Peacelily

Shadow work is hard especially those who have suffered, yet there is light at the end. Thoughts can creep back If one isn’t able to express and bring it outwards. I realised how my thoughts could fill the universe, I stood still, I realised that when tomorrow comes, todays thoughts will be the past, and so for me the only way was to quiet the mind. Though I needed to express and bring it outwards, and so I began painting instead of thinking, I would express through art, and something beautiful happened here, it was like someone was working through me, I was able to see the thoughts/emotions, and the messages within from the self, from the subconscious. This is why art is so beautiful! Sharing these were a way for me to express and bring them outwards. For some it may be ok to just know, but for others they need to bring it outwards, whether through poetry, art, music or even stories, they are their emotions and thoughts and they are meant to be shared, it is this network that helps us connect and awaken to the web of consciousness, and why so many of us can relate or feel close to certain art. Expressing is the release! Nature is all around you, not what you see!

Apologies I should have mention, by vibrations I mean ringing like (tinnitus) very high frequency. Which I can manipulate only through meditation and geometry. wisedom? Do what? Creating ego to think you can do what you want!, The ignorance is thinking you can do it with wisdom! I have none, I am nothing less and nothing more, Up, down? There is so much to geometry that is far beyond up and down.

Hi I am new here, I have to say this guy was the start of my journey long ago after watching his video who am I? It took me through shadow work which was scary, but I did it and over come my fears, I had a shadow guide that helped me on the other side, I can say darkness is beautiful, there is no evil there, it’s just space, nothingness and blissful, I have rid myself of all beliefs, and it is wonderful, I feel like hugging this guy, and sending a big thank you. My whole life has changed, relationship separate, I feel free and out of the old pattern, am finding myself more and more, who I will become is another question? something I wanted to ask is how I seem to be vibrating very high 3khz it gets so unreadable at times, I don’t know what I am suppose to do with it, and it changes frequency on both sides, I see geometry shapes in my vision, and as I manipulate the shapes, the frequency changes, I am still practicing with this, to find a balance between both, I wonder am I channeling? If anyone has had similar experience?