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Congratulations on your son. I hope you are all doing well. Newborns are "egotistic," but they don't have an "ego." They don't feel a sense of separation from their surroundings; they experience themselves as one with everything.

I understand your situation. I have two small kids and a full-time job. Luckily, I have a piece of land with a hut where I can work with psychedelics. However, it's not super fruitful because I can't dedicate enough time to it. My routine is usually to lay the kids down to sleep, pack some ginger tea, go to the hut, and have a breakthrough. After that, I go home and sleep because tomorrow is a new day.

I'm planning to start a 3-day water fast the day after tomorrow and would love to hear any tips or advice from those who have experience with extended fasting. Here are a few things I'm particularly curious about: 1. Preparation: What should I do to prepare my body and mind before starting the fast? 2. During the Fast: Any tips for managing hunger and maintaining energy levels? 3. Breaking the Fast: How should I reintroduce food once the fast is over? Any advice or personal experiences would be greatly appreciated! Thanks in advance.

Hmm, 25 mg plugged doesn't seem like a high dose to me. I usually use approximately 20 mg via a nasal spray and get a decent trip.

How old is this video?

Yes, I can imagine the cost of 6 or 7 replacement filters made out of metal or ceramic, plus the entire RO system.

RO systems usually have all components that contact water made of plastic, which concerns me. However, I'll install one because buying bottled water wastes time and energy. How does the water from your RO system taste?

I often need to run out of my hut when I need to take a shit while being high on 5MeO DMT. Other than than I have never done psychedelics in public.

How long does the trip last? I have a Sub Ohm ready with 5MeO Malt e-liquid but haven't found time to test it.

Yes, he was incredible. I have hundreds of hours of his video and audio discourses on my laptop, as well as several dozen of his books. ....How can a great book be too long?

Because 90 Rolls Royces are simply not enough for one person.

Please demonstrate a proper technique on how to roll in the sand. @Francis777 @Leo Gura I will attempt this method in the future. "keep your mouth shut and let go of need to scream" Are there any resources, videos, or books where I can learn more about this? Until now, I have only observed my experiences as best as I could and fought the urge to scream, but I haven't benefited in any way by doing so.

It's interesting to see how his trip begins at 54:15 and his ego starts to reemerge at 56:00. Beyond this point, his reactions don't appear to be entirely organic. Nevertheless, he remains profoundly affected.

@Leo Gura@Davino The initial advice Martin Ball gave me was to fully experience and express my emotions during the 5-MeO-DMT sessions. If I feel the need to scream, then I should scream. He even demostrated it on camera. He suggested not to set an intention before the journey, but rather to open up and express whatever feelings arise in that moment. I am not critiquing your approach, but I find it difficult to comprehend. Being born and raised amidst an extremely bloody war in a stage red/blue society leaves indelible marks, and I cannot fathom revisiting one's worst traumas without manifesting intense emotions. @Leo Gura I feel like you received more hugs as a child than I did, so perhaps you didn't have such strong urges to purge. During those trips, every cell in my body screams for the release of repressed energy. I've never acted on it, despite having more than ten breakthroughs with this substance, and I'm still struggling to find its value.

Thank you. I completed approximately 85 hours of water fasting, and it was a positive experience. Although I've heard from several individuals that it could be risky, I chose to proceed with it. For my next attempt, I plan to aim for five or more days.

I hold it in by rational thinking, just as I did on my last trip when I decided not to act on my urge to scream.

I didn't want to run or hurt myself. I lay down with my body open, feeling the need to scream. No more, no less. How do you Purge without expressing what you feel in the moment? Saying "Just keep your mouth shut." when you need to scream like that is like saying "just hold it in" when I need to shit. I did it every single time, nonetheless... But I see no worth in it.

Indeed, it does not seem good to interrupt the flow of such tremendeous energy. That's a great suggestion. I'll check what's available here in Germany. Thank you!

Book - Martin W Ball - Entheogenic Liberation And YT - https://youtu.be/Am3ycuA3RlM?feature=shared

Thanks for haring your experience. I’ll definitely be careful when breaking my fast.

Thanks @aurum Why not? What risks are you talking about?

Good points, I hadn't though about that.

Here's the idea: 1. Vape 5-MeO-DMT as usual. 2. Immediately put on an N95 mask over your mouth and nose. The theory is that the N95 mask might trap some of the exhaled vapor, allowing you to re-inhale it and possibly prolong the effects. I haven't explored this myself yet, but I thought it might be an interesting topic for discussion.

Kindle Paperwhite is great. You can also use it to listen audiobooks.

Recently, I've been testing lower doses of 5-MeO-DMT, specifically in the 2-5 mg range. Yesterday, I had a breakthrough experience with just 5 mg, but the onset was extremely intense and frightening. Typically, this is how I respond to 5-MeO-DMT: (I vape it on e-mesh) -2 mg: Visuals of gray spinning cogs, accompanied by a familiar, loud deep background noise. - 5 mg: intense, scary onset as always but now leading to a breakthrough. - 10 mg: I experienced a severe panic attack (I've only taken this dose once). - 12-20 mg: Breakthrough with a smooth come-up. (An infinitely orgasmic celebration, the most hardcore party imaginable, with an endless sense of "what the fuck is happening?") I am not referring to a body orgasm, just lacking the words to describe this I am wondering if other people have smooth come-ups on higher doses? Would love to hear about your experiences. Also, I'm curious if this intense, scary come-up is what @Leo Gura and others refers to as "insanity."