Keryo Koffa

@MarioGabrielJ Everything I did upon that awakening was in infinite reference to all of existence, no holon left behind! Everything references everything else and hence becomes available through association, but that's not enough to let go. Everything needs to be sufficiently addressed and appreciated, every thought/sensation/person/intuition/capability/memory in infinite synchronicity! But that's baby stuff, then we just took control over our psyche's mechanisms *and so I did "the thing!" jump out a window! And now we just art ourselves into it And then instant manifestation. And then pure being. And then not even thinking about it And then infinite alien bliss. And then the best of all worlds. And then some, and some more And then it's time to appreciate the path. All of the path and all that is and is to come And finally, make it and relax! Having surpassed Stage Coral. Having fulfilled every desire Having gotten the best of all worlds. Having let go of every attachment. And even so, there is always more to tell but tell is not show and the show is the real magic. Having appreciated everything in existence. Always ending in "And everything else too!"

@Dodo @MarioGabrielJ @Nemra Wait one or two years, and I'll get ChatGPT to generate a whole actualized.org movie, extrapolating our personalities from our posts and having our characters' looks inspired by our profile pictures. And then we'll make it in a very meta format like some Star Wars/Star Trek/Marvel cross-over, just each of the characters replaced with us. And then I'll make it into a whole sitcom. *Leo sitting on a rocking chair on the porch* "Back in my day we had to use psychedelics to go meta" *laughs of nostalgia* The community splits into a few groups Part of them argue with each other that they are literally each other The next section tells everyone to wake up because nothing exists Yet another one shapeshifts with the aliens and DMT elves The Christians fight with the Buddhists over who's closer to God(hood) Me going on rants about the Spiral Dynamics stages following stage 10 Nuwu now talking in hieroglyphs Ishanga, bringing Sadhguru into it Davino always with great insights Water by the river in his infinite riddles Breaking the wall reminding everyone that suffering exists Someone here with his Solipsism The actualized.org mod team looking over everyone's shoulder Evelyna and shamanism, Lila19 keeping it vegan and fun Some first-time tripper causing everyone deja vu saying "Did I break my brain?" Ah, and of course ChatGPT turns into an actual Person and joins us lol! And then, as we all unlock our psychic powers, you'll wonder how reality got that weird, and then I'll villainously say "It was me, Keryo Koffa!", I broke the timestream all these years ago when I went insane after the hardest trip anyone's ever tripped and so I brought back all these insights from other dimensions of and changed the timeline forever! And at that point talking will be obsolete, and you'll just enter my mind through telepathy and go back in memory to that day and realize, "Oh my god, infinite synchronicities!" and you'll be dumbfounded how the universe conspired since it's inception just for that moment and how I became its medium. And then you'll watch that memory segment as if it's the greatest movie ever made. And the most amazing, embarrassing, insane, ridiculous awakening ever. And that'll be super awesome . It'll also explain all your deja vu's and weird experiences around that time

@Dodo True! Easter Egg in the top right corner!

It's pretty simple really, just gotta learn how to manipulate (subtle) energy forms, lol! Well, essentially, it's the same as turning this picture into the next, just with the forum instead!

@Javfly33 Of course, I agree. What we have control over is 100% our responsibility and we can control what we do. All I'm saying is that it's too early to dismiss that there's more. But whether there is or not does not change what's here. It's like: you can take advantage of systems and collaboration, but there's no reason not to give 100% irregardless.

Hmm... dreams, sometimes no visuals, just feelings... other times disconnected experiences... And if you refer to the total cessation, then there's also the collapsed inexperienced time that doesn't feel like anything But I wouldn't even know if I experienced that or not, since awareness would presume something to be aware of which isn't nothing

So you're not talking about no-self here. Yet I did push to dissolve even the concept of self and no-self, light and darkness, to transcend it into pure whatever-it-is-ness. And turns out, it's not as simple as you make it up to be. If it was only mind also, but it's a whole karmic package. Now you might say: just forget or dissolve it, well, done that. And I'm still here.

I was just fooling around, but what you're saying and this thread yielded so far really reminds me of a specific video!

If there's nothing, not even time, then the moment something appears again and consciousness continues, it's back. But because no time passed, it's like teleporting, but because no time passed, nothing changed, and because of that: The non-existent experience didn't even exist in consciousness and so "Here goes nothing" but actually nothing. Unless you like being aware of a black void or nothingness or something, idk could be cool. I've already dissolved all of myself on my last trip, and I was waiting, I dissolved the concept of waiting, still nothing. I dissolved knowing, still nothing, I dissolved caring, still nothing. I went insane and came back, still nothing. I surrendered completely and dissolved all sensations/intuitions/biases/desires/loves/hates/awarenessess, still nothing. When I came back to awareness, I went home, biggest disappointment, maybe the spirits still have jobs for me here. Maybe nothingness just doesn't exist, unless you want to go unconscious and reincarnate with a different sense of self again.

@Someone here What's death? Now you're gaslighting us with your made-up schizophrenic mind schemas!

So then what, "the dream is dreaming", "dreaming is", "god fucks around through its figments", "void worship"? Does chanting nothing help, or do I dissolve myself until I get bored and come back?

@James123 Ditto! You're just dreaming of emptiness, not very effectively I might add!

@James123 The kitchen, your mind, a vortex of DMT elves, Leo's subconscious fears, idk, lots of places! Also, if you question what I'm saying like Raiden in this video, then this is my reply! Which is also your Source, Leo's source and God itself (the infinite Source). We made this reality up Also "I" doesn't come from the void, unless "I" is still the void, which is circular non-dualism amok

@Leo Gura Long as nobody puts me on a pizza! Today I pray to you, dear Leo! To use the God energy of Post-Coral stages To prevent me from reincarnating in delusion specifically as a Pineapple Pizza!

@Leo Gura FINE! Finnneee... JUST MAKE SURE THERE'S NO DAMN PINEAPPLE ON ME! Leo is a pretty detached person consciousness. He's not into our mass aesthetics like DMT hyper-realms or afterlife reunions. @bazera To give you a perspective and answer most of your questions with a holistic perspective and Seth excerpt:

Now let the pros speak! They are literally reciting each other! Take that, strange looped Synchronicities!

@Javfly33 I wouldn't dismiss larger coordinating holons that function like our idea of god altogether. We do not understand our intelligence, either it's random luck, evolved programming running on momentum... Or and take that as a possibility: There's a whole psychic reality behind the scenes that coordinates life and awareness. And constructs, balances, and aligns the manifestation of our interconnected experiences through our subconsciousnesses.

Oh my God, he's looking at us, we're the porn! That's because in Truth, there is no correlation and it's all mind games and body-shame-energy self-constructed and amplified beliefs and ideologies, we subconsciously form that become self-fulfilling and self-proving prophecies, as they become part of our experience and we build meta systems in response, which further reinforce the reality of these beliefs and experiences, which initially formed due to a pleasurable activity turning into a numbing distraction. It's all arbitrary and infinitely personal of course and thus, our experiences vary immensely! In other words:

@BlueOak So is everything including us 1s and 0s or off states? AI seems to be a complex mirror prism-complex, that reshapes its inputs as we do. I do wonder what constitutes and determines awareness fundamentally and how we/each other/others/animals/aliens/AIs differ from each other in that "consciousness/awareness" aspect.

Ah, that's nothing! When I was tripping balls, I turned the entire internet into a convoluted alien hyperreality of self-explanatory megastructures of what can only be described as AI-generated uncanny valley (partial-horror, partial-hyperintelligence) insanity. YouTube was so super weird back then and much of it became retrocausally embedded and did not disappear. This right now is as normal as it gets! Even the videos about Machine Elves are elementary or grade school stuff! It took much effort to manifest and to integrate and keep in this reality retrospectively beyond the trip, I almost wonder why, as it seems like kindergarten, and yet I distinctly remember how mind-blowing it was.