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Normaly when two people with similar level of self-esteem meet ( similar childhood stories ), they call each other their soul mates. Relationship between two people with low self esteem oftentimes ends up very badly nonetheless.

Experiencing ego death multiple times is sometimes necessary for the ego to fully integrate the experience afterward. Typically, those memories fade over time. In my case, I needed to have breakthroughs on several different substances to achieve this.

What prevents you from experiencing that yourself? You mentioned in earlier posts that you had experiences with DMT if I am not wrong.

It's not a big deal to experience day-to-day life as utterly pointless when you see the bigger picture from a higher perspective. For me personally, it gave a sense of absolute freedom. Check out Leo's video on Nihilism; it might help you navigate this stage.

Triggering existential crises or identity confusion as old beliefs and self-concepts dissolve. Leading to feelings of isolation or disconnection from those who don’t share your spiritual path. Uncovering suppressed emotions and traumas that can be difficult to process. Creating periods of disorientation or instability as you navigate new levels of consciousness. Bringing up doubts or frustrations when progress seems slow or when spiritual experiences challenge your worldview. I am not sure if there is a video that addresses those issues deeply. It would be interesting to hear how you navigated those issues.

That would be very, very long working time.

I took this photo yesterday evening. Sadly I was just a few seconds too late and didn't catch it when it showed: Dual AC - 22C - 22:22h - outside temp. 22C dual AC 22C Funny coincidence?

I am sure behind his ecstatic facial expression, there were thoughts like: "I hope they don't eat me" Nonetheles, absolutely amazing!

Think for a several hours what your biggest life problems are. What is holding you the most in life, and where do you want to be in the future. When you find the answers, write them down. a. Feed chat gpt with answers. b. Tell it to recommend you 10 books that would help you become better according to the info it has about you. c. Download Audible and enjoy becoming more informed about your specific life issues. At your free time, you can do the exercises you learned about in those books. This has been extremely powerful for me. Im listening audiobooks during my night shifts and while working on weekends, driving, cycling etc.

I don't know if someone already mentioned Teal Swan. That would be a Super-Interview!

Yes, you are still very young. That is a great thing. It's your most valuable resource. It's also good that you have high standards, since most of people just stay where they are and distract themselves from the fact that they are in a bad situation. a. Why not writing on a papir your 5 biggest life problems in hierarchy and brainstorming 3 solutions for each of them? The first and biggest problem is the one that if being solved could bring the biggest change in your life, and so on... b. Did you ask enough questions here about the parts of the ULP Course you were stuck on, in order to get further with it? c. Do you need those negative people in your life? Why don't you cut them off if they pull you down? At least those you can cut off. d. What exactly do you mean by: "you cannot communicate"? Have you spend most of your life alone and didn't get a chance to learn it or is it something else? Normally this is being learned by exposing your self slowly to social situations, every day a bit.

Exacly! I would add something to this: If you think you are already addicted to it, you can do the simple test. Try spending 2 weeks without thinking about smoking it. It worked for me.

Nope. Nor I see any meaning in it. Just wanted to share an interesting coincidence here and see what others think.

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@Leo Gura Do you know if othes who reached that state had similar body reactions?

@Breakingthewall He claimed he was poisoned with thallium, very toxic heavy metal while spending his prison time. He created more than 100 meditation techniques and was truly amazing human during his lifetime. You are giving him too less credit.

Yes, his ability to speak was out of this world. But I was also fighting not to fall asleep many times while listening to him. Not because it gets boring but because of sedating effect on the mind his speaking had.

Let's be honest. Most of us here are heavily introverted nerds who dream about living alone on USS Voyager somewhere in a deep space. Yes, maybe occasionally having a sexual intercourse with Capitan Janeway, but not more than that!

I love Osho. I probably listened every single discourse that is available on English language. He managed to erase all that was left of my stage blue traits. He was truly amazing.

Why not today?

I will assume I understand your statement correctly. If your statement is true, that means that I did not realize God , but just some aspects of it. ( Or I experienced a few specific holons ) Meaning, my trips did not get deep enough in order to realize the whole picture. Is that correct?

I do not accept this as answer since you partially quoted my question. Also, I as a 10 year old do not understand those words.

Why?

Next in the series: Life advice for middle-aged people Part 1

Yesterday I took a microdose of 0.7 mg 4-ACO-DMT . I went through some kind of existential crisis. I swear I could have a breakthrough when I was at the peak. @Pudgey I remember you mentioning that it's important to find your personal best fitting psychedelic for your specific genetics. The one where even a tiny dose is felt heavily. Could this be the thing?