AerisVahnEphelia

Teacher, teaching, what is good, bad to do, improving myself, making good in the world, this is just ego scheming, a story to maximize fitness and keep me from being entirely nihilistic. (Notice that everything here is a fantasy; I'm not making any claims. I'm talking to myself because I feel compelled to do so.) Nothing is real; it's all a fantasy within my mind, all of it. Being left or right, being neutral, being detached, nuanced, attached to anything, all of it collapses. This is all ignorance and addiction. But I'll tell you what I've found to be true: breathing, being present, knowing that there is nothing one can do against the flow of thoughts that enter one's own mind. You're always right, even when you're wrong because that's how you survive. If you had to acknowledge that your mind is based on lies, you might not be able to accept it. (But be careful not to take my words as truth; there is no truth to be found anywhere.) When people attach meaning to gurus, videos, theories, and knowledge, it's all mental masturbation, empty. There is absolutely nothing here but your emptiness transformed into form, but in reality, it's all empty. Solipsism is not radical enough. It's not that others don't exist; it's that every concept you've ever encountered, every thought, idea, is absolutely meaningless. I hear you now. You're going to tell me you need concepts to eat, drink, and whatever else. Do you really think most animals need to conceptualize to eat or drink? They don't, obviously, and even if they do, it doesn't matter. What you're seeing is a virtual hallucination addiction machine that uses thought to perpetuate itself. What's happening in reality is not comprehensible. It's all emergent properties that cannot be grasped in any way. Science doesn't exist at all. Forms simply blend into other forms without anyone directing it. The mind just won't accept and tolerate that it is futile and serves no other purpose than regulating emotions. No YouTube videos are going to improve you. No theory is going to make you survive longer. No teacher is going to lead you to wisdom. No psychedelic is going to make you more enlightened. All of it is pure ego-driven fantasy to maintain a sense of purpose because meaning is the highest form of addiction. However, meaning is ignorance itself, as it is not truth. I know it's full of paradox, and will be interpreted, dismantled, and abused, but I've to share this limited part.

@itsadistraction religion is believing one idea to be superior to another. nationalism is believing in right of property over things.

everything is original until you discover thong did it

Some animals cannot get high from THC as they lack a system for receiving and have it to bind ( or so it is believed ) , maybe they don't need DMT, they are already DMT.

yes you right, it's based in people's dreams !!

for real I cannot read that. I'll ask bot to do it : The author's perspective, claiming to be a dream expert while making weak comparisons to reality and dreams, is more like a snooze fest than a compelling argument. Their reasoning lacks depth, and their self-assured tone doesn't make up for the lack of substance. It's more of a "dream on" moment than a convincing dissection of the subject. roasted by gpt.

nothing is

I also found this noticing hilarious I m meta laughing

I guess so, I m on it, thank you for the kindly reminder that nothing remain still.

looks like a great one, ducks are great animals besides their rappist sides.

I told you it's not the truth, but take it as you like, I still think it's true in some ways beyond simplistic interpretation.

@Breakingthewall Not having ideas, thoughts, mind, that is awakening for you : Correct ? Where does this idea about separation come from ?

What I m going to do with it ?

They take cute nutz american girls in EU, our water is just 60.58% toxic, I measured it myself with a real meter.

@Breakingthewall well that's your structure of what awakening "is". No clue what anything is. It's completely relevant, in fact, your survival hinder on what kind of hallucinations you hold true. I mean, be as nutz as you like, fine for me. But yeh maybe the best one is not the one you suppose is the best one. Speculation might be futile.

Lmaooo

@Francis777 You might be right, I'll litteraly take this advice and contemplate it for myself. it is but an addiction, but for now, me who has dropped my two biggest yearly addictions, I will take this as a bridge fix until more stability. But not too much, cause I gotta a lot of things to achieve.

I really like osho, cool dude, also krishna. but I tend to prefer silence nowadays.

@Razard86 Do you think there is any objectivity to it ? Does it change anything, will it increase cooperation or that's another dream ?

@ivankiss hail satan brother we already had this conversation a thousand times my friend an ass isn't a mouth" Happy halloween and glory to the lord

@Princess Arabia yes that's my point, I don't believe, but I wish I could

@Princess Arabia I m glad if you found nothing inside it. I m still always on the look out for something

@Princess Arabia I would like to kill myself, but I can't kill what's already dead

@Bazooka Jesus the title was just here to get you hooked, but I said in the text what isn't fantasy many times. In fact my entire post goes against the title of the topic. Solipsism is real as I understand it. But what will you do of knowing this.

@Razard86 I know razard, and I know that you know, does that really give us something to know this ? Is there even a meta story one can hold into ?