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Hi @ularyel I am sorry for what happened to you. First I would like to say this: forgiveness comes organically - It shouldn't be forced. You can use Leo's forgiveness technique when you feel like you healed of the trauma. Otherwise you would be gaslighting yourself. Second If you think that your trauma is not severe, you could try diving in it using low doses of long lasting psychedelics. It will feel like opening an old wound, maybe even like dying. You will need to clean the old wound in order for it to heal. You do healing work by feeling the original trauma emotions that you probably didn't allow your self to feel at the moment. You let your body react in the way you feel it's proper for such situations when you dive into your memory. Reactions can be screaming, hitting or whatever you feel like you need to do in the moment. Thirdly Shame is natural residue of such trauma. You need to learn to own it. Do not run away from it. Write down on a paper all the things you are ashamed of. Recognize the emotions that arise while reading the list. Accept them. Shame will eventually go avay, and if you learn to feel and accept the emotions that come up, traumatic responses will eventually also go away. When you did that. You can use Leo's forgiveness technique and some self love affirmations for several weeks to ingrave them in your subconscious mind. I hope this helps. Wish you all the best.

Sadly I have no experience with these. These are somewhat less known chemicals. You can ask Chat GPT to give you this info based on deep research on internet and request to share reference links with you.

Maybe he is just trying to upgrade to the premium version of schizophrenia.

@TruthFreedom Aren't you concerned that psychedelics might worsen your condition? It seems very risky given how unpredictable psychedelics can be, especially with schizophrenia.

4 AcO DMT Fumarate can be taken oraly.

@Ima FreemanYou could try inner child dialoguing to explore the root cause. It’s likely tied to a deeper fear you may not be fully aware of.

@emil1234 I had severe derealization/disassociation issues for months, triggerer by psychedelics.

It’s fascinating how Leo’s comment sets the tone for the entire thread. I expected more independent thinking and self-reflection from a forum that promotes precisely that.

10-15 mg vaped is sufficient in most cases.

@OBEler Intellectualizing to that point will not help you in any way. Just jump in that water. Probably you will open your eyes after a several minutes and see yourself licking the floor and saying "wtf was this?" For next few minutes.

Blackouts are common on 5MeO. Good thing is; trip lasts just a few minutes when you are vaping this chem. There is a big chance you won't even remember anything.

I used it for this purpose. It works better than I ever thought. You can of course give it some commands straightforward, like: "always call me on my shit"

During my 5-MeO-DMT trips, I usually turn the cross upside down. One time, I saw a cat walking on the ceiling. The best part? I don’t even have a cat.

It could be that part of the chemical is lost or not absorbed efficiently when doing so. Most of the serious pharmaceutical medicine is in a pill or capsule form, not powder.

All of these chems taste disgusting. You could empty your multivitamin or magnesium capsule into a shake or smoothie and use the empty capsule for oraly active psychedelic, if case you don't have empty capsules available right away.

1. Most of the Christians say they believe in a Christ not because they believe in a Christ but because of their fear to lose their soul if they go deep inside themselves and confest that they don't. 2. This Christian guy seems like a moron, not being avare of a simple trigger connected to his deepest belief and still acting like he knows a lot about himself. 3. Why does his body language saids something so opposite of "turn the other cheek" as Jesus was teaching?

Experiencing 5-MeO-DMT is like experiencing the ultimate freedom/exctasy. I had a several experiences with it and every time I had a strong urge to scream or to trash around. I think there is nothing bad in acting on these urges if it's appropriate place and time especially with people around who take care about everything. Why the fuck Not?

Where did you order from? CA or NL?

Are you in this for rigid dogma, or for actual exploration? Yeah, I wonder if NN DMT would give me some visuals...

Hi @SQAAD I know you want Leo’s answer, but here’s my view. Mystical states can bring deep wisdom, but they don’t always fit into everyday life. The world is mostly focused on material things and often rejects those who see beyond that. Jesus was tortured and crucified. Ramana Maharshi was so detached that ants ate his flesh. If people hadn’t helped, he might have died. Many mystics today would be put in a mental hospital if they spoke openly about their realizations. Society values practical things more than deep spiritual wisdom. That’s why these states, while powerful, often don’t mix well with what we consider normal life.

I started with 5-MeO-DMT and never experienced visuals on other psychedelics. @Leo Gura Did we miss something? I feel like I’ve never fully experienced the unique flavor of other psychedelics. From your experience, do you see this phenomenon as a good thing?

That seems like a mild dose, still far from a breakthrough. Try increasing by 5 mg next time, and if all goes well, add another 5 mg. Take it slow and be very careful.

If you simply manage to bend the universe, you can get his videos earlier without even traveling at the speed of light.

I find this 100% true. No single diet works for everyone. And unless you address the root health issues, no diet in the world will truly help you feel better.

You cannot know until you test it yourself. Some folks need 300 µg LSD to breakthrough. Some will be overwhelmed with 30µg. Start low and raise the dose slowly.