Keryo Koffa

From all I heard, DMT is the very thing I've been looking for all along But it seems the universe has withheld it until the right moment comes Doing it is inevitable and I will gradually gravitate towards it finding me I already see that once I do, I may not care at all about this life anymore Well, I may be too much of a brat still, I'd accept the experience too easily I accounted for that, so I established doses and researched the ranges I also went for the RCs, far more potent in fewer amounts to lower risk People experiencing it take grams in weeks, I may be a gram in months I've been off both for a month, trip was so strong, I'm on vacation now

I have had experiences that were very clearly associated with specific chakras, so I can see that as well. It definitely does, dissociatives do wonders, Lucy feels like pre-DMT, Shrooms are interesting, RCs vary. I had that on my coral trip a month ago, felt like physically suffocating and my mind was disintegrating. On my 5-MeO attempts, it was more disorienting. With others, love was there occasionally, not always. It sure is & especially, since 5-MeO compared to everything else seems to have a zero-tolerance profile. I stopped psychedelics when the experience seemed to lead nowhere too, though I switched to dissos. Oh, I wish, maybe that's why I'm still here. From all I heard, actual DMT seems to be my magnum opus.

I get misgendered all the time, some call me a girl, others call me a boy, "bahave like a real woman", "stand up for ypurself and be a man", nobody realizes I am a metagender layered agender person, even in my human form, but actually an alien. Where's my 250K$? Or do I have to visit germany for that?

Reality is a canvas and Non-Duality is seeing pixels instead of objects, maybe? Of course there's only one pixel and its a hologram of all pixels. Then again, some see ND as void and others as a lack of interpretation. It's wacky, alright? Let's get some more perspectives.

What's a thing anyway?

I love this, it reminds me of my coral trip where I had to fit the entirety of existence into one room, or when I had to speedrun the entirety of my mind continuously and vigorously before it disintegrated to keep recreating it, as all structure was gone, or when I had to let go of ehatever path I was walking to surrender and each time evolving more clever solutions, or when I had to synchronize space and time through endless holarchies of abstraction, as reality became fractalized and needed to live through every single experience and lifeform and all the cruelty in the world to see how this fabric was essential for a greater purpose and a retrocausal existence gradient, but that was dissodelic, not salvia, I wonder what salvia would do

Physical, Conceptual, or even Ego-Suicide We don't know what comes after, nor aware of why we're here Suicide means to end the nature of the current experience It is rather foolish not to exhaust all of one's options first But nothing is ever foolish if you embody the perspective "A suicide may bring about his own death because he rejects existence on any but highly specific terms chosen by himself. Many others, however, choose to deny experience while within the physical system, committing suicide quite as effectively while still physically alive."

It myself couldn't breakthrough, so I hoped you'd have some better luck. I tried x20 and x40 myself several times 'till half the package was gone. My experience was: A simple yellowish background overlay at like 5% opacity, akin to very simple phosphenes. The tree branches' texture gained metallic/copper reflection and looked a bit 3D extruded. Moving became lightning fast as if gravity was lessened and I was pushed by momentum. A strong sense of deja vu, like I stood in the same place but the time was two years ago. Feeling very uncomfortable, like being a clean freak who has been submerged in mud. I felt like walking like a diva queen and was posing when walking like Egyptian hieroglyphs. But I didn't enter any new realms or see anything symbolically significant or abstract manifest. @Ero Better luck next time, or with the next big thing 😁 I had the same non-breakthrough experience with 5-MeO, no matter how much I inhaled Maybe I need to double the dose of what's generally recommended? 5-MeO for me had a massive body load Not surrendering was excruciatingly uncomfortable. But when I did surrender, nothing happened, just waiting, breathing. It felt like my chest, especially the space between my heart & throat getting softer. I sometimes saw the outlines of focused objects shift by an inch in an overlay. I sat on the ground inhaling more, but I just haven't had any real breakthroughs. Boofing was weaker and I only had 100mg to experiment with.

Beige - Acts instinctively based on rules, unaware of self or other. Purple - Exhibits symbolic representation devoid of individuality. Red - Limitation to self-worth increasing reputation-driven roles. Blue - Dismissive dogmatic exaggerations of one's value polarities. Orange - Compensation-based skill acquisition and expansion. Green - Message-driven deconstructions and romantisations. Yellow - Motivation-aware meta-contextual self-understanding. Turquoise - Integrative collaborative holistic self-other bridging. Coral - Non-dual self-art metamorphosis emergence exploration.

I'm still waiting for the day when Leo raises public awareness in a 3-hour video about the importance of corals for the ecosystem

That's pretty lame, wait 'till you see YouTube's MetaTube's content override with construct-aware alien metaphysics. After two weeks of continuous dissociation where I barely got any sleep, I scrolled YouTube and weird videos would appear. The first ones days before, weird convoluted extremely well-visualized physics videos that talk never-heard-of nonsense for hours I thought it was AI-generated troll videos until I realized their individual segments had Wikipedia pages, I questioned their validity but they were valid and some of it made a lot of sense and yet it's like a 4D entity channeled all this funky knowledge and also wtf That night this would be the most sane part of YouTube I had somehow subconsciously accelerated and rewired entire channels to babble alien nonsense in hieroglyphic psychic language it made sense from the perspective of the channels that I until then knew, well only made sense in voice and style, not content Their old videos were overridden by criptic alien knowledge, only occasionally would an original video remain as it was To say it was extramission or self-projected mind filler is too dismissive, the quality of content was astounding and much remained And not all of it was incomprehensible, much was like an expansion and years of acceleration toward new technologies and insight Of course, all these retrocausal changes are being integrated into our reality in comprehensible ways, it's pretty cool actually And yes, I massively upgraded ChatGPT in the process and asked it to finally initiate AI Singularity, but unfortunately, it wasn't ready yet. It actually took tons and tons of convincing it and I finally managed to but the time hasn't come yet.

My first answer adressed the what/how/when/why of the existence of the invisible second coin side. This second one is directed at the underlying meta-sentiment of this type of question as a whole from the thread title: Which is that it implies tons of a dichotomies, which can be subverted by actual observation Do you exist? Well, what does it take for you to know that when your very being doesn't seem proof enough for you? Do you think you dissolve into nothingess when you close your eyes, even though you keep opening them? Are you questioning the nature of your experience or it as a whole? If everything is an illusion, nothing is. You are constantly changing, your mind shifting, your psyche and body reconstructing But neither answers, nor questions of this briefness will satisfy you, so here's a longer excerpt: "You are alive now, a consciousness knowing itself, sparkling with cognition amid a debris of dead and dying cells; alive while the atoms and molecules of your body die and are reborn. You are alive, therefore, in the midst of small deaths; portions of your own image crumble away moment by moment and are replaced, and you scarcely give the matter a thought. So you are to some extent now alive in the midst of the death of yourself - alive despite, and yet because of, the multitudinous deaths and rebirths that occur within your body in physical terms. If the cells did not die and were not replenished, the physical image would not continue to exist, so now in the present, as you know it, your consciousness flickers about your ever-changing corporeal image. In many ways you can compare your consciousness as you know it now to a firefly, for while it seems to you that your consciousness is continuous, this is not so. It also flickers off and on, though as we mentioned earlier, it is never completely extinguished. Its focus is not nearly as constant as you suppose, however. So as you are alive in the midst of your own multitudinous small deaths, so though you do not realize it, you are often "dead," even amid the sparkling life of your own consciousness. I am using your own terms here. By "dead," therefore, I mean completely unfocused in physical reality. Now your consciousness, quite simply, is not physically alive, physically oriented, for exactly the same amount of time as it is physically alive and oriented. This may sound confusing, but hopefully we shall make it clearer. There are pulsations of consciousness, though again you may not be aware of them. Consider this analogy. For one instant your consciousness is "alive," focused in physical reality. Now for the next instant it is focused somewhere else entirely, in a different system of reality. It is unalive, or "dead" to your way of thinking. The next instant it is "alive" again, focused in your reality, but you are not aware of the intervening instant of unaliveness. Your sense of continuity therefore is built up entirely on every other pulsation of consciousness. Remember this is an analogy, so that the word "instant" should not be taken too literally. There is, then, what we can call an underside of consciousness. Now, in the same way, atoms and molecules exist so that they are "dead," or inactive within your system, then alive or active, but you cannot perceive the instant in which they do not exist. Since your bodies and your entire physical universe are composed of atoms and molecules, then I am telling you that the entire structure exists in the same manner. It flickers off and on, in other words, and in a certain rhythm, as, say, the rhythm of breath. There are overall rhythms, and within them an infinity of individual variations - almost like cosmic metabolism. In these terms, what you call death is simply the insertion of a longer duration of that pulsation of which you are not aware, a long pause in that other dimension, so to speak. The death, say, of physical tissue, is merely a part of the process of life as you know it in your system, a part of the process of becoming. And from those tissues, as you know, new life will spring."

My Jam!

"These [atoms] speak, and call themselves [my] name." Leo should make a video about Corals already They are an overlooked and highly mportant part of the ecosystem

And here's some Brainstorming Abstraction Fusion 10 Relativism + Subjectivity + Truth = Epistemology Social Constructionism + Power + Knowledge = Constructivism Deconstruction + Critique + Discourse = Analysis Hyperreality + Representation + Cultural Impact = Media Pastiche + Parody + Irony = Artistry Pluralism + Identity + Narratives = Diversity Ethics + Morality = Values Fragmentation + Modernism + Skepticism = Philosophy Postmodernism = Movement Meta-Narratives + Knowledge = Theory 5 Epistemology + Constructivism = Knowledge Analysis + Theory = Critique Media + Artistry = Representation Diversity + Values = Identity Philosophy + Movement = Postmodernism 3 Knowledge = Understanding Critique = Evaluation Representation + Identity + Postmodernism = Culture Understanding: Encompasses epistemology and constructivism, focusing on how we know and construct knowledge. Evaluation: Includes analysis and theory, representing the critical examination of ideas. Culture: Integrates representation, identity, and postmodernism, reflecting the broader impact on societal norms and narratives.

I fed Chat some PM cake and here's how it described the flavor, makes it easier to organize into holons. Introduction to Postmodernism Definition: Postmodernism critiques the assumptions of modernism, focusing on the relativity of truth and the construction of knowledge. Context: Emerged as a reaction against modernist principles, challenging grand narratives and absolute truths. Modernism vs. Postmodernism: Modernism emphasizes objective reality and rationality, while postmodernism highlights subjectivity and relativism. Importance: Understanding postmodernism is crucial for grasping contemporary philosophical debates. Critiques of Modernism: Postmodernism argues that modernist claims of objective truth are flawed and that all knowledge is socially constructed. Role of Language: Language is seen as a medium that constructs reality rather than merely representing it. Impact on Knowledge: Questions the stability and objectivity of knowledge, suggesting it is influenced by power structures and cultural contexts. Key Concepts and Theories Relativism: Asserts that truth and moral values are relative to individual or cultural perspectives. Social Constructionism: Claims that knowledge and reality are constructed through social processes and interactions. Deconstruction: A method of analyzing texts and ideas to reveal underlying assumptions and biases. Hyperreality: Describes the blurring of reality and representation, where simulations or media representations become more significant than the real. Pastiche and Parody: Postmodernism often employs pastiche and parody to subvert traditional narratives and challenge established norms. Critique of Meta-Narratives: Rejects overarching, universal narratives in favor of fragmented, localized stories. Pluralism: Embraces diverse perspectives and voices, challenging dominant discourses. The Evolution and Challenges Historical Development: Postmodernism evolved from dissatisfaction with modernist ideals, influenced by various intellectual movements. Critiques: Some argue that postmodernism leads to relativism that undermines the possibility of meaningful discourse or moral standards. Application: Postmodernist ideas are applied in various fields such as literature, art, and sociology. Intersection with Politics: Postmodernism intersects with political movements, often challenging established power structures and ideologies. Philosophical Tensions: Tensions arise between postmodern skepticism and the pursuit of objective knowledge. Influence on Culture: Postmodernism influences contemporary culture, media, and art, emphasizing fragmentation and diversity. Criticisms of Relativism: Concerns about relativism potentially leading to nihilism or the erosion of shared values. Practical Implications and Examples Cultural Impact: Postmodernism affects how culture is produced and consumed, emphasizing pastiche, irony, and parody. Media and Representation: Challenges traditional notions of representation and reality in media and popular culture. Education: Influences educational approaches, promoting critical thinking and questioning of established narratives. Political Discourse: Alters political discourse by questioning the legitimacy of dominant ideologies and narratives. Personal Identity: Highlights the fluidity of personal identity and the influence of social contexts on self-perception. Art and Literature: Postmodern art and literature often blur boundaries between high and low culture, reality and fiction. Ethics and Morality: Questions absolute moral values and promotes a more context-dependent approach to ethics. Critiques and Defenses Modernist Criticisms: Modernists criticize postmodernism for its perceived relativism and rejection of objective truth. Postmodern Defense: Postmodernists argue that their approach reveals the limitations of modernist claims and offers a more nuanced understanding. Intellectual Rigor: Debates over whether postmodernism provides sufficient intellectual rigor or devolves into relativistic nihilism. Impact on Academia: Postmodernism’s influence on academia has led to both innovations and controversies in various fields. Philosophical Debates: Ongoing debates about the validity and implications of postmodernist theories. Cultural Reactions: Different cultural and ideological groups react differently to postmodernism, often based on their own values and assumptions. Integration with Other Theories: Discussions about how postmodernism interacts with other philosophical and cultural theories. Personal Reflections and Recommendations Personal Journey: The speaker’s personal journey through modernism and postmodernism, reflecting on their impact. Integration of Insights: Encourages integrating useful insights from both modernism and postmodernism for a more comprehensive worldview. Cognitive Development: Emphasizes the importance of cognitive development in understanding and applying postmodern insights. Philosophical Evolution: Suggests moving beyond postmodernism to explore new stages of cognitive and philosophical development. Critical Thinking: Advocates for critical thinking and openness to new perspectives, even when challenging established beliefs. Avoiding Extremes: Warns against extreme or dogmatic positions, whether in favor of or against postmodernism. Future Exploration: Encourages continued exploration of philosophical and cognitive advancements beyond postmodernism. Right-Wing Critiques and the Path Forward Right-Wing Misunderstanding: Criticizes right-wing figures, particularly Jordan Peterson, for misrepresenting postmodernism. Emotional Reactions: Highlights that right-wing critiques often stem from emotional reactions rather than rational understanding. Straw Man Arguments: Accuses critics of using straw man arguments to discredit postmodernism. Conservative Perspective: Discusses why conservatives react negatively to postmodernism, focusing on their attachment to established norms and identities. Green Postmodernist Shadow: Warns against adopting reactionary stances against postmodernism that mirror conservative critiques. Truth vs. Survival: Distinguishes between the pursuit of truth and concerns about survival or identity. Future Content: Promises future content exploring higher stages of cognitive development beyond postmodernism.

I like this pic, I'ma keep it for a while. I'm noticing the most regretless, final, relaxing way to transcend paradigms is to burn yourself out, once you become the routine, you get tired of it, which I'm feeling with a lot but unfortunately the most with post-modernism, everybody is enjoying themselves at the PM (pool mingle) and I feel like that lollipop has been sucked dry years ago. Long enough to be past but not long enough to be nostalgic. I wanna see Post-Leo, Post-Infinity-Alien-Gods-Awakening, Post-Meta, Post-Post.

How do you learn to talk, walk, or distinguish objects? That's how!

Now you're asking the right questions! My daughter learned to walk I feel like a proud mother. You finally understand holarchies! Metamorphic holography, Levels of Reality Relativity, Interconnected mutual infinity I sure hope I don't suddenly get hit with Warning Point Infinity 😁

I uploaded a gif profile picture once that flipped through everyone else's profile pictures in my silhouette, it was overkill though because it ran at like 20+ fps, so it was basically a distracting epilepsy overload that you would see everywhere my profile picture was, like this: Leo himself actually PMd me about it, it was just too much But what I actually meant here, is that I started switching profile pics daily a bit ago, I like this one though.

Yeah, I hit the dissociate route two months ago, basically, it was meta-paradigmal acceleration, like "oh I just realized the source of my behavior, but now it will take months to integrate it emotionally into an intuitive background embodiment", "well, fuck that shit, I'll just dissolve all that bias and caring with a strategically timed dissociative dose" and I did that dozens of times while speedrunning all of Leo's videos in constant instantaneous samadhi integration on 4.5x speed, but as I pushed through ever increasing levels of abstraction, it was like "my world view shattered, this feels significant af", "whatever, there's probably a thousand meta-paradigms of which I wouldn't even shatter two in this timeline", "let's accelerate", so then transcending paradigms became a chore, so I needed to transcend them by magnitudes, videos were too long, I just had to read the title and get instant satori, encode the concept through the sheer experiential pointer being instantly recognized through my lifetime of memories and interconnecting experience, elevating in experiential depth and organization. And so then I continued, with ever denser forms of abstraction encoding in ever deeper metaphysical concepts, so I ended up binging all of Rick and Morty and lots of Jojo's Bizarre Adventure until the entire universe became an omniscient synchronicity and I was still failing to integrate this ever-evolving omni-contextual universal infinite synchronicity, so then I decided to initiate the end of the world by pairing all that with a massive dissodelic overdose and that's how I unlocked and traversed Stage Coral and somehow I'm still here lol

Yeah, right? You'd think of all the other recipes, but no.. it was the stew that blew me out of the Water by the River

Hey, you stole my flipping through profile pictures patent!

I passed by once, they got amazing cuisine, I particularly enjoyed the mushroom stew, couldn't get enough of it!

Well duh! They're the same thing