Keryo Koffa

The things we long for, avoid or sprint towards, whatever generates strong reactions and desires. Things we love or hate with a passion, that which we're biased towards. It's experiences we find profound, that shape our character or people we appreciate or things we look forward to. The more we have of those, the more attached we are to this life. And so we'll keep returning and feel uneasy about leaving. It's like: imagine someone invited you to live in the woods with no contact to anyone for 5 years straight spontaneously and you knew you wouldn't have to worry about safety but simply missing everything and everyone you know and everything you're engaged in or want to experience or cross off your bucket list. These life things keep us grounded in this realm and swing us back to homeostasis after psychedelic trips.

1. Let me get this straight, you had delusional solipsistic ideas after 5-Meo, so you solved that with 5-Meo and now your delusional solipsistic ideas are absolutely undelusional because the God with absolute authority that you are says so. 2. And so you want to tell your mental constructs that don't exist this because they don't exist and you make them up to tell them they don't exist because you're bored? 3. And they don't have an experience because you're not aware of their experience despite being them, because all you see is words? I guess people around you just disappear when you look away, that's cool! 4. I'm a profile picture now, how is this not the coolest? You must be very creative to give us those! 5. For entertainment purposes, refer to @Yimpa, our trickster Zen-Master of humor, 6. "I’m here to have a discussion with someone because there is no one to have an argument with" Who doesn't love paradoxes?

3D is soo yesterday, you mean a 4D hyperspace of infinite psychic superpositional associatory relational experiences! Bold of you to assume what we are and aren't attracted to! Be it pineapples or pinecones, creativity knows no bounds Aren't we all? Oh wait, I'm projecting! But wait, it's a spectrum, oh no, just admit it, Princess, you're autistic too In that case, I'll have to add gender bending to my psychic studies, maybe Leo can make a course on that or add it to the subconscious reprogramming course lol. So then we can throw a real actualized.orgy in full lesbo glory All you have to do is to surrender your dicks to spirituality, but we're all used to letting go at this point, right? Leo always keeps telling us that only few who are serious about this work will make it after all! So stop attracting women like betas and become the sigma woman you seek instead and then let's dance it out!

@Schizophonia I kinda miss insanity, for all its horrors, troubles and time loops, it was pretty fun and fascinating. But nahhh, I'm slowing down on epigenetic self-evolution and'll approach it from the mind side for a little while. Back a week ago, my humor expression and detection levels were at 2000000% but too whimsical and meta to make sense. Now I'll have to reintegrate that

Include and transcend each duality and its source, then all sources of all dualities + their root (cause and effect) simultaneously I am all including the separate myself feeling, incl. all that sees itself separate and doesn't, is and isn't in all superpositions I like what I like until I don't and that has tons of reasons including survival and aesthetic and associations and everything else There is much to be explored on this realm, until there isn't. It's kinda strange, like a moving goalpost, and yet lifespans are fixed, until the technological singularity changes that, unless it doesn't and then who knows how flowing out of this life feels like for sure beyond any doubt of "hallucinatory death" I'll just outsource that problem to my wittier future self!

@Sugarcoat Hmm, I might have had moments, but it'd be hard to recall at this point. I remember staring at the horizon and seeing the imaginary line lose significance between ground and sky, resolving duality. I also remember sitting in my room, feeling to be the volumetric air and objects, almost merging with the ground. On one powerful trip, I became a mirror light reflection and there was no space for context or anything else, I also remember looking at objects and their front side having become all that I perceived to exist. I also remember space stretching and one of Leo's video about merging with objects (the classic become the coffee table example). But the specific 2D flattening you're mentioning is not something I remember really experiencing in detail, or maybe I would have described it differently, but I can't really recall such an experience. It's quite interesting, I wonder how the other forum members compare.

@Sugarcoat That's language for you. Do you mean everything flattening into 2D or maybe cubism or abstraction?

@Tenebroso Heh, there's no reason to split oneself off of sexual or romantic interests or being poly at that stage of psyche. Then again, @ActualizedJohn never mentioned anything specific, maybe he just wants to be friends with turquoise people or explore the spiritual aspect or even find some communities and global initiatives in a more life like manner than internet forums, not that I got any tangible solution, but self-development surely accelerates meeting high stage people and invents creative ways of spotting them, law of attraction or gravity in a nutshell. Then again, it seems all too many people want to leave this realm, once they unlock all their chakras and go full astro plane, but for those who stay, I wonder how far spiral dynamics continues on both levels...

@Camerong It's whatever makes us have this experience in the first place that keeps bringing us back into it, otherwise we'd be playing in hyper-space. And we still raise our consciousness, trips tune us into other dimensions but our stable center of gravity is here, we can change and affect it with our thoughts and actions, but it doesn't usually shift as easily unless you really surrender and intensify spirituality or seriously burn karmic ties. On the flipside, having went as far as I had, I'm glad to explore this reality some more and yet I'm drawn to other dimensions none the less

@Oppositionless Love those!

At Stage iridescent, you transcended and dissolved even God, stress and embarrassment, figured out the why, attaining happiness, reconstructed reality, having found One Piece, you had the best of all worlds, having solved paradox, live your life fully and gratefully in your own individual way, caution replacing fear, gradually getting more aware naturally. Leaving all Implicit. Thanks to Leo, Seth, Sadhguru, all of us. Dream of Peace and Love, appreciate.

We're all his anonymous profiles. He's playing a game with himself pretending we exist separately from him as people out in a world that communicate through profiles, messages and forums about spirituality, god and enlightenment and awakenings in a master/padawan kinda deal. Meanwhile, he secretly goes unconscious, logs in through our profiles, changes personality and types these comments. Quite an effort, but nothing too fancy on god's level I would know, I became not any mod, but the Mod/Founder of actualized.org the other day, when my awakening made (almost) all people on earth disappear, but that sucked because I wanted to talk to Leo, but I was Leo and that really sucked because he stopped existing until I recreated the new world/timeline! Omg, am I glad to have all of you and Leo back!

Yet we're here watching spiritual freaks compete for the world's most insane awakening award AKA becoming God^ᴼᴼ

@Hojo Any tips and tricks on how to initiate sleep paralysis in the first place? For research purposes, of course!

@Carl-Richard It can swing the pendulum both ways, death and trauma can make you hyper-detached or hyper-attached, hyper-stoic or hyper-melancholic, hyper-aware or hyper-unconscious, it can intensify or numb your experience in all kinds of ways. You can integrate it or carry the burden and that will be its own experience. @Sugarcoat If you mean a "zoom" or "lower FOV" or a higher lens focal effect (like 35mm vs 50mm), or the video below: Then that can be part of it and I experienced it on one of my hyper-heroic trips but that's just one effect the mind can activate and explore and there are infinite more, like for example phasing senses into each other or making things disappear or changing shapes, fractal geometry, intensifying colors, generating new sense experiences and exploring the in-between, navigating seamlessly between different microcosms and macrocosms, synchronicity hyperspace and a gazillion more. @Javfly33 But shapes, ideas, constructs, senses, context and memory exist within the experience and they are malleable and I've yet to truly explore how they transition, remain or disappear on higher levels of consciousness. @Inliytened1 Right, to be alive is to rejuvenate oneself, which means to change, and change is death but also life. What doesn't change is dead and yet there is nothing that isn't transient. To live is to acquire new cells/ideas/experiences and to die means old cells/ideas/experiences phase out or to put them into the background and diminish their relational significance. Only that which dies, lives. If life wanted to 100% preserve itself and not change, it would not actually be living, it would be dead, even if alive. It is fascinating and beautiful.

And there's more to integrate and work your way up from. Don't forget: Part 0: Reality Is A Strange Loop Part -1: The Paradox Of Developing Self-Trust Part -2: Paradoxes Of Personal Development And of course the ultimate paradox, which is you!

That's interesting, makes me wonder what is fundamental and what Intelligence and Memory are and how they are related... To me it seems, there is Intelligence and there is Infinity and Intelligence shapes Infinity into constructs like Memory Of course Intelligence and Infinity can be considered the same and God, though God must transcend even them, right?

@Davino It's tricky and advanced stuff, my own intuition basically told me "nO" and I understand I'll unlock it when ready But yeah, come on! We wanna understand how to warp reality like Psychics! And yet if anyone could, would be dangerous Leo kinda already told us how to get there and what/when lies there and the spiritual practices or psychedelics necessary King Leo and the aristocracy of Mods have a leg up on us! Oh wait, it's God Leo, but it's God Davino too? Or still just god? Can we at least get a tutorial on how to manipulate force fields and stop time? And how not to screw up retrocausality? lol Davino talking to Leo in a nutshell:

@Schizophonia Sometimes I don't care and just wanna know to skip, other times I'm fascinated and delve into a rabbit hole. At all times, I have to create a holistic balance of time and endless content and figure out how to relate, interconnect and remember it all. And so I accelerate and skim simultaneously because even watching at 10x speed would not be fast enough to learn all the things I want to learn about and some things I really wanna learn about, when I finally do get through it all though, I can pace myself and start creating schematics and art, eatch related media and movies, jump between forums and synchronicities, enjoy a slower pace of audiobooks or actually read and pace it all but there is just so much content and states of mind, like imagine taking psychedelics cuts down your time by 30 years, welp, if you took them 20 times, you skimmed 600 years and yet describing oneself, one still seems ignorant and knows how much more there is and one wouldn't even have reached .000001% of it without all the mind hacking, accelerating, psychedelics, techniques, technology itself, books as a technology, language as a technology, vision as a technology, senses as a technology, intuition as a technology and efficient techniques on top of all of that to accelerate it too, if you get where I'm going with this

@Razard86 I gotchu! The perfect morality in five simple rules. (0: Invent Morality) 1: Figure out morality | 2: Align with morality| 3: Become moral(-ity) | 4: Stop caring about (transcend) morality | Rule 5: Enjoy

Is God atheistic? Yes, because there is nothing beyond God to believe in, since he is what transcends infinity. No, because God is the theism by virtue of being God which is the nature of it as a whole. Both, because theism and atheism inflect into each other, when everything is revealed to be God.