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So, he talks about a single DMT experience he had 10 years ago, probably with Paul Check. I expected more... @Leo Gura I never understood that part about him. He praises Trump as the pinnacle of masculinity yet built his life around bioenergetics, Osho, and deep self-development. Ironically, he introduced me to this path, shaping my journey and leading me to your work. How can someone be so polarized?

Wait, what?! Elliot finally did psychedelics? Thanks for sharing!

Bernie Sanders is an amazing guy!

Yeah, that is crap. If plugging doesn't work, get some proper vaporizer for such serious trips.

What kind of vaporizer do you use? One for e-liquid?

Nothing beats blasting 5-MeO-DMT on an e-mesh, totally freaking out, blacking out, then waking up licking the floor thinking, "What the fuck just happened?"

I want to brew my own Ayahuasca to see if it will give me visuals or a 5-MeO-DMT-like experience, as other psychedelics. We have a legal version of NN-DMT in Germany called NB-DMT, which I plan to use for it. What are your experiences with Ayahuasca? Are there any easier methods to achieve similar effects?

Okay, thanks for clarifying.

That requires awakenings on different psychedelics. Or am I oversimplifying the the process?

He often talked about this. I wonder what kind of humans we would have if his dream of massively producing lab-made and grown babies came true. I imagine numerous fetuses growing; Never hearing a mother's heartbeat nor feeling human warmth during their earliest development.

In my personal experience, if you want to achieve something material, it's best to leave psychedelics completely for some time. Otherwise, it's hard to embrace stage Orange and stay motivated.

Probably every religion contains some fragments of truth, including Christianity, and therefore has the potential to reach Stage Turquoise. The real question is: what remains of that religion once it reaches that stage? But that's off-topic. If it works for you, then great!

For me, none of them did the job. My mind always goes for existential insights, and my psychology and whole life become just an irrelevant joke.

Reminds me on upbringing I got from my deep stage blue Christian mom. It was highly destructive. Subconscious message under this is: You are worthless peace of shit as well as your whole life. Let everyone piss and shit on you. God sees everything and will reward you in afterlife. ... Rage can be problematic and it's exactly what arises by suppressing anger. Anger is God given.

Sounds like typical Christian rehab law. Suppress and repress instead of express on a healthy way. Did they commit suicide and went crazy because they expressed their anger in destructive ways, or because they suppressed it until it became unbearable?

Hi @ularyel I am sorry for what happened to you. First I would like to say this: forgiveness comes organically - It shouldn't be forced. You can use Leo's forgiveness technique when you feel like you healed of the trauma. Otherwise you would be gaslighting yourself. Second If you think that your trauma is not severe, you could try diving in it using low doses of long lasting psychedelics. It will feel like opening an old wound, maybe even like dying. You will need to clean the old wound in order for it to heal. You do healing work by feeling the original trauma emotions that you probably didn't allow your self to feel at the moment. You let your body react in the way you feel it's proper for such situations when you dive into your memory. Reactions can be screaming, hitting or whatever you feel like you need to do in the moment. Thirdly Shame is natural residue of such trauma. You need to learn to own it. Do not run away from it. Write down on a paper all the things you are ashamed of. Recognize the emotions that arise while reading the list. Accept them. Shame will eventually go avay, and if you learn to feel and accept the emotions that come up, traumatic responses will eventually also go away. When you did that. You can use Leo's forgiveness technique and some self love affirmations for several weeks to ingrave them in your subconscious mind. I hope this helps. Wish you all the best.

Maybe he is just trying to upgrade to the premium version of schizophrenia.

@TruthFreedom Aren't you concerned that psychedelics might worsen your condition? It seems very risky given how unpredictable psychedelics can be, especially with schizophrenia.

@Ima FreemanYou could try inner child dialoguing to explore the root cause. It’s likely tied to a deeper fear you may not be fully aware of.

@emil1234 I had severe derealization/disassociation issues for months, triggerer by psychedelics.

It’s fascinating how Leo’s comment sets the tone for the entire thread. I expected more independent thinking and self-reflection from a forum that promotes precisely that.

10-15 mg vaped is sufficient in most cases.

@OBEler Intellectualizing to that point will not help you in any way. Just jump in that water. Probably you will open your eyes after a several minutes and see yourself licking the floor and saying "wtf was this?" For next few minutes.

Blackouts are common on 5MeO. Good thing is; trip lasts just a few minutes when you are vaping this chem. There is a big chance you won't even remember anything.

I used it for this purpose. It works better than I ever thought. You can of course give it some commands straightforward, like: "always call me on my shit"