Keryo Koffa

np, honestly one cannot claim to have tripped hard without jumping out a window, it's a right of passage! I passed that one a month ago, the universe forced me to, "for the memes" it said "for the eternal memes" Haha! @Javfly33 = @Jehovah increases. Now that's a plot twist, even past the Solipsism!

That's a deep one for sure! Many easily claim to have thrown the ego away, but in truth, the whole reality is one big ego, all senses, all imagination, all ideas, all pursuits, all desires, all interactions, all modes of thinking, reasoning, evaluating, meaning searching, yearning, creating, synergizing, exploration, it's all personality/self/experience bound. From the evolving body and karmic structure, the self-reflective level of realization and alignment, to the ever-morphing fingerprint that oneself is, not only through one's decisions but the very structure and nature of the very reality one inhabits and interacts with, all of it in synthesis creating the unique partition of the Soul which grows and morphs and contains other souls and other aspects in infinite self-evolution.

The trees seek sunlight, don't you see how far they stretch their arms branches?

Existence is all inclusive and nothingness it all exclusive. Nothing can be a center between polarities or the self-destruction key of a paradigm! Interesting. you're attempting a Probable-Actualized Duality-Axis! I myself call it the "Levels of Reality Actualization" materializing reality out of pure imagination! Makes sense to me, therefore everything always was like all moves of a chessgame in a superposition.

The one is bent into a mobius strip loop, turning a line into ∞, but it's still one, too! Sounds like some badass symbolism, that's for sure, infinity 1, 2 zeros, trident, trishula, trinity, and all their ∞ synergy! Last time my ego became this malleable and self-reflective, you called me Insane!

Powerful! Well, the way I observe actualized.org's faction war, it's three sides, which I call the zeroes, ones, and infinities! 0: Nothing exists, yo! (Buddhism) [Void] <Nihilism> {Dissolution} ~ Egoless ~ 1: Everything is One, yo! (Christianity) [Solipsism] <Karma> {Convergence} ~ God ~ ∞: Hyperspace yo-yo! (Psychonauts) [Aliens] <Insanity> {Divergence} ~ Self ~

@Sugarcoat You're welcome. Creative, open-ended, and proactive activities are especially transformative!

Figure out that which you seek to figure out. I hear you're disconnected, uninspired, apathetic, anhedonic. All that has to do with you finding nothing valuable in your life and surroundings. Now if you seek to feel more connected, you gotta find something worth connecting with. And what do you call such a thing? It's meaning that we define ourselves through and experience reality with. It comes in many shapes and forms, not just social dogma, it can be experiences, vibes, desires, inspiration. Whatever gets you excited, whatever you'd enjoy doing for a long time, find the common ground, its source.

@Sugarcoat Maybe that's the problem. Inner materializes outer. To look for the value within you seek to manifest externally. How else would you know what is and isn't meaningful and start to navigate your life in the direction of growth and nuance?

@Sugarcoat Have you deeply thought about what parts of your internal self energize you and give you meaning?

I assumed everyone here was automatically vaccinated by Sadhguru's elementary teachings! I'd say "shame on you" but we're interconnected, so it would mean shame on me, so I'll just: Chitta - Transcendent Materializing Intelligence from the aether beyond time and space Buddhi - What Stage Orange People like to abuse Manas - The toroidal karmic energy vortex that keeps biting you in the ass when you forget Ahamkara - The ego's fractal singularity energy core that creates gravitational entanglement How about a Bhuta Siddhi?

@Sugarcoat Have you tried talking to the spirits about helping you getting energized?

総 です ね？ Sorry, actualized.org's translation matrix jumped through the quote lol

@MarioGabrielJ The more I know -> The less I know -> The more I know = Tasty Strange Loop with Choc. Spiral Cake

I finally found the perfect description to communicate that understanding to y'all. Here goes Nothing! 48:52 - 49:09 + 49:15 - 49:23 "Is this a test? lol"

@MarioGabrielJ

@Javfly33 Well, you see... where do your thoughts come from? They jump in and out of the aether in patterns! Now, what is this place we're unconscious of, where all our reality in its full consistency and intelligence originates? Sadhguru calls it Manas, the karmic background. What do we call the organizing intelligence? Chitta! What's the Buddhi? The intellect we use to cut reality into pieces to reassemble and gain understanding. And what's Ahamkara? Our identity is a gravitational center that draws and projects experiences to expand through. What do psychedelics do? Shut down the Ahamkara out of the conscious experience? Where does it go? Manas What happens to the Buddhi? The buddhi is the servant of the ahamkara, without it, there's only room for Chitta. Of course, the ahamkara isn't completely gone, else we'd be God GOD, but the space implodes in new experiences. These experiences flow in and out of reality constantly but are filtered through our self-manifested antenna (brain). With this antenna defocused and jumping between channels, the dissolving identity manifests new channels, And so the experience broadcast and encoding are being temporarily "under maintenance" and that's the Trip!

@Spiritual Warrior Ah, a typical trip then, been there a month ago! Reality hits full throttle when your emotional regulation circuits are back online! And the reactivated cringe inhibitors make the embarrassment levels skyrocket! When they are: Deep Breaths to calm down the Amygdala. I see your brain-antenna frequency stabilized back onto this awareness channel

"There is no man who hates but that hatred is reflected outward and made physical And there is no man who loves but that love is reflected outward and made physical." -Seth

While you're all gaying up genders via midichlorian chanting, I'll be waiting with the Whills for y'all to transcend that!

Psychedelics temporarily empty ahamkara into manas to increase chitta over buddhi, ahamkara rematerializes from manas later.

an ∞ 1, which gets me straight to 0

Say hi, this is the steroid cow! It's pretty stronk with all them steroids, sure worked it up. Now try this but with Humans instead, I can promise you: It's gonna be pretty cool, cringe, fun and hilarious, but hey, gotta keep up them looks! Now how would a psychedelic cow look in comparison?

Here's your aroace starter pack, welcome to the club!

I feel like Classic Psychedelics and 5-MeO can be quite the opposite in that regard. 5 dissolves reality while CPs expand & deepen it, macro doses open Pandora's box. The more personal/innate/natural one's control, the better, else it becomes a crutch.