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Yeah, but not in the limited scientific/Christian sense. Maybe he's using "devil" as a synonym for deception, lies, fear.

Lucifer is an imagined concept to keep the mental mastrubation going. Just as Jesus and archangels are.

@Salvijus The real Jesus is a chilli 🌶️ Just as the devil is. Just as the research you did.

Thank you

I didn't write anything here as a clinical statement.

Thanks for the chili pepper.

No offense taken. After all - you’re the one who wrote the whole text.

I did some self-inquiry while high on a very tiny dose of weed for the last two hours and wrote my thoughts down. Enjoy reading. @Sugarcoat ...or maybe… you’re just missing the point by throwing poetry in the trash. Namaste.

Really? I feel like he's gerting more Zen-grumpy with age. Like Lao Tzu with a flamethrower.

Usually they don't call the police.

Try this approach: Hey random hot girl! I don’t usually ask this on a first day, but… …have you ever erased yourself and the entire universe from existence, had the most mind-blowing experience ever… while in a full-blown panic attack? I did. Oh , and: It’s important to smile!

Mmm, I feel the divine heat.

Leo, you're like an espresso for the soul.

I had my LSD tabs just lying around, not even properly air sealed for longer than year. They're still super potent.

If blinking ages you, maybe just stop blinking so much.

Jesus is not the problem. Organized religions are the problem. Religious people say they believe, but really they’re just afraid of losing their soul if they confess they actually don't believe. They escape that truth by clinging to religion. It’s on them.

Yes, I also see it like that.

Grew up hating Christianity, deep Stage Blue trauma, full-on religious PTSD lol. Took LSD… BAM! Merged with Christ itself. Got f***ing stigmata burns on both hands, like some cosmic prank. Didn’t even like that flavor of cake, but maybe that’s God’s way of showing me what I don’t like

It seems like marketing will be big part of my own struggle. Can you suggest some resources that can help me learn this? Thanks for the feedback. You're right, legal protection is important. I'm planning to get certified through a psychotherapy license that’s recognized in Germany. One legit path is a “Heilpraktiker for Psychotherapy” exam. There are prep schools for it - like Paracelsus School, which help you legally work with trauma without needing a psychology degree. That’s the route I’m looking into. Thanks!

Weed saved my life when I was heavily depressed and had a high level of anxiety. It gave me a lots of laughter, food tasted good for the first time, I slept well for the first time and it helped me tremendously to go out of my bubble where I lived for my whole life. But yeah, it eventually became an addiction that I needed to get rid of lol

You transitioned from M to F or F to M?

@Michael569Thank you, your response gave me exactly the kind of clarity I needed. I’ve been refining my niche, and here’s what feels the most true: Who I help: I support adult children of emotionally immature/alcoholic and religiously abusive families ,people who grew up feeling invisible, guilted, and shamed into self-erasure. Many were raised to believe that love had to be earned through obedience, silence, or martyrdom. They’re often in their 30s–40s, intelligent and emotionally sensitive, but stuck in cycles of self-abandonment, shame, and toxic loyalty. They’re just starting to awaken to the fact that their burnout, anxiety, or lack of identity is rooted in deep childhood conditioning, even if they most probably don’t use the word “trauma” or "CPTSD." **** What they’re looking for: They Google things like: “Why do I feel guilty saying no?” “Was my childhood emotionally abusive?” “Religious guilt healing” “Why do I feel responsible for everyone?” They’re not always ready for therapy, some are afraid of being pathologized. But they’re hungry for truth, emotional safety, and practical insight. They want realness, not academic distance. They want someone who’s lived it and speaks their language. **** My Offer: I’m not YET a therapist. But I’ve walked the fire, and healed most of it. I offer trauma-informed support rooted in emotional reparenting, inner child work, and the kind of spiritual clarity that only comes from surviving deep confusion and toxic shame. Your point about professionalism, boundaries, and legal protection is absolutely valid, and I’m sitting with it as I design what this practice becomes. But your biggest gift to me was this reminder: "Don’t just lead from what you survived. Lead from what your client is searching for.” As always thank you for being generous and sharp at the same time.

I forgot to mention: I’m 34, a father of two, working full-time. In my free time, I focus on healing, understanding my trauma, and learning how to share my insights to help others heal and grow too.

@Clarence you're incredibly brave. Your strength and honesty are deeply inspiring. Kudos to you!