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Good start Leo XIV, good start! No wonder he is chosen for this role.

Hi @Leo Gura Before starting this work, I thought I had a pretty clear idea of what enlightenment meant for a human. But after dozens of awakenings, the concept now seems laughable to me. I have no clue what these “enlightened teachers” actually mean when they say they've reached enlightenment. I’ve reclaimed my authenticity, placed truth at the center of my life, and started building from scratch at the age of 33. Not more, not less. So my question is: Why does the idea of enlightenment now seem more childish with every awakening I experience? Is the idea of achieving enlightenment just a trap designed to keep us dreaming? What is enlightenment, really? After you finish rolling around on your scooter, I hope you can take a minute to share your perspective. Thanks in advance.

Hey Judy, just wondering how things have been on your end lately. How are you holding up?

I see no-self realization as sudden knowing that all that ever happened came solely from your mind. But realizing emptiness/nothingness is deeper. It reveals not just the illusion of the "you", but the illusory nature of all reality itself.

Yeah, nothing fancy. Just dissolving into the void before morning coffee.

Nah, nothing too radical. Just lying on cold concrete, merging with the universe, dissolving into cosmic oatmeal. Basic stuff.

Yes, there’s clearly way more depth than most of them are pointing to. “No-self” feels like level 1 spirituality at this point. But I get why people are drawn to teachers with slow robotic voices. It feels authoritative, even when it’s sometimes just surface. Appreciate the reminder... “Enlightenment” sounds objective but means wildly different things to different people. Thanks!

Yeah, that kind of boundary collapse happened too. But my process wasn’t really based on that idea. Words like “collapse of self” feel too small to describe what’s actually going on.

Yes. As for the “sense of self,” I am not sure focusing on it helps. Chasing definitions often blocks real insight.

In the beginning, I had some strong 5-MeO-DMT trips that opened me up, but they didn’t feel directly useful. Since then, I’ve become super sensitive. Just a little weed or a tiny bit of any psychedelic sends me deep. Recently, though, the biggest insights happened while sober. I clearly felt infinity here, in normal everyday life. No big show, just a quiet collapse of what I thought was real. Still, I honestly don’t know what to call those moments. “Enlightenment” feels like a cartoon word compared to what I experienced.

Skip beliefs. Go straight to God. LSD will do.

Yeah, once a week using your imagination seems most natural and is probably the best approach! Porn is way too addictive, especially if you used it as a coping system early on. It stays with you.

I don’t need to be a mod to recognize when someone is spamming nonsense and degrading the forum. It's just a basic standard.

@TruthFreedom If you are high - breathe, ground yourself, log off. Don’t spam the forum.

Yeah, I tried 1V and 1D-LSD They were powerful. I would bet this new analog is just as potent.

Lol.

My life purpose is clear: I help adult children of dysfunctional families release shame, reclaim self-worth, and live freely and authentically. I’ve gone through deep pain, emotional neglect, shame, trauma. Through inner child work, emotional healing, and self-awareness, I went from a miserable, lost person to someone who is mostly joyful, emotionally literate, sometimes ecstatic, and increasingly aware of his true nature. But I still ask myself: Will people trust me without a diploma? I fear not being taken seriously. I fear being seen as not good enough without formal education. But I know what I offer is real. It comes from life, not from a classroom. To those walking a similar path: Did you struggle with something similar? How does one build trust without a degree? @Emerald @Leo Gura @Exystem @Michael569 @Thought Art Tagging a few I know are on a similar path, but I’d appreciate feedback from anyone who is on a path of mastery.

That is a very tiny difference in density. Nothing you should be worried about.

Why not both? @Hojo Bringing a child to this world is not cloning yourself. -You teach him to love himself and let him develop into anything he is about to become, as a result of unconditional love. It's wrong to think a child is an extension of yourself. -Raising a child can be an extraordinary powerful shadow work if you are aware enough to see it, not react on it but mindlesly , but to integrate all the aspects of yourself that you repressed during your own upbringing. "Seeing" God will NOT magically fix anything in your life. If anything, it will make the life you created before it more dysfunctional. -Having another person in your life is an expression of God, just as having kids, just as being alone.

I think 6mg scoop should take approximately 4mg of 5-MeO-DMT, considering the scoop is full, and pressed-flat.

Scales are not reliable for such a small measurements. At least not these scales that are sold under 150€. And that would be an overkill. Micro-scoops are more reliable and more than good enough for this purpose.

You don't need a scale. Micro scoops are good enough. https://amzn.eu/d/iXgoDDF One black - 6mg scoop of 5-MeO-DMT should be a good start depending on your ROA.

Yeah, there is some emotional charge behind it. I’m aware of it, and I’m okay with it. Glad the signature saved me from your wrath, oh pig of Infinity

Inspiring story, thanks. The problem is - not everyone is open-minded enough to recognize such a thing. People love formalities. That is why we have organized religions, the pharmaceutical mafia, and the whole field of psychology based on "what is wrong with you" instead of "what happened to you".

Awesome, thanks for sharing!