jacknine119

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  1. I really wanna to start something big, but I don't have any tech skills. And today almost everything is about technologies. And in general how can you describe process of idea generation?
  2. I am broke. My parents tell me to return with them and continue their business. They are not very toxic people but unhappy and live autopilot. I have option money and family. Or independence and happier life maybe. I don't know what to do. Maybe I am toxic not them I don't know:((((
  3. I’ve seen videos where knowledgeable people talk about how mystical and beneficial weed can be. And honestly, the idea of smoking it consciously, in a meditative state, sounds really cool. But at the same time, I’m worried about getting addicted or having it cause problems for me. What’s your experience with it?
  4. Friends I live in Georgia. It's a country with 3 million people and low stage of development. And what s your thoughts does it worth to make blogs can I make normal earnings? (And also Leo said as I remember that blogging doesn't work anymore and what's your thoughts?)
  5. @Something Funny yeah. It made me new habits during interacting. For example talk with smile, touching others, also loud voice. Not real impact I'm still lonely and miserable but it changed my small bad habits with good ones. Worth to try. If you will not like you can return your money back
  6. After moving to another city, I lost all my past relationships. I don’t even have one friend to talk to now. On the other hand, I do approach girls and have plenty of small talks, but it doesn’t change anything — I still feel completely alone, and it really hurts. Maybe the mindset that I need someone is wrong, and I should learn to be okay on my own. What do you guys think?
  7. I mean charisma university. Emotional mastery is not such good course. They have two
  8. Yes I have. Pretty cool but don't spend 600$ just pay 100 and watch every video in that one month. Very cool course but it doesn't work if you have social anxiety.
  9. Because I lose a lot of information. And how can I become good at reading? What do you recommend?
  10. I started self development with Leo's videos. About 2-3 years ago. But today I am still isolated I don't have even one friend, no career no hobby many bad habits. I am just courier and totally guilty with my past. It feels like I slept and now I awake. I have big pain inside me. Tell me something🥹 I lost everyone with my unserious attitude school friends, family, friends, relatives. I broke my image with asking people money and gambling and also silly social media posts to receive attention from others.
  11. I am going to buy scooter it's so time saving thing but on the other hand I am afraid because one accident can change my life. What do you think?
  12. I realized that I live in my fantasy world. In my childhood I was super active but than I became soo fucking shy. And I think I lost reality there. I have maladaptive daydreaming and as in my daydreams I am trying to impress other or something. I am very awkwardly different from everyone but point also is that I am not successful even in any topic. Without money totally alone. It seems like I am trying last 3 years to change my life. Make meditation yoga read book. I also approach girls so many girls I approached but I feel that I am very cringe and strange for them. How to return reality guysss???????
  13. @Sugarcoatchallenge your fear to being cringe. What do you mean exactly. Okay I will be cringe and then I will not be?
  14. And honestly I don't even read 5books about philosophy and where can i start and most important answer what does it mean to be philosopher read many books about it or contemplate most of the time. Thank you❤️
  15. I exactly know that they made their best. But they live unconscious life and I don't feel good around them, also as Leo said family is not right value. So I am avoiding to communicate with them. But I am afraid that it is not right and I will regret it. What do you think?
  16. @Tenebroso everything will be great brother. Healing just need time. We deserve happiness❤️
  17. @Applegarden8 Brother our parents have also big impact by ussr's product. Partly they were USSR product too.
  18. @Hojo i am really sorry about your story. I feel how frustrating it is. My parents are great relative to yours but still hard to communicate with them. I should be grateful more of them. One question for you: how is your life changing with self development?
  19. I see epidemy of ADHD. And because of this Im little bit afraid that I have. Do you know any internet source to test this?
  20. Recently i was run out of money and i bring my sister's bike in a pawn shop. I took some money and gambled. (I didn't have bad intentions i thought i win some money for me and return this bike) Of course i lost. Then i had full concentration to return this bike and then i stole Gold ring of my sister.( Of course i thought i would win enought to return these 2 things plus little money for me) I lost also this. This process continued about 1month. During this 1month i smoked tons of cigarettes, drink alcohols, ate shitty food and now she found out and gave me one chance. Also she will pay to return these things. But i harm her so much and i harm myself and my organism too. During this one month i was totally out of self development. Now i awoke. But its very hard to return in normal life. Forgive me myself this shit😔😔😔
  21. Now i am in the airport, little bit tired and not in a good mood. I know the power of talking with strangers. What's your recommendations, should i leave my comfort zone? Because i think myself decepts me because i am also little bit feared to do this.(It's not first time but still uncomfortable to talk with strangers)
  22. Before I was fidgeting and unable to sit still but now I solved this problem through meditation.
  23. It's 50\50.😁 I have impatience, problems completing the given task, easily distracted. But some of these symptoms has almost everyone!!!this is reason why I am not sure.
  24. @Fadl yup my sister sometimes blames me and feel shame. But everything is better...
  25. "Make a goal to become rejected". Great advice..