AerisVahnEphelia

I m definitely more special. Special doesn't mean better it means out of average. You literally don't even hallucinate basic reality properly and your level of delusions is so clean you can bullshit yourself into any average normies fantasy. You'll never have any romance a single time without lying. Don't try to self justify your bullshit and call it truthful.

that was my point.

it's litteraly irony over irony, it was so obvious, read it again, find god.

total projection of your path. I did follow all my passion first, found them all empty. Now I m so enlightened than making money or not do not matter at all. ( it never ever mattered, but European are less restricted than american, our societies provides ) having sex or not doesn't matter at all. being there or in that place doesn't matter at all. this is lived experience, not talk. I m killing time instead of myself <3

Lot of people claim to be, then they are all emotions. Autism has become a good cover up nowadays for all kind of self perceived "abnormal behavior". But I know what you mean though. Rather the core ontology shall be : Someone who understand that two selfish full of shit at the core being are just trying to preserve their nature and so will bullshit and create constant fantasy to self justify their full of shitness, reality is a fantasy of the mind. that's ideal love. People are fantasy addict, science addict, bullshit addicts. And then this person needs to be also of my age range or else we cannot even relate to playing toy (fantasy) We also need the same core integrity & value (biological needs)

Chasing Truth is bullshit indeed. Survival imply to self generate meaning, which is very natural overall.

good to know you escaped all this bullshit, mr sincerity. but you clearly didn't escaped as much as I did.

omg I laughed, you're so pathetic believing you're enlightened, I'll tell you what real enlightment is, it is being me, but you're not me, you cannot access it, you'll never do, I m just born superior in every way and domains. Sorry that it is the way it is.

Lmao so leo is me UNHINGED.

Nice music. I can see the paradox. You could frame truth as “all that is.” So “lying” becomes part of absolute truth. But that would also be a story; and a worse one for my ego. My ego wants its truth to be true; it needs to survive and do what it wants. There is no escape from our own bullshit. So what do you do when you know that the truth is you’re making it up all the time? What if I bring this up in a relationship; what is left? Who is winning? What is true if I am the creator?

it's so nihilistic that nihilism cannot be framed anymore lol

@Leo Gura he clearly said enlightment cannot be gained through psychedelic and he specified 5 meo dmt, and probably also hinted at you. he is deeply wrong. You shall do another talk with him, he is open about it, I m sure. Make it happen. -- my claim is, you don't need to do it a hundred times, but you cannot know states you never experienced, and therefore you'll not know some of the deepest end of the mind and how it function.

This. When it's positive you're just a genius.

They want nothing that's why they get to be 'follower'. If you wanted something you would do anything to get it.

You're divergent Leo lmao. The fact you try to avoid it. Is also part of the fun. Man watch again your 'awakening live' and tell us you just a normie. I think you need to have this level of delusions to keep doing your video. The fact you believe you can teach people things. When it's only you weaving again and again the tapestry of your mind. No one is going to awaken from listening anyone, or maybe they will. Ultimately at the highest understanding of how god work, it's all 8th dimensional ( things that interact without our awareness ) Also your video was very repetitive and way too 'mindy' and meta, it would be more fun if you added some real texture to it. One of your best video is the smoothie. Think it's time you stop the meta and start vlogging to show us some real practice that you do. Whatever that is, like hell today I m gonna Livestream how I m working on this oblivion mod. You can stay meta, but that's what I mean by texture. Awakening live is a really funny and authentic video. When I realized I wasn't really listening to philosophy but to someone who just like telling what goes through his mind, awakening !!!

Damn I m definitely like this. At a sick point though. I would sacrifice everything to focus on my impulse. My life proved it. Tell us more. I also take all informations in and that's why I filter all my environment at the core. Always knew I was a genetic genius only because of my downsides being also my upsides.

I liked cosmic space, and it happens also if you do a lot of psychedelics, no need for dmt. weed is bad, more than people think, especially smoking. it rewire your system and you'll have broken sleep, food disorder ( not eating or too much ) it just fuck up your system. I've been sick almost 4 years when I stopped. But maybe it's cause I smoked tobacco with it, and it was way stronger in this way. Tobacco alone does nothing, but mixed with weed it makes you stimulated a lot. Weed is an hard drug, people are delusional about it.

it's all genetic, awakening or being intelligent is all genetic. destiny, configuration, geometry of god. you cannot awaken to god, god awaken to you.

you know you did psychedelic well the moment you tell yourself you might never do it again

it doesn't matter that leo is enlightened or not, why the fuck anyone care to prove anything, the moment you'll get those level of insights you understand that really you're just yelling at walls. no one is going to confirm, because god is absolute. you really think you can share anything of your reality or that anyone can ( yes and no, absolutely yes ). if that happen it's as miraculous as fucking cosmic heaven coliding stars, but fucking miracle happen all the time. you all still using lasers & ruler when even using telepathy isn't possible in this space. it doesn't even fucking matter, relatively the number of distinctions and construct you can produce is infinite & finite, but finite only for the human self, which cannot be grasb, so might aswell be basically infinite. you all mad, everyone just confined to fucking insanity, thank god, I've enough sanity for all of us.

At the ultimate level solipsism is a construct, others is a construct. what is, is what is coming to you. You cannot even choose to be in "solipsism" or with others, you're in the state that god put you in. ha subtle nothing, brushing wind

I finished second part, they showed more open mindedness here overall. it wasn't bad, the guy was a bit more open to think about it seriously. Overall maybe even higher than curt in some sense. by the way, I love beavers and I think they are genius ( and cute )

You have no clue what is intelligence, being able to weave a pattern of aesthetical well sounding words that sounds intricate isn't intelligence, it's what your culture told you was intelligence. Intelligence is being able to tolerate and integrate Truth. They are intelligent sure, in some sense, a beaver is intelligent too.

The lack of consciousness is painful if you don't like the game of it. You shall learn to be able to enjoy more

White & Black, only. Color entertain and distract from the Truth.