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Masturbation is not healthy for me. It will always have control over me unless I go back to being normal where the serious idea to masturbate happens once every month or two. I’ve had a point in my life where I did not masturbate for half a year. There is no such thing as forcing myself to abstain. There is no such thing as struggle. There is just me going through the days with a focused mind that is present and not hyper sexualized. And that’s how I was able to go six months. This journal is an attempt to go back on that path. However by discussing it or focusing on it, this will probably be a self-defeating journal, since the secret is to not have any care or put any attention on masturbation. The attention should be focused on being present in the moment and having a mind that is calm—not hyper active and bored, but peaceful and distracted with meaningful things to do. We’ll see if I’ll be able to replicate my old success and change for the better. To begin. All thirst traps must go. Will be installing an ad blocker where I can manually block elements within a page permanently if it is a tempting image. Apps like X, even though I have the settings to where it blocks inappropriate material, I should not be using. This is going to be hard since the internet is spammed with beautiful women everywhere, but I must block the images. I’ve probably lost the moment I decided to document this, but eff it, why not?

It’s more beautiful in person 💕

Long live the homeland.

@CoolDreamThanks thanks buddy.

I'm rooting for the Syrians to find an end to the war and sanctions. Anything else. No thanks.

Yea this is how Syria can be free of sanctions. By being allied with the west. But this is why Iran plays a big role in Syria. And the reason why America and Israel has always had an interest in the destabilization of it. Even with a new leader, I think a submissive and economically dependent on foreign aid Syria is what Israel wants. If there is a regime change, Syria will just be another Egypt or Jordan. What Israel wants, it gets: (Peep how easily he gaslights and lies too, absolutely gross)

Everything is going to be alright

Beautifully majestic sky. This is one of my favorite things to anticipate and idly stare at for as long as there's purple in the sky.

religion is the liberation

I’m stressed for you. If you need money DM me.

Stop trolling for the love of decency. This is the most ridiculous thing you have said as of yet, and you’ve said crazy things that I thought couldn’t be topped.

Better to be a truthful baby than a liar.

Fair enough. But I just want to make it clear that you don't even know how I identify myself as.

He only practiced the religion for a year, when he was 8. An age where you're not required to pray. But somehow wudhu is burned into his nervous system: @Sandhu Do you not see why I'm triggered over the blatant gaslighting? Are people here actually going to consider, like Leo, that his dad was advised to break the laws for religious jihad because the laws of the United States is satanic and thus a duty to break it, and he went ahead and got arrested 20 times? Hello???

You’re larping as an ex Muslim.

No. There is precisely 0% chance anything he said is true.

Times up. Gave you the simplest question and you couldn’t do it.

How many rakats in wudhu. I’ll give you 20 seconds so you don’t google.

Do you not understand the level of shock that I’m in. I’m from a Muslim background. It’s Haram Islamically to break the laws of the land, especially foreign lands, or to encourage people to do this. What is this person on. It’s obvious to any Muslim from the west who reads his post to know he’s lying through his teeth.

You’re so full of shit. GTFO this forum if you’re going to gaslight and lie this outlandishly on this level. Disgusting devil.

Maybe. Me personally, girls who are socially developed and not boring either have way too many options or it becomes apparent from talking to them over a long period of time that they would be absolutely incompatible with me. I've learned that I'd take the cute, quiet, agreeable and boring girl any day of the week. Done with even being friends with the former .

OP attempts to shut down talks about solutions for Palestinians in this forum by analogizing it as the predator and the prey, there's nothing that can be done, they're just the gazelle being targeted by the predator. Just move on. But, despite that nothing will come from talking about how to serve PDFs, OP all of a sudden doesn't care about holding to this standard anymore. Now it's more beneficial for us to brainstorm ways in which solutions can be found. Perniciously dehumanize Palestinians by analogizing them to nature's dumb and useless animals and his rage-bait signature? OP says yes! Dehumanization of PDFs? OP says wait a minute.

Swifties up. Trump down.

Jeez man. This is not how it goes down in our culture. I was a university drop out. Went back and then never used my degree. Now I work in an industry that is low on the social ladder but no one cares. Their love for me is not dependant on my job or how much I get paid. Their love is unconditional. So they're quick to understand and be supportive, just like white families.