Keryo Koffa

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  1. Well, the reason they won't is that Leo said consciousness builds a game to enter as the player character And if all psychedelics were legal, I'd have the world record speedrun and it wouldn't be much of a game Yeah, like r"eal" spirituality, otherwise it becomes the new yoga lol
  2. Hmm, that slipped into my background, but is very true. Idk, can you lose your hand if you cut it off or leave physical life if you suffocate or overdose on the wrong drug? Because we're interconnected and having to deal with lower stage attitudes and rules is a pain in the ass. + That's literally what actualized.org is for, we are the world, without this intention from Leo, we wouldn't be here. + Though of course in my personal agenda I agree to disapprove of Leo's focus on "practical" knowledge for the masses over esoteric teachings for the top-students Far as I am into it, I start to agree more and more with that. Don't worry, I'm working on them! Already PMd Ero some material, am working on holonize-refining it for a post. BTW, did you read my Stage Coral Thread from 6 weeks ago? It seemed to have gone over everyone's head Though the real breakthrough I've yet to put into words came the next day, still it captures the essentials well! Agreed! I guess it depends on how metaphorical your notion of Death is ¯\_(ツ)_/¯
  3. You either die a psychonaut or live long enough to see yourself enjoy reality's nostalgia. After all, what if you lose the progress thus far without transforming the world? Heh, guess that's what new generations are for, I just hope Leo ain't getting old and rusty yet! I have many holarchies to expand theough after my vacation is over
  4. What is a question? What are implications? Why is the syntax, language and communication so rigid, as if it's fundamentally true?
  5. On a far more important note, what do you think of this mix?:
  6. I just remembered, Thought Art posted an excellent video on that subject today! Try the 4:34 segment
  7. according to the illegarators, it turns you all psychotic, insane, woo-woo alien, Leo-like lol There's occasionally a bad trip due to it tuning you into shadow integration, but of course the truth is more like these:
  8. Unless you take 20 tabs of LSD lol or a bunch of DMT, or some salvia, or 5-MeO, but it's fun I promise, retroactively
  9. watch funny clips of people on 5-meo, that occasionally, someone might get stuck in a time loop or abducted by aliens, but that's a feature not a bug
  10. @Leo Gura Did you combine 5-MeO with a higher ratio of DMT yet?
  11. Gotta keep the population controlled and docile ¯\_(ツ)_/¯ We wouldn't want them too independent now, would we?
  12. I hope we'll fall into a strange loop where psych will turn into psychedelle again
  13. 100% +1 me on that one. @Leo Gura I want to see the horizon of the Infinite Alien God Consciousness. I want to learn how to consistently tune into my subconscious to access the layers of Self that construct reality, I want to stop time and zoom into objects through the human UI, turn the wall into rubber, stretch it out within a psychic projection, and analyze its contents, to experiment with modifying the trajectory of light within my imaginary synapses, to transition into lucid dream frequency while awake and shake the waters on how deeply personal and actualized collective experience can overlap. How thought forms can be created and maintained and overlayed over reality, how breathing techniques can tune the knob of consciousness, and how to construct and deconstruct reality while sober. I also want to learn practical reality manipulation, like direct internal mind-body communication to understand how karmic structures manifest and change epigenetically, how my experiences and ego influence my psyche and the rigidity and experience of physical reality, how mnemonically symbolic visualization of energy centers allows one to create a type of intuitive embodied interface to tune between different aspects of existence and the psyche, aka. chakras. I want to know how far Leo got. + Imagine an Actualized.academy, I'd take the first flight I'd get
  14. Intelligence is a wisdom, knowledge, mindset, capacity, consciousness' self-organization ability, extent, experience. Sadhguru would call it Chitta, but it cannot do anything on its own, it needs Karma to modify and see through. What is Intelligence? Imagine Consciousness is exploring all it can be, the more it does, the better it knows itself. The better it knows itself, the more holarchies it is aware of, and the grander its experience and self-reflection are. There is no intelligence. There is only consciousness exploring itself and learning. Intelligence is its skill in creation. Consciousness tunes across forms into higher holarchies to access the wisdom through which the universe coordinates. There is the layer of cells, of organisms, and of planets, all coordinated in synchronicity intuitively through substrates. The only thing standing in the way of intelligence mending faults are the structures that perpetuate their experiences. But without these structures, reality would very rapidly collapse into unity, then again, that may not be all that bad.
  15. From all I heard, DMT is the very thing I've been looking for all along But it seems the universe has withheld it until the right moment comes Doing it is inevitable and I will gradually gravitate towards it finding me I already see that once I do, I may not care at all about this life anymore Well, I may be too much of a brat still, I'd accept the experience too easily I accounted for that, so I established doses and researched the ranges I also went for the RCs, far more potent in fewer amounts to lower risk People experiencing it take grams in weeks, I may be a gram in months I've been off both for a month, trip was so strong, I'm on vacation now
  16. I have had experiences that were very clearly associated with specific chakras, so I can see that as well. It definitely does, dissociatives do wonders, Lucy feels like pre-DMT, Shrooms are interesting, RCs vary. I had that on my coral trip a month ago, felt like physically suffocating and my mind was disintegrating. On my 5-MeO attempts, it was more disorienting. With others, love was there occasionally, not always. It sure is & especially, since 5-MeO compared to everything else seems to have a zero-tolerance profile. I stopped psychedelics when the experience seemed to lead nowhere too, though I switched to dissos. Oh, I wish, maybe that's why I'm still here. From all I heard, actual DMT seems to be my magnum opus.
  17. I get misgendered all the time, some call me a girl, others call me a boy, "bahave like a real woman", "stand up for ypurself and be a man", nobody realizes I am a metagender layered agender person, even in my human form, but actually an alien. Where's my 250K$? Or do I have to visit germany for that?
  18. Reality is a canvas and Non-Duality is seeing pixels instead of objects, maybe? Of course there's only one pixel and its a hologram of all pixels. Then again, some see ND as void and others as a lack of interpretation. It's wacky, alright? Let's get some more perspectives.
  19. I love this, it reminds me of my coral trip where I had to fit the entirety of existence into one room, or when I had to speedrun the entirety of my mind continuously and vigorously before it disintegrated to keep recreating it, as all structure was gone, or when I had to let go of ehatever path I was walking to surrender and each time evolving more clever solutions, or when I had to synchronize space and time through endless holarchies of abstraction, as reality became fractalized and needed to live through every single experience and lifeform and all the cruelty in the world to see how this fabric was essential for a greater purpose and a retrocausal existence gradient, but that was dissodelic, not salvia, I wonder what salvia would do
  20. Physical, Conceptual, or even Ego-Suicide We don't know what comes after, nor aware of why we're here Suicide means to end the nature of the current experience It is rather foolish not to exhaust all of one's options first But nothing is ever foolish if you embody the perspective "A suicide may bring about his own death because he rejects existence on any but highly specific terms chosen by himself. Many others, however, choose to deny experience while within the physical system, committing suicide quite as effectively while still physically alive."
  21. It myself couldn't breakthrough, so I hoped you'd have some better luck. I tried x20 and x40 myself several times 'till half the package was gone. My experience was: A simple yellowish background overlay at like 5% opacity, akin to very simple phosphenes. The tree branches' texture gained metallic/copper reflection and looked a bit 3D extruded. Moving became lightning fast as if gravity was lessened and I was pushed by momentum. A strong sense of deja vu, like I stood in the same place but the time was two years ago. Feeling very uncomfortable, like being a clean freak who has been submerged in mud. I felt like walking like a diva queen and was posing when walking like Egyptian hieroglyphs. But I didn't enter any new realms or see anything symbolically significant or abstract manifest. @Ero Better luck next time, or with the next big thing 😁 I had the same non-breakthrough experience with 5-MeO, no matter how much I inhaled Maybe I need to double the dose of what's generally recommended? 5-MeO for me had a massive body load Not surrendering was excruciatingly uncomfortable. But when I did surrender, nothing happened, just waiting, breathing. It felt like my chest, especially the space between my heart & throat getting softer. I sometimes saw the outlines of focused objects shift by an inch in an overlay. I sat on the ground inhaling more, but I just haven't had any real breakthroughs. Boofing was weaker and I only had 100mg to experiment with.
  22. Beige - Acts instinctively based on rules, unaware of self or other. Purple - Exhibits symbolic representation devoid of individuality. Red - Limitation to self-worth increasing reputation-driven roles. Blue - Dismissive dogmatic exaggerations of one's value polarities. Orange - Compensation-based skill acquisition and expansion. Green - Message-driven deconstructions and romantisations. Yellow - Motivation-aware meta-contextual self-understanding. Turquoise - Integrative collaborative holistic self-other bridging. Coral - Non-dual self-art metamorphosis emergence exploration.
  23. I'm still waiting for the day when Leo raises public awareness in a 3-hour video about the importance of corals for the ecosystem