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I will probably do something like this in future.

I often imagined building a small, soundproof room with padded walls, like in psychiatric wards, made for heavy trips. There’s still a risk of doing something reckless, like poking your eye, but it would minimize harm and provide the feeling of safety when it gets deep.

I recently watched The Tree of Life and was amazed by its beautiful visuals. Some of the scenes reminded me of patterns I’ve seen before. One of them looked almost exactly like the vision I had during my biggest awakening.

You can’t help anyone if you’re overwhelmed. Find your purpose, grow, then give back.

Collective is only as strong as each person's awareness. Untill we wake up individually, the mess stays. Fixing the mess? The devil isn't fixing anything, just projecting insecurities in broken English, my man

If you’re God and I’m God, who is fixing the mess we made?

Loving deeply isn’t about chasing perfection or proving yourself. It’s about showing up as you are, honestly and openly. The more real you can be with yourself, the more space you create for genuine love to flow.

Freud would’ve called this "projection gymnastics" lol

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I don't think it's about completion but more about just hitting that number in one day for the sake of it. Likely, a lot of lubricant was involved to make it feasible.

Good question. I searched for that specific video but couldn't find anything.

Amazing tip. I haven't though about this! Overdoing 5-MeO-DMT in one session can make it hard to get back to normal life.

During a powerful LSD trip, I came to a profound realization: All of life, all that exists - I created it. All my suffering was my choice. I am both the murderer and the murdered. Destruction and creation are one. The harder the shell of the ego, the stronger the suffering must be to crack it open and let the light in. Suffering is real and can make you miserable, trapping you in a cycle of lower consciousness. But from a higher perspective, pain is irrelevant - a tiny, fleeting experience among infinity. At the same time, the creation of this life is an unimaginably intense experience.

When you come down, you can take another hit - depending on how grounded you are. Wait long enough between trips so that your next dose doesn't merge with the previous one resulting in a totally uncontrollable trip. You can also sustain your high by taking smaller hits if you vape it. Don't overdo it since it can have longer lasting effects that are not necessary bad, but can damage your material life.

As long as she hits Sunday church, God forgives everything!

@Tristan12 I can really see how much you’ve done to heal, and I get how frustrating it must feel when the results don’t last. It’s not easy to keep going when you’re putting in so much effort, so I really admire your determination. I’d still suggest trying a Completion Process certified practitioner, even just once or twice, to see if it makes a difference for you. Here’s what’s helped me personally: A. Low-dose Psychedelics Taking smaller doses of longer-lasting psychedelics, lying on the floor in a dark room, and just focusing on my emotions. I’d find where I felt them in my body, relax into them, and breathe through them. B. Teal Swan Meditations Her guided meditations and visualizations helped me process things I couldn’t get to on my own. C. Inner Child dialoguing on a paper D. Affirmations Before Sleep Listening to inner child affirmations before bed (like Jessica Heslop’s on YouTube) has been great for reprogramming deep beliefs. E. Focusing on My Life Purpose Getting clear on what I really want in life and working toward it step by step. For me, working on self-love (removing all the blocks to it) and building my life purpose made the biggest difference. I’ve struggled with toxic shame, depression, and anxiety for most of my life, but these steps have helped me a lot. They didn’t make everything perfect, but they’ve made me a much stronger, healthier person. I am sure you can figure out what works best for you.

@Tristan12 Don't waste your money on Better Help. Check out Teal Sean's Completion process. There are many certificated practicioners that can guide you through. I think it's worth the price.

What I learned from taking 4-ACO-DMT orally is that it tends to be extremely unpredictable. For example -small dose like 10-15mg 4-ACO gave me really nice trip several times, and the same dose dangerously separated me from the material reality several times, and even made me suicidal. I don't know if it's due to this specific chem or ROA. I don't know what would happen if MALT acted like this, and I don't want to be the first one to find it out.

Almost always, what’s reflected says more about the observer than the observed. @Davino I completely understand your feelings, my friend. As I've grown, I've noticed that many of the conversations here don't align with the real work. There are different wavelengths now. It's crucial to find what works for you and truly supports your journey. Check your PM. Well written.

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@Razard86 Reading this really hits me hard. I'm truly sorry you had to go through such deep and torturous experiences. It takes immense strength to share something so raw and profound. Did you have anyone around who had even a slight understanding of what you were going through during that time? I hope you’re finding some peace now and have been able to ground yourself after such an intense period. How are you holding up now? Just know that you're not alone, and many of us are here, willing to listen and understand.

Well, at least child traffickers will get the death penalty, guess there’s one silver lining.

Bufo and synthetic 5-MeO-DMT usually give a similar experience. Synthetic is often preferred because it doesn't harm toads and offers a more stable effect. The things you're going through might be related to personal issues or emotions that the experience brought up.

Take a hit of 5-MeO-DMT while looking in the mirror. The sheer size of your pupils will freak you out.

@Princess Arabia Good point! @Leo Gura what do you think?