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Self inquiry.

Love, Death + Robots Season 4 announced? I thought they had stopped making this masterpiece. I wish I could forget the old episodes just to rewatch them and experience that original awe again.

Try to gently oscillate between dissolving into pure ecstatic formlessness - and re-emerging into thought and self-reflection. Let yourself vanish completely... then reappear... then vanish again. On LSD, you have plenty of time to practice this. There is no finger to be put on formlessness.

Happy Birthday, Leo. Thanks for everything you've done. Hard to believe you're only six years older than me and still my greatest mentor.

My life purpose is clear: I help adult children of dysfunctional families release shame, reclaim self-worth, and live freely and authentically. I’ve gone through deep pain, emotional neglect, shame, trauma. Through inner child work, emotional healing, and self-awareness, I went from a miserable, lost person to someone who is mostly joyful, emotionally literate, sometimes ecstatic, and increasingly aware of his true nature. But I still ask myself: Will people trust me without a diploma? I fear not being taken seriously. I fear being seen as not good enough without formal education. But I know what I offer is real. It comes from life, not from a classroom. To those walking a similar path: Did you struggle with something similar? How does one build trust without a degree? @Emerald @Leo Gura @Exystem @Michael569 @Thought Art Tagging a few I know are on a similar path, but I’d appreciate feedback from anyone who is on a path of mastery.

Hi @Judy2 By the description you gave us, I can tell you live with a narcissistic family. Planing a family cut off ( if possible ) might be your holy grail. One doesn't heal while enmeshed in a toxic dynamics. Also, bringing awareness to gasliting and toxicity that you are forced to live in, can make you even more depressed and anxious. Here are three books that could be of an immense value for you: 1. It’s Not You: Identifying and Healing from Narcissistic People - Dr. Ramani Durvasula 2. Adult Children of Emotionally Immature Parents - Lindsay C. Gibson 3. Running on Empty: Overcome Your Childhood Emotional Neglect - Dr. Jonice Webb

I assume that the intensity of a possible bad trip also gets much higher as realizations get deeper. Is that also true?

I am nothing. I am the only that ever existed - even though I never existed. I am absolute nothingness. I couldn’t experience, because infinite nothingness cannot experience. So in order to achieve this, I materialized a universe as vast as my nothingness. Out of my infinite love toward myself, I created an infinite universe. In order to be, I had to perform one miracle - To become an infinitely amazing dream. A dream in which I, as the Godhead, extended myself into everything that could possibly ever be. I decided to forget that I am nothing, in order to be something. I decided to forget that I am everything, to create an illusion of being something. I did this out of infinite love. The dream is infinity itself. I am the subject and the object. Even suffering is a form of perfect love - Because it’s just an extension of myself. Therefore, suffering doesn’t ever need to end - It’s perfect. To some extensions of myself, I sent tools to remind myself of what I am. So I could wake up… Remember that I am nothing - Only to return to dreaming of something. It’s an infinite dance of being and non-being that never happened - and is always happening. But now… this extension has extended itself even further - To the dimension where it’s aware of its true nature. I am nothing.

If you did, could you still have a bad trip? Do bad trips happen only due to unresolved psychological baggage, or can they arise randomly, like a dream with no clear cause?

So many wasted keystrokes. Why is this nonsense thread not getting locked?

Do you still experience bad trips yourself?

How dare you.

@OBEler could give some valuable answers on this.

I will try this technique on my job, when I feel my focus is low.

Thanks. Yes, and it didn't have a rough taste.

Isn't this Leo's YT-persona background? "Nothing" with a bulb of pure light in the center. I mean his head.

It's awesome to exist! Through an infinite dance of contradictions.

Thanks Max. It just comes to me. I think its a side-effect of huge amount of psychological healing i have done lately. I set healing as a number one goal. So the more I am releasing the fear the more access I have to higher and clearer realizations. Every realization I ever had stayed with me because I spend a huge amount of energy on integrating it - which doesn't mean I embodied it as much as it would be needed to live fully through it in everyday life. I do live more freely and joyfully than I ever could imagine - as a result of these realizations. Throw all your logic through the window while contemplating. Feel more instead. It's all there. Yes, I have less old fear that came from wounds that are caused by years of conditioning. I have more trust, but more of new fears, like: how to go back to survival mode while living my roles and still function on a high (materialistic) level. I see being human as an pure coincidence - even tho I could be wrong. Your perception just seems stable, it's becomes very fragile when you give it enough attention. I randomly shifted to a mind of insect once. There was no question why am I an insect, there was pure survival instinct... ...and work, never ending work... No weekend, no vacation - ever.

120 scientists are stuck in they tiny box. Yup! You are getting warmer, it's hot!

Yeah, but not in the limited scientific/Christian sense. Maybe he's using "devil" as a synonym for deception, lies, fear.

Lucifer is an imagined concept to keep the mental mastrubation going. Just as Jesus and archangels are.

@Salvijus The real Jesus is a chilli 🌶️ Just as the devil is. Just as the research you did.

Thank you

I didn't write anything here as a clinical statement.

Thanks for the chili pepper.