jacknine119

I tried sport betting so many times but i can't control myself and i lost all the time and also work from home its comfort zone and i don't see development there. So where can i earn good experience?

Recently i was run out of money and i bring my sister's bike in a pawn shop. I took some money and gambled. (I didn't have bad intentions i thought i win some money for me and return this bike) Of course i lost. Then i had full concentration to return this bike and then i stole Gold ring of my sister.( Of course i thought i would win enought to return these 2 things plus little money for me) I lost also this. This process continued about 1month. During this 1month i smoked tons of cigarettes, drink alcohols, ate shitty food and now she found out and gave me one chance. Also she will pay to return these things. But i harm her so much and i harm myself and my organism too. During this one month i was totally out of self development. Now i awoke. But its very hard to return in normal life. Forgive me myself this shit😔😔😔

Now i am in the airport, little bit tired and not in a good mood. I know the power of talking with strangers. What's your recommendations, should i leave my comfort zone? Because i think myself decepts me because i am also little bit feared to do this.(It's not first time but still uncomfortable to talk with strangers)

I don't care. I approach to police, too🤪🤪

Let's goooooooo

I'll be glad. Now i don't much care about other things in my life. First is purpose and money. I can't survive anymore if i will not learn to make money.

@HojoThank you. You really saw me situation from another perspective!

@Hojo you scared me when you said i'll do this again🫤. Because i know i will not do this.. but already i am not sure

@Jacob Morres i am reading this exactly.

@Marcel Yeah. I'll do it. Thank you🫶

@Hojothen, how can i think that i deserve love?

@Buck Edwards i really lack self-love, after this accident i even cant look at myself in the mirror. What do you recommend about self love? Book or some technique. As i see you had same problem

@Marcel yeah yeah man. I am still awake and i am trying with my whole heart to stay here. But i did it already 100th time and i am not sure if i trust with myself)

@Raze it costs only 15$ in Georgia. 😅So i dont thinks its good idea.

@TheGod@integral You are right. If i had won i would be still in that shit.

@Buck Edwards yup thanks.

@Dauntment Action is more powerful i agree. But i'll say theory is 25 %. 10 is so low.

@NewKidOnTheBlock Then why are you here?

@Michael569 Yeah. Now i stop complaining and just going to start work and also learning programing. I think this will be great skill to learn. Also i am going to study English, in a higher lever and also russian but i am not sure if i should waste energy in studying Russian, what do you think?

@Michael569 Yeah. Now i stop complaining and just going to start work and also learning programing. I think this will be great skill to learn. Also i am going to study English, in a higher lever and also russian but i am not sure if i should waste energy in studying Russian, what do you think?

@Xonas Pitfall @Realms of Wonder yeah i want just skills and cash. Maybe as a first sales will be great you are right.

In my country. I find very hard to meet people who love self development all the people are unconscious, addicted to something or don't care about development. What do you think about it? Is it a good idea? And also how hard will it be? I am from Georgia.

@Leo Gura But Leo, do you have great genetics? Why did you become world class person?

Yeah thanks.

Wtf😅