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Everything posted by shree
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Even I cannot vocalize any impact worth mentioning. I am wondering if this is the right thing for me... Its cool when I play with electronics, and the biggest thing I could do is to share it on youtube which is not making any impact because at the end, its all just stupid gadgets...
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Is there some tutorial on how to convert HCI to FB that you can share? I tried it but I lost a lot of chem in the process, and it still did not vaporize, instead, it got burned.
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E mesh vaporizer works great for me. When using 5MeO DMT I inhale for 7 seconds long and I am gone. One hit is more than enough to vaporize high dose of chem. What settings do you use to vape HCI? Do you use some kind of bubbler when doing so? Vapping HCI tastes gross and 30% of chem gets burned when I do it.
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@Lynx Congratulations on your first breakthrough. How many attempts did you have on 5MeO to get the first breakthrough? I did it 4 times in one week and just felt like a train drove over me all 4 times. (During the trip) The last attempt was the first one where I managed to bring something back from the whole experience. Even tho I have no idea what happened, it was very mind-f*cking and yaw dropping for me.
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Reading this while eating my breakfast is priceless.
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I did 3x enema, half hour each. One hour later I plugged 10, 20, 50mg of 5MeO MALT. It still didn't work. Anyway it doesn't hurt to try. Plugging would always be my first choice if it would work for me. After doing enema, start with smaller dose. 5-10mg. Maybe it works for you.
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Are we talking about 5MeO DMT ? I have the same problem. If 30mg plugged did nothing, I would give vaping a try. Start with 5mg.
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Thank you. I will stick to vaping from now on. Has anybody else experienced this on 5MeO MALT? Or is it just me and this guy? What is happening here?
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Small trip report: 55mg 5MeO MALT - Plugged - I just had a feeling of being high, and slightly disoriented. No trip whatsoever. 20 min. later I decided to try vaping 10mg of 5MeO MALT HCI. I instantly got some crazy visuals with closed eyes and felt it was kicking in. I was lying on the floor with an open body and started doing weird symmetrical movements with my hands. The whole thing would stop when I became aware of myself and tried to control those movements. When I brought myself back to "the surrender state" symmetrical hand movements would continue without my participation, sometimes legs would be included in this process. Suddenly I was standing on my head in some fucked up yoga posture wondering how I managed to do this, and why do I not use my body more often like this. When I tried meditating, I could easily go deep, but when my eyes were open, I was not very present... I was mostly confused the whole trip... I will try plugging 5MeO DMT and see if it also has a mild effect on me because I need a small dose when vaping. The whole trip lasted about 3 hours. @Leo Gura You said I should monitor my body for any aches or pain when I dose so high. I don't know if that makes sense, but I had some kind of pain/tingling/electricity feeling in my teeth during the whole trip. The rest was fine. Should I ignore that? Thanks, in advance.
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Yup, I had 3 attempts in 2 hours. I started with 5mg, it was an ugly feeling, I was somewhere between life and death. 10mg was harsher but not enough for a breakthrough. 30 min later I decided to get cocky and did 20-25. Comeup was harsh but manageable. Sadly I don't remember anything after a whiteout. Alright, enough off-topic
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Absolutely NOT. The rule is: no food 4 hours before tripping. That also means your last meal should not be too big. ( this was my mistake, I had too much food 4 hours before my trip ) Two days ago i had my first 5MeO DMT trip. I was blasted away by vaping 20-25mg. During comeup I needed to throw up. Shortly after that i had a whiteout. I am happy that I throw up before, and not during the whiteout. I never had a whiteout on 5MeO MALT but its better not to take any risks with things that can be prevented fairly easily.
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Thanks for the advice. I will keep it in mind.
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I was affraid to go higher than 50mg with 5meo malt, thinking I will take 5mgs too much and freak myself out totaly. I was thinking the whole time, if some people can have a breakthrough with 5-10mg, i should also have it with 40-50mg and not just some mild trip or no trip at all. This gives me confidence to try plugging or vaping 60+ mgs of 5meo malt next time, and to go towards 100mgs in hope that I finally shit myself. Thanks.
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1. Stop giving it fancy names like "Canabis" 2. Go buy Leo's Life purpuse course. After doing it correctly you will probably stop waisting your life on weed. 3. Find out what kind of psychological garbage you carry inside yourself and work on it. Come in contact with your emotions when you feel the need to smoke. Good luck.
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This could be an interasting one, but I feel it's not Leo's typical topic.
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In my case, there was nothing good about it. I tried different protocols and did it with LSD and Mushrooms. It turned me from a fully functional person who meditated and readed daily to a depressed, anxious, and angry creature with suicidal thoughts and insufficient focus or discipline to do something positive in daily life. But I am one of a small percent of people who experienced negative effects from microdosing. It's also possible that It activated something that I buried deep inside, so it may be wrong to call it negative. Self-love is something that I lack and need to work on. I agree with that. Solitude is sometimes the most beautiful thing in the world. Comeup on MALT always makes me horny, and I feel a need to jerk off. It fits its magenta tint which makes the whole experience sexy. It's interesting that last time when I wanted to trip and plugged 50+ mg I was shaking like crazy. It was the first time that I had that with MALT.
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Hi everyone, I already wrote about following the microdosing protocol which activated some negative emotions from the past. Suicidal thoughts, hopelessness, depression, anxiety. I was offered to start taking SSRIs but refused because psychedelics deserved a chance. Link to my previous Topic: Childhood trauma, depression and 5meo -I believe that having suicidal thoughts should be used as an opportunity to reach ego death because there is already a great magnitude pulling you towards it. I would feel wrong if I accepted medication to pull me back. I am grateful for negative experiences because they set me on this journey. This is my personal opinion based on my own experience, not advice for anybody else. Yesterday evening I had my first trip ever. This is how I started: I experimented with plugging 5meo MALT for 2 weeks. I did it in a fasted state and I took a piece of ginger 30 min before plugging. 1. Attempt I started small with 6mgs and decided to add 6mgs to see if anything would change. I felt nothing special. 2. Attempt 18mgs, I started to feel "something" And it was not a pleasant experience. I felt nausea and anxiety, and I was in an incredibly low state of awareness, a bit confused and disoriented but it was manageable. 3. Attempt I started with 24mgs and waited 15 min. Again, I felt just nausea and decided to plug +6mgs in the hope it would synergize with the previous dose. I finally started feeling that it was kicking in, so I waited 10-15 min. I was not fully satisfied with the result, and I felt confident to add 12mgs more. -It finally worked My threshold dose was 42mgs overall. 6mg micro scoop used for measuring. TRIP REPORT I lay on the floor in my hut which is located on an isolated piece of land. I was alone, closed all windows, locked the doors, and left just a tiny bit of light on in case it went wrong. (I was not very aware of the time, but when I try to remember the longevity of being in those states it feels like this:) First 15 min: I was hyper-aware. No thoughts were going through my head, and when one came, I could observe it like an entity that was separated from me. I had no past, no future. There was just now. after 30 min: I decided to sit and go deeper in meditation, it was so effortless. I felt weightless. Every move that I was making felt so magnificent. Just taking a breath or spreading my arms was pure joy. after 45 min: I am sitting in a meditative pose. Time slowed down drastically. The feeling of "I" was slowly getting lost and soon after that a short phase of laughing started. And the reason that there was laugh was: I will not call it awakening. It was more like "remembering". Of course. Of course, there is only me. after 1 hour, I carefully stood up to see how much control over my body I had. I was functioning fine. I went out of my hut and saw that the sky looked nicer than ever, it looked Godly. I never saw so many stars due to the lack of light pollution in that area. I decided to lie on the floor outside and admire the stars. I spent at least 1 hour lying on the concrete floor just admiring the stars, not judging, not much thinking, and not being bothered by the hard floor I was lying on, just enjoying the bliss of presence. It felt like the period of my life when I was practicing meditation for 1-2 hours daily for 2 months, but deeper and, with no effort at all. After 3 hours or something I wanted to go for 50+ mgs because I felt I could go so much deeper but I remembered that I had a dentist appointment the next day early in the morning so I decided to go home and get some sleep. On the next day, I woke up still very present even tho I had little sleep. Thank you for your patience and guidance @OBEler , @mpechura Questions: 1. I used a bunch of 5meo MALT to find my threshold dose. Is there a point for me in trying something else when my batch is empty, or should I stick with MALT and increase the dosage until I cannot handle it? 2. I still want to face my fears, traumas from childhood, experience non-duality for a longer period, psychological death, and of course some mind fuckery. Will it be possible with this chemical in higher doses? 3. Can I make myself more sensitive to this chemical? It will become a very costly hobby if I need 100mg every time I want to go deep. 4. Is it possible to increase my baseline of awareness/meditatives by using this substance?
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Maybe she just wanted to ask indirectly if he is single.
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Hi everyone. I tried plugging 5meo MALT for at least 15-20 times in the last two weeks. Only once I got some results and I used doses between 5mgs to 60mgs. I had a successful trip only once and it was mild. Today I also did Enema 2 times and was hoping to have some epic trip after it. I plugged 20+20mgs. Nothing. Later, I snorted 10mgs and had finally a mild feeling of high. I believe that 20mgs snorted would give me at least a mild trip, but I don't see it as a long-term solution because of problems that snorting can cause. I had a small surgery down there a few months ago and it is possible that scar tissue is not making the absorption of 5meo malt possible. My questions are: 1. What is the second best method to take this chem? 2. https://youtu.be/gHW6FeuhSjA?si=Wm3Za6e3JSAefOTq How about this method? Is it bad for health? 3. Any other sugestion? Thanks in advance.
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Thank you. 1. Yes, I am sticking to it. 2. Cool, good to know that. It will be super interesting to discover the benefits of it. 3. Curing trauma is never expensive. Making this a lifelong journey is what I was meant. But overall, what I can say is that just scratching the surface with 5meo MALT was the most meaningful experience I had in my life. I was skeptical about Leo´s words when he said that meditation can never bring you to those states of Consciousness. Now I know it 4. I wish those scales would be more accurate. It's possible that I used less than I thought. I hope for the sake of the batch lasting longer. 35mg as a single dose could be enough for the next time but I believe I can handle more. Nonetheless, I will try not to get too cocky too soon.
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I didn't really like how my nose and throat felt after snorting 5mg, so I think I'll stick with plugging.
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Osho and Rumi.
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5meo MALT - 42Mg - my first trip ever
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Great tutorial @mpechura Thanks for sharing. I found refillable spray bottles on Amazon. They are of a decent quality. I am sure similar ones are available in other places. EDIT: Here is a link: 3 x Spray Bottles 15 ml Amber Glass with Funnel