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Leo, you're like an espresso for the soul.

I had my LSD tabs just lying around, not even properly air sealed for longer than year. They're still super potent.

If blinking ages you, maybe just stop blinking so much.

Jesus is not the problem. Organized religions are the problem. Religious people say they believe, but really they’re just afraid of losing their soul if they confess they actually don't believe. They escape that truth by clinging to religion. It’s on them.

Yes, I also see it like that.

Grew up hating Christianity, deep Stage Blue trauma, full-on religious PTSD lol. Took LSD… BAM! Merged with Christ itself. Got f***ing stigmata burns on both hands, like some cosmic prank. Didn’t even like that flavor of cake, but maybe that’s God’s way of showing me what I don’t like

It seems like marketing will be big part of my own struggle. Can you suggest some resources that can help me learn this? Thanks for the feedback. You're right, legal protection is important. I'm planning to get certified through a psychotherapy license that’s recognized in Germany. One legit path is a “Heilpraktiker for Psychotherapy” exam. There are prep schools for it - like Paracelsus School, which help you legally work with trauma without needing a psychology degree. That’s the route I’m looking into. Thanks!

Weed saved my life when I was heavily depressed and had a high level of anxiety. It gave me a lots of laughter, food tasted good for the first time, I slept well for the first time and it helped me tremendously to go out of my bubble where I lived for my whole life. But yeah, it eventually became an addiction that I needed to get rid of lol

You transitioned from M to F or F to M?

@Michael569Thank you, your response gave me exactly the kind of clarity I needed. I’ve been refining my niche, and here’s what feels the most true: Who I help: I support adult children of emotionally immature/alcoholic and religiously abusive families ,people who grew up feeling invisible, guilted, and shamed into self-erasure. Many were raised to believe that love had to be earned through obedience, silence, or martyrdom. They’re often in their 30s–40s, intelligent and emotionally sensitive, but stuck in cycles of self-abandonment, shame, and toxic loyalty. They’re just starting to awaken to the fact that their burnout, anxiety, or lack of identity is rooted in deep childhood conditioning, even if they most probably don’t use the word “trauma” or "CPTSD." **** What they’re looking for: They Google things like: “Why do I feel guilty saying no?” “Was my childhood emotionally abusive?” “Religious guilt healing” “Why do I feel responsible for everyone?” They’re not always ready for therapy, some are afraid of being pathologized. But they’re hungry for truth, emotional safety, and practical insight. They want realness, not academic distance. They want someone who’s lived it and speaks their language. **** My Offer: I’m not YET a therapist. But I’ve walked the fire, and healed most of it. I offer trauma-informed support rooted in emotional reparenting, inner child work, and the kind of spiritual clarity that only comes from surviving deep confusion and toxic shame. Your point about professionalism, boundaries, and legal protection is absolutely valid, and I’m sitting with it as I design what this practice becomes. But your biggest gift to me was this reminder: "Don’t just lead from what you survived. Lead from what your client is searching for.” As always thank you for being generous and sharp at the same time.

I forgot to mention: I’m 34, a father of two, working full-time. In my free time, I focus on healing, understanding my trauma, and learning how to share my insights to help others heal and grow too.

@Clarence you're incredibly brave. Your strength and honesty are deeply inspiring. Kudos to you!

"A fool thinks he can outrun reality" @Leo Gura is this about the guy who sprinted during a bad trip?

@Leo Gura, I’ve always admired the raw honesty and authenticity you’ve demonstrated, especially in talking openly about psychedelics and even sharing footage of your own trips. That’s rare and powerful. What I’d love to understand is this: How did you get to a point where you could publicly speak about something so controversial, without being crippled by shame or fear of judgment? Did you ever feel doubt, anxiety, or concern about how others (family, friends, public) would react? How did your close ones respond when you started openly talking about tripping and posting those videos, even talking about stage turquoise realizations which can easily be taken as insane or totally out of place? I’m able to talk about my realizations, but only when I feel the other person is open-minded enough. Going fully public with this still feels like a huge leap. I’d love to hear how you made that transition at that point of life.

@Leo Gura I had similar things on my mind. As always, thanks for clearing the fog!

@Leo Gura or anyone who has a good experience with middle to high doses of this chem. What is that extreme, violent, constantly shifting energy I feel during a 5-MeO-DMT trip? It’s like my entire being is being torn apart by a chaotic energy. It’s more like a trillion flies flinging around at ultra speed in all directions,almost like a living current made of raw intensity. No thoughts, no concepts, just pure, unbearable energy moving through “me,” yet there’s no “me” to hold onto. It feels like fiju fuj suc fijjoii hdhusjdbhhaixnshdisnxjsj totally beyond language. What exactly is this? Is it the raw nature of God? Infinite Energy? Or just my ego resisting annihilation? EDIT: I don't get this on other psychedelics, no matter how deep the trip becomes.

I prefer embodying Christ, but Goku works just as well for me.

Yeah, that could be it. I don't have these problem on other psychedelics. I will try vaping lower doses with a vape pen and working through these blockages.

I guess having a clearly defined life purpose and a "carrier" built around it made this easier. It's hard for me to imagine doing such things things while working 9 to 5.

Boofing sadly never had any effect on me at all. No matter the technique or dose. IM is also not an option. Don't like the idea of sticking needles in my veins. Yeah, I tried LSD, 4-AcO-DMT and 5-MeO-MALT, and had great experiences with all of them. Good point. I will do this. Good point. Will do this also!

It's extremely hard when my only option to use this chem is vaping. I am blasted away before I even know what is happening and after not more than 7 minutes I am back with only memory of what I described above. Maybe I should stick to longer lasting chems.

Weird. I though it's something what everyone goes through on 5-MeO. I had about 10 trips on mid-high doses and every single time had this experience.

I found this on reddit recently RDT_20250330_092212.mp4 I am watching it on loop.

I take 5mg daily and have been for about a year. But I also use a variety of brain detox supplements, so it’s hard to isolate which one gives the best bang for the buck. That said, I’m generally very focused and present most of the time.