the process of imagining, we are temporarily accessing or creating or really becoming a malleable physical dimension. In fact, everything by virtue of being perceivable and referenceable and observable is physical. Physicality really is a feeling, like the sense of touch, a type of interactivity, of repulsion between energies, of change, water flows, forms solidify or loosen up. The wall is flowing energy, physicality is an experience, a sensation, a form of energy made of the same substrate as the rest of existence, everything is one. Everything is physical, everything is tangible, experiencing itself is a feeling, form, pattern shifting, beingness, isness itself can be felt, existed, passed through, evolving itself. Everything is physical, accessible, traversable, malleable.

For me it is to live and feel alive, to experience and understand, to explore and be creative, to make choices and create meaning. Yet all purpose is self-created or self-discovered or self-invented, in a way the greatest purpose is purpose itself and yet the play within purposelessness also. In another way any question answers itself, the purpose of purpose is purpose, it is that sense, that which is pointed to, in whatever way it can be accessed, the experience of it and its creative expression which is all purpose is. I have some quotes too though: "Earthly existence is a training period; and yet as far as possible I would like you to forget your ordinary ideas of progression. Ideas of good, better, best can lead you astray, for example. You are learning to be, as completely as possible. In one way you are learning to create yourselves. In so doing during the reincarnational cycle, you are focusing your main abilities in physical life, developing human qualities and characteristics, opening new dimensions of activity. This does not mean that good does not exist, or that in your terms you do not "progress," but your concepts of good and progression are extremely distorted." "We enjoy a sense of play that is highly spontaneous, and yet I suppose you would call it responsible play. Certainly it is creative play. We play, for example, with the mobility of our consciousness, seeing how "far" one can send it. We are constantly surprised at the products of our own consciousness, of the dimensions of reality through which we can hopscotch. It might seem that we use our consciousness idly in such play, and yet again, the pathways we make continue to exist and can be used by others. We leave messages to any who come by, mental signposts. We can be highly motivated therefore, and yet use and understand the creative use of play, both as a method of attaining our goals and purposes and as a surprising and creative endeavor in itself."

I find myself journeying to rise up to indigo and consistently oscillating between it and turquoise, though I have many many shadows in the previous stages I'm still integrating. I've experienced peaks all the way up but they were very fleeting and disorienting and I did not sustain them for long and really deeply integrate them. What do you resonate with?

@Javfly33 A thought came to me "there is nothing you are not"

Got it! There's space for everything. I'm not saying differences don't form valid expressions in identity. I am biased towards deconstruction over exploration. But I've seen women suppress their masculine and men their feminine characteristics before, quite artificially and to their detriment. There is much variety in expression and what you're drawn towards usually is based on aspects you lack within yourself. I saw Yang's video you posted, it's quite beautiful to see and embrace sexuality without lenses. Sorry for the rambling, it was out of context, everything has its place.

Actions speak louder than words, we take adults for granted just like science experts, but if you're emotionally attuned you can pinpoint the source of behavior and see more clearly rather than assuming by labels and constructs how people are

@enchanted I'm 23 and have lived my life shifting through various emotions of great intensity. As a child I have been sentimental and attuned to life and pets and people, I grew up when the internet, technology and video games grew in popularity, yet I lived in rural areas, I got to experience a 50/50 split of both worlds. I've carried a great sense of loneliness being an only child and being on my own, though I've also experienced times of immense joy and friendship. I have always contemplated everything deeply and this also led to great amounts of anxiety and overthinking. I spent my late teenage years in nature and past that worked two years in excruciatingly monotonous jobs. I started my psychedelic journey in September last year and transcended so much, I've become a whole nother person since, though its really the progress of acceleration. I've been drawing for many years now and am learning how to code, currently I am experimenting with making animation and video games. What accelerated my journey is Leo, Sadhguru and Seth, though I'm always soaking in whatever content I can find at 4.5x watch speed and it's not fast enough with thousands if not millions of unique lessons and experiences that took lifetimes of other people to learn. I'm integrating as much as I can with the multiple dimensions of yoga, books written by channeled entities, life advice from all stages, exploration of life through art like movies, series, books, deliberately looking for the tones I'm drawn to and delving ever deeper into shadow work and epistemology to bring out all within myself that distorts my perception. As Leo said, this is massive work and I've made so many posts and been journaling for so long, that it would probably amount to countless books, but I've got no time for that, every new perspective recontextualizes the whole, AI is not creating frameworks fast enough, I've learned to trust my brain to keep track of everything as I learn new frameworks to organize it, I've been practicing visualization and I've been practicing yoga and yet every time I meditate or go for a psychedelic/dissociative trip everything gets recontextualize to the point that I wonder if I've been fooling around and wasting my time, but I then remind myself of what I've been doing every minute every hour and realize I'm always progressing and standing on the shoulders of giants and my own. Where am I going? I seek to integrate all information of the world into a coherent framework in myself and organize it in a way that simplifies it elegantly, I seek to create art and create stories and AI will certainly help in that. I want to keep myself open and maybe explore the world. I am letting go continuously, doing shadow work and inquiring towards self-actualization. And I'm working to balance all that. Honestly, I wouldn't be here without psychedelics, they opened pandora's box of consciousness and without I might have led a pretty anxious and monotonous life that I fell into. It's like I modified reality through my higher self go give myself that possibility to break patterns and transform myself, though it's been a pretty difficult journey with much suffering at times.

There's no such thing as "woman's psychology", there is a division of roles which creates and reinforces polar attitudes and traits that evolve culturally through spiral dynamic like stages however. You are the whole self who took on a particular perspective and disbanding it puts you in touch with the opposite outwards projected polarity from which you've been alienated. There is no ground to this, it is an expression of circumstances that evolve and morph through the world, though different shows will show you the current state of balance, but don't believe there's anything innate to that for you to create a system about to reinforce ever greater division. See it instead as a reflection of modern circumstances and how they construct social identity and express themselves in different forms and identities, assumptions and axioms, models and systems, attitudes and desires, interdependence and specialization, complimentary cohesion and simultaneously self-alienation. There is biological differentiation, but its a nudge/shift in balance rather than a block of energies.

I keep wondering, I'd like to just have a void for myself to rest for a long time, like being submerged in water but able to breath in it, with no one to disrupt the peace and no physical limitations, a place to just be still and unwind, with time maybe create but even then I'd live to take my time. Then again, you say there is no 'here', no 'place' to begin with, maybe I can find or manifest such places and circumstances in this reality but whatever the case, I'll be taking a long break for incarnation if not leave it entirely after this life. If there are to be others, I'd want to become them instead and solve whatever problems arise internally.

Usually stuff happens for a reason but other times we get entangled in our ego karma and frustration makes us aware of that, its basically getting side tracked, though the deeper you go the more you see how your main track was itself a sidetrack of another sidetrack of anther sidetrack and at some point we have to deal with all that and wonder what the point actually is

Let me start with one that I've been carrying since childhood, it goes like this: When something bad happens to someone else I think "I'm glad I'm not them, I'd hate it to happen to me, hope they get better so I can feel safer if it actually did, there are so many risks, look at the people who had accidents and be glad you're as careful as you are" or when I hear someone's detailed interesting experience it goes like "That sounds cool, now I feel like I totally missed out, whatever, it's not that important in the grand scheme of things, I'm not missing out, look, now they're past it and it doesn't matter, they're right back to baseline, hearing about it is much more compact, now I get the insight without wasting all that time". So I'm looking to let go of these coping mechanisms but the karma runs deep, it might take some time, advice would be nice And we can expand this thread to look at other tendencies, I bet we all have something others do too but are unaware of

Human history has brief times of great transformation that keep becoming more dense and we are just about to enter a whole next level singularity

@Breakingthewall I do see what you mean however. Polarity creates existence and all action has this thrusting out characteristic, desire, expression, direction, choice, purpose, meaning, life itself is an expression of energy, of movement, of change, of death. Our skin cells are continuously falling away and being replaced with new ones. Living being are always on the move. The life energy permeating the universe lives by change, life is change and change is death, the universe at war. But war is also a state of mind and it is but one lens to take on. The Hindu for example see the life as one big play "Maya"

@Breakingthewall Alright, I shall breathe violently then

Understandings are twisted, those who are selfless do not care to be selfless, they are that because they're experientially attuned and drawn to it and experience joy and fulfillment in doing so. It's likely they transcended their selfish desires a long time ago or haven't developed them, look at Jesus or Gandhi. But we are human and we desire, there is nothing wrong with desire, the problem is the damage we create in insisting upon it, in the aggressive tendencies that we express through violence and domination that perpetuate the cycle of suffering, the ignorance and endless greed that can never be satisfied. It is because we are so separate, because we do not understand the interconnectedness of all life, that selfishness is a problem. Originally, there was no thing as selfishness, everything was selfish, because everything was self. But the conditions we created by enslaving and objectifying each other and nature for our convenience, that's what creates massive suffering. The ego deserves to be selfish but for its own sake and through its own means, not at the expense of others yet the world we live in is highly distorted, we suffer so much because we do not realize that our actions influence each other and many simply don't care.

Does it though? Or is it simply one potential evolutionary path we took because suffering tends to perpetuate itself and we've been walking it so long that we forgot what life was before we fell from grace? Also, wars are short for a reason, only so many can die before we run out of people, most of our life is spent building the civilizations for which war can even become a possibility, no unity, no tribe, no war. It's like that bias where you only notice those that shout the loudest even if they're in the minority. Most life is life and there's some war sometimes because people don't know how to communicate properly. Planets and all matter is made of consciousness, objects are focal points that create specific forms and experiences, a landscape of being. Then again, what is it like to be a planet? I really don't know

In a way, he is pointing to that, but there's a nuance, its rather the attitude that keeps you calm and collected, that you are already whole, that any experience is an addition, that you are not reliant on it for happiness, that you act out of abundance instead of desperation. That you can chose your desires and engage in the process independent of outcome which is never certain. To exemplify with a worst case scenario, imagine believing: "If I don't become omniscient in the next five seconds, I will not allow myself to be content ever again" and then when you don't, now what? Instead if you go "Omniscience would be amazing and I wonder how I'd get there, let's imagine I'm omniscient already, now how would that look like? I won't beat myself up if I don't get it immediately" then that's an entirely different attitude.