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I see epidemy of ADHD. And because of this Im little bit afraid that I have. Do you know any internet source to test this?

Recently i was run out of money and i bring my sister's bike in a pawn shop. I took some money and gambled. (I didn't have bad intentions i thought i win some money for me and return this bike) Of course i lost. Then i had full concentration to return this bike and then i stole Gold ring of my sister.( Of course i thought i would win enought to return these 2 things plus little money for me) I lost also this. This process continued about 1month. During this 1month i smoked tons of cigarettes, drink alcohols, ate shitty food and now she found out and gave me one chance. Also she will pay to return these things. But i harm her so much and i harm myself and my organism too. During this one month i was totally out of self development. Now i awoke. But its very hard to return in normal life. Forgive me myself this shit😔😔😔

Now i am in the airport, little bit tired and not in a good mood. I know the power of talking with strangers. What's your recommendations, should i leave my comfort zone? Because i think myself decepts me because i am also little bit feared to do this.(It's not first time but still uncomfortable to talk with strangers)

Before I was fidgeting and unable to sit still but now I solved this problem through meditation.

It's 50\50.😁 I have impatience, problems completing the given task, easily distracted. But some of these symptoms has almost everyone!!!this is reason why I am not sure.

@Fadl yup my sister sometimes blames me and feel shame. But everything is better...

"Make a goal to become rejected". Great advice..

@Elton Bro you have 1000posts. And I have only 200. How can I help you??

@integration journey Nope... My approaches is so bad... But I don't care I practice everyday and time will make me perfect.

@LordFall yep yep after I posted this I have so fucking many progress and I am trying to enjoy the process..

As if they are diferrent creatures. I see beautiful woman as something poweful and fearful. Idk why is that but i want to change it... I want to see women as normal people...

@1337 Nope I am not addicted but i was

@Emerald Thank you I ll see. I really don't know my feminine side!

@Recursoinominado I have one very beautiful friend. And I have a lot of sexual fantasies on her. I wish she will not realize that I want to fuck her hard😁🙃

For example car driving. I am experienced driver but i am still always scared. Time can't solve it. I have some painful experience maybe this is reason. And honestly, i don't care about car driving but i care for example to approaching women. What if i would still scared after so many experience and how can i overcome such fears?

So I and my mother think that my grandmother makes magics. She is not in a good relationship with us.And I think she is little bit mad. Now my sister is pregnant in 9th month. And I have one question for you... My mother is afraid that my grandmother will make something magic when my sister's child will be born and that we should avoid to upload child's photo on social media to protect her. I am not competent in this topic and please tell me little information. Is it possible for someone to make black magic with only photo?

@ryoko But black magic really exist.

@Princess Arabia Thank you. I really label emotions as "Good" and "bad" and this is really wrong. Thank you for great mindshift.

@Sugarcoat Thank you.

@Raze THank you I saw last video and I will do this definitely. I also read article, but I can't understand exactly what to do. Can you explain me it easily? I mean fear meditation.

I tried sport betting so many times but i can't control myself and i lost all the time and also work from home its comfort zone and i don't see development there. So where can i earn good experience?

I don't care. I approach to police, too🤪🤪

Let's goooooooo

I'll be glad. Now i don't much care about other things in my life. First is purpose and money. I can't survive anymore if i will not learn to make money.

@HojoThank you. You really saw me situation from another perspective!