Shubham

many posting random thoughts and mixture of good things they heard... Just to get reputation in the forum... even If that thought conflicts their own beliefs and action... what say?

lack of vitamins.... May be morning exercise especially jogging less intake of food.. But regular intervals..this really helps green vegies more than tongue arousing food you will get the energy... Sure ? peace

Anyone there to help me in this topic?... please this is very important... my problem... when I am studying... I rarely get that state of flow.. Everytime there come a thought that grabs my attention.. Cuz those are either wrapped into some kind of emotion..like fear.. Excitement... Anxiety... Regrets... and I can feel that... So what to do?

i do meditation too... Not working... just that I calmly go into distraction...not neurotically

@Soumya I drink water... Repeatedly becoming aware of my thought is itself a focus removing thing that I do repeatedly and hence I was able to write that my thoughts are wrapped in emotions...

@Saitama what is the technique?

I feel lot of confusion and dilemma in relating these.. And I want both of it.. For real

yes I did and I am sorry sir?

unconditional love is for someone who becomes a part of your subconscious mind... you know how subconscious mind works.... It works with emotions... And pumping heart.... why being in love... you would know yourself better if you let someone pass through you completely... without ego shield... ? you would know your deepest wounds which you were hiding since years... and then when you do personal development... You heal yourself better... And become more self honest.... unconditionally loving:- this could be challenging... This would mean in most cases the other partner is into you with same intensity... here rises a question... What about one sided unconditional love... Hmm.. there is no one sided unconditional love in my opinion... cuz the other partner must have sensed the selfishness of your love... and you maybe deluding yourself...on that point... true subconscious love is an unconditional love... Or true conscious one... in either cases it can be true love.... peace?

everyone is ugly... Its just relative concept... think of an alien ?.. If it comes to earth he will find us ugly... like our sticky mouth.. Our sticky eye balls...the way we make our hair... Even the hair can be annoying.... the way we talk... It would sound like annoying noises to them.... so the humans are annoying and ugly... If this be your perspective you would no longer be obsessed with beauty any more... in a different way find a love... Who doesn't like your outer beauty(unreal part) but greatly admires and loves your inner beauty.... in the way you would like to make him/her happy...you would concentrate on your inner beauty ✌

I have related it but I cannot write it down here.. I am not able to... Why I don't know!!! but I feel it strongly

My weekly journey to : 1. Connect everything 2. Stay Slim and tight 3. Meditate everyday (to attain theta state) 4. Enlighten 5. Die on a star

I am connecting everything now... Every thing seems interconnected.... I see things now in a holistic way.. Now... I can relate different situations with other different situations... I am exercising very well.. I have got almost six packs... Feels amazing.. To be quick on my feel and mind.... I meditate to get into theta state.. I love to be on that... As it allows me to have a birds eye view on my situation... i have almost been able to handle my emotions.. I have rather started to do things that I don't like to do.... that gives me emence pleasure ( the after effects) I am practicing delayed gratification... Method..this seems to sky rocket my ambitions of doing any thing in my life whichever I want.... and I also recognised that I can just wish and compel myself to do task... Its the god( supercoscious mind) that will accomplish it for me... If my efforts are honest and without the emotional attachment with the outcome of my work... learnt so many new and good things... Awesome shubham keep it up keep your sight between your brows and life on your nostrils and then work... you will be amazed to see the result.... But don't get caught up in the act.. Of worldly and materialistic happiness cuz that's not real....!!!!!!!

answer to the topic: if you don't have ego... You wouldn't know or mind when people are trying to walk over you... You would be busy with your own stuffs.... does I really matter wether people respect you or walks over you... This question can only be raised by ego..itself... vulnerability is a state when your ego gets maximum impact.... So be vulnerable.. And focus on growth.. peace?

ego also separates you from others... When you start to identify yourself as different entity in this universe.... That's when ego is playing its role... You seee... either way you get a bite on your ass... So a balance of everything is a must....in life... When you learn to accept things the way It comes to you... You become more mature on your personal development.. one way you say you don't like to socialize.... And other way you say you feel oneness with this universe... I seriously think you got a wrong perspective and picture on socializing... you must know that.... With every good thing there comes some" bad things"( as commonly said).. so socializing comes with both kind of perspective.... Its on your will to focus on the brighter part and just accept the somewhat darker one..... socializing in itself a neutral...thing... Its what you make out of itt.... you can relate many things with this..? thanks for reading..

17-2-16-> long time .... No see ... No hi no bye.... what did I achieve in this week... I am more focused on my studies and formulas and everything related to my present.... I will rock!!!... I just have to complete... Coordinate geometry book till the end of February.... And the physics electricity book... And also organic reactions all and inorganic reactions... This is my target ?to next 11 days... And I am gonna brute force things ... I am sure about that... yeah mannn.... !!!! Shubham you rock just think of the way to do it fast.... GOT ONE QUOTE!!!! " If you want to succeed fast enough then just increase the frequency of your failure." this is what I am gonna do!! I will fail and fail and fail.... And do as many questions wrong as I could... And remove my fear of doing questions... REMEMBER I have to get into IIT no matter what comes in my way!!! I will kill it!!! yeah literally kill it!! I wanna be with great teaching faculty and be the king of internet!! Yes !! I would love to... I am driven by my love for success and not by my fear of failure... So I am gonna succeed ... No matter what..

17-2-16-> long time .... No see ... No hi no bye.... what did I achieve in this week... I am more focused on my studies and formulas and everything related to my present.... I will rock!!!... I just have to complete... Coordinate geometry book till the end of February.... And the physics electricity book... And also organic reactions all and inorganic reactions... This is my target ?to next 11 days... And I am gonna brute force things ... I am sure about that... yeah mannn.... !!!! Shubham you rock just think of the way to do it fast.... GOT ONE QUOTE!!!! " If you want to succeed fast enough then just increase the frequency of your failure." this is what I am gonna do!! I will fail and fail and fail.... And do as many questions wrong as I could... And remove my fear of doing questions... REMEMBER I have to get into IIT no matter what comes in my way!!! I will kill it!!! yeah literally kill it!! I wanna be with great teaching faculty and be the king of internet!! Yes !! I would love to... I am driven by my love for success and not by my fear of failure... So I am gonna succeed ... No matter what..

awesome!!!!

DREAM life was awesommest

@walt thanks for the perspective

I am slim and tight... I love it.. I am consistent now in meditation I know exactly what to do I can do it and I know that

@A way to Actualize what if I do want both of it... I mean both enlightenment and result... Cuz just enlightenment sounds to me selfish kind if escape to ecstasy... But the state of mind is awesome... And with result you contribute to the society... What is the use of me if i am enlightened and sitting and preaching my insights and stuffs... (correct me if i am wrong) with this note impossible thing is not in the dictionary of enlightened people... Isn't it... I have read this.... enlightenment is like you are with nature and present moment... If you don't demand any thing how is that you get it... Like if you are okay with now and wont bother to advance or change... How will the progress occur... as if the person who first invented the wheel... If he was enlightened how would he even bother to want something done...

@A way to Actualize please elaborate i need to know more

13-2-16-> I doubted Leo... Yes I did ... I don't know why.... Fucking confused... Let it be... He said confusion is good for me... And so I will remain vulnerably confused... But still will pursue the truth.... If it exists... YEAH!! No fap today.... Feels great... But my ego is distracting me from my passionate work that I do.... fuck this ego I say.... But how?? I meditate... That seems to just relax me ...but not solve my problems... I want to change the world after I change myself.... I am healthy.... Yeah cool maintain it!! Meditate!! Cool... Makes me different... throughout the day I get lots and lots of insights ... What to doo??? Which one to trust and which one to discard... Oooooohhh!!!! This confusion.... Where is peace????? got another insight!!! .... Here it is.... Peace is where you accept the present where it is.... Should I believe this one???? Is it right...??? again this fucking confusion... Why do I love certainty so much.... Let it be!! I say.....