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@Salvijus Around 2 months ago I did actually sit down and do that for 10 minutes, it really calmed me down. I was very restless, walking the other path of needing everything but I have been realizing the value of it and that's going to be a big part of it now

@Salvijus I've been shown that I exceeded my limits on multiple trips and yet those experiences were massively valuable as well. What happened to me last was a culmination to release it all and slow down, now I am picking up the pieces and forging my path based on my authentic desires. Thank you for your concern, it really was a crisis point.

@Someone here Hmm, I myself have been trying to integrate the best of both worlds, which looks like an smooth curve of accelerating and slowing motions of thrust and enjoyment

@eTorro You gotta become "slippery". And then you can either draw yourself through people on your frequency through the law of attraction and going for the things you're passionate about or try to jujitsu people in conversations to reveal limitations, but they have their life to live as well. This is exactly it, there is an in-between area, between being an "absolute introvert" (only by oneself introspecting) and absolute extrovert " (all over the place with no preference or intention). Quality over quantity in relationships basically and being yourself as well. It's not that easy and part of it is adjusting the dynamic homeostasis and through trial and error finding one's authentic likes and dislikes and how to navigate through this realm effectively.

@Someone here The trick is: you have to keep it up for infinity and yet intensify it all the same (*^ ‿ ⁢*)♡

"God in His wisdom made the fly And then forgot to tell us why"

When people seek to share their insights and perspectives to others, they come up with speeches and as they meet more people, they need to repeat and so they stick to phrases and you see them drawing on the past and known metaphors and so on alot. That's one side of it. The other is your consciousness seeing or even creating patterns and when you self-reflect alot, you'll see repetition and karma in everything, also if you're not willing to stand your ground, many will keep talking to convince you of something. There's also dena vu, pattern recognition and internal structuring in consciousnes that finds significance. But beyond all this is yet another side, which is when your consciousness gets stuck in a loop due to something about its internal wiring, the same thing/conversation is restlessly going to repeat... Of course this may be linked with Jupiter/Sadhguru and our awareness navigating various frequencies.

This has been a very difficult an embarrassing time, I tuned so deeply from my senses into internal imagination, that objects, people and conversations had complete overlay. Sorry for being so difficult, I panicked thinking I was the only person left in the world and would use the forum to save whatever memories I could. Now I'm gaining clarity.

Warning, the following post contains very long sentences, upgrading your awareness RAM is recommended. In this scenario, pride came from addressing core motivations and maintaining composure and awareness while learning how to deal with toxic people. It also came from understanding the core neurosis of their motivation and through continuous good faith, ruling out and confirming the nature of their engagement, ruling out the existence of any constructive criticism and being able to dismiss them finally, not succumbing to their attempts at reducing my self esteem, which throughout my childhood has become eroded since I have always acted on good faith and hence found myself to be solely responsible for any and all misunderstandings and problems. But now my self-esteem is building up much further than its ever been, and I understand that the judgements of others are most often negative self-projections. The pendulum swing towards deconstructing their perspective, engaging in debate, and fighting them off leaves me feeling empowered and it seems I finally learned to fend for myself and take care of my own needs and self-esteem, finally opening up to be positively polarizing with my authentic understanding, likes and dislike, individuating in the process. Simultaneously, I am recognizing that the act of engaging with others who operate in bad faith is itself a rather useless endeavor when their paradigm lock prevents them from any and all discourse which could affect their understanding, and they need a deeper self-reflecting personal experiential transformation to overcome it. But I also simultaneously realize that it's not by job and duty to solve all the world's problems, for me to feel bad about. I understand that any and all neurotic behavior arises out of ignorance, so in truth I cannot even blame them, and it doesn't even make sense to fight them, but experientially speaking I feel like I still need this time and experience to truly integrate and validate my understanding and integrate all the past shame that has been subconsciously building up by my own self-judgement that has been the result of of not standing up for myself. Realizing that, I can shortcut the process and minimize the time I spend being angry and instead transform it into understanding that naturally and intuitively integrates to the degree that experientially the need to react will not even arise. My immediate reaction to pride is that of question, but maybe I should accept it, it points to the accomplishment of setting boundaries, as long as I don't fall into misusing it for fighting worthless battles and fueling resentment. I am reminded of a quote Iroh: Prince Zuko, pride is not the opposite of shame, but its source. True humility is the only antidote to shame. But then again, pride comes in variations. It's a pointer and messenger. I'm getting into the habit of not wanting to feel emotions, since I correlate them with falling into traps, but I do want to feel serenity, joy and other high vibration emotions, I feel like by being as sceptic as I am, I am needlessly stopping myself from feeling them. Help me out here

Dissociatives swung me through abstraction, lubricating my intelligence to synchronicity complexes, experientially realizing infinitudes of aligned boundary focals codified in interconnected pattern structures and still my awareness is miniscule. I seek alchemic reality manipulation ability, please guide me to further awakenings through syntactic telepathy. After all, what is a thing/object, how is it that one can determine a boundary to distinguish a singular focus of aligned patterns codified in a structure? It's a question of access. Consciousness and human brains are entangled and since all insights and technological advancements are made through human ingenuity/creativity or whatever other codification is used as a pointer, it's really a question of how consciousness can morph itself to new layers of abstraction more efficiently. What do you think about higher states of consciousness encoding themselves fractally and spreading new insights and collaborative ethics through universal substrates like morphic fields to advance life and harmony?

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@Princess Arabia Hey there?

Every grain of sand an infinitely complexifying and interconnecting synchronicity to stratospheres of meta, the relative domain is far from simple. Humbledness isn't accelerating to its own power fast enough, the consistency of some shows and pieces of art and all their elements interconnected is too much to ponder. The day doesn't have enough ato-seconds to have kilograms subsequent ever intensifying magnitudal 5-Meo trips to see through it all. How do I short-circuit it?

So, uh, do you have any meta-insights to feed me, dear others/alternate selves?

We had it all along

Spiral Dynamics Stages The Came to me in a Dream Seth Material Symbolize Life Itself Especially Kiri - Red Safe Her My Sister I never had from a Dream I don't know how I had it We were on a bridge, after school, she lost her spirit on the bridge, fell down, I jumped after her into the waver, diving as she was drowning, saved her, we got home, ate, she went to have a bath, I checked on her, she drowned, I would do anything to save her, resetting myself and the universe, I wanted to animate it, just her beeing so happy looking at a slime jump symbolized in colors and God

I'm still here, Leo

Nothing more to be said?

I'm fooling myself?

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Transcend your hate by embracing it same with all negative emotions Transcend determinism on the consciousness plane Transcend and embrace your fear of time loops and eternity First embrace then transcend the fear of retrocausality and meta-omniversal love Psychedelics are tools and traps simultaneously Comprehend the idea of instantaneous self-limitation of for example "only being able to remember x be 3 things at once: That is all for now, just embrace the implicit, it's too much to ever get through! And that's just a theory, a consciousness theory! Thanks for viewing!