EntropicChaos

it seems to me an endless cycle of hatred and murder imo

I watched a youtube video today as an advertisement that pissed me tf off. idk how to navigate this, people in other countries are being for being Christians, however im gay, and Christians persecute and politically fight against my rights bro. it's like their so blind to their hypocrisy dude. Christian -"your evil for being gay because my god said so, im gonna kill you!" Also Christian-"ho no, someone who thinks their false god thinks im evil is going to kill me help!!!" and making this point to Christians will only piss them off and will be like talking to a brick wall, and honestly i hope it pisses them off bro, they deserve to be pissed. if they can't fucking take being persecuted, they shouldn't fight to be persecuted themselves. i've been hurt by Christianity in the past, full disclosure. and me being gay doesn't make that better. it pisses me off dude.

sorry i miss typed, coutntries are persecuting christians, and christians are persecuting gays. basically.

HI! Im new here. i've watched videos on Actualized.org and leo, he's the most logical religious figurehead i've seen so far. Im at a stage of my personal development wherein i've a lot of religious believes and have read up on a lot of Friedrich Nietzsche's work and the philosophy of existential nihilism and parodically believe it as a personal truth. I find it harder to traverse the world with when it comes to truth, developing a personal truth, and becoming self actualized. With polarizing political climate and questioning every form of "Truth" there is to be, sometimes even science, i don't feel like im at peace with the world. everywhere i go, (particularly politics ) there is always different truths and sides to things and it's hard to find a clear and cut answer on things with propaganda, culture wars, disinformation, and even whenever i find something that is both empirically and self evident, people will not listen to it, The biggest example i can take on this is believes i struggle with on lgbtq identities. My Lgbtq identity is self evident to me, and also empirically proven, but who cares if people dismiss everything for their own personal moral or political believes on the matter. Proof and truth doesn't seem to matter here. all that matters is power and persuasion. Moreover, what is there to believe in? Nothing seems to be too objective to me, i don't want to make my own believe or adhere to someone else's because none of it is objective, it's all bullshit. im hoping someone kinda understand where im coming form and what's going on. the only real KIND of objective thing to me personally is tested evidence form the scientific method. but that's about it. and THAT can be corrupted by Power and Persuasion as well. Politics man.

sorry to say this, but if science had no objectivity, we wouldn't be having this conversation, ya know, computers, technology, internet???? like, maybe some science isn't objective and some science gets corrupted by ideological bs but the raw pursuit of knowledge via the scientific method seems like the highest good to me. You should know dude, didn't you used to be a game designer? like, didn't you have to take computer science for that? if science is bs, how does that explain stuff the advancement of modern day technology an medicine?

fair.

don't want to be booted form the forums for my personal believes or lack there of. I personally believe in cosmic nihilism- and that we are just a byproduct of Entropy, luck, and sheer will. that is all.