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shree replied to James123's topic in Spirituality, Consciousness, Awakening, Mysticism, Meditation, God
You need an ice bath. -
shree replied to James123's topic in Spirituality, Consciousness, Awakening, Mysticism, Meditation, God
Why do you people need to involve God in every single conversation? Sorry but, You all sound sometimes like fundamentalists. Including OP. The guy is going through a crisis. His child is sick. End of story. Nobody is slapping anybody. You all need a cold shower. -
shree replied to James123's topic in Spirituality, Consciousness, Awakening, Mysticism, Meditation, God
Be the father your child needs right now. You do that by actively working on your flaws and giving him the attention he deserves. Attention = love. It sounds obvious, but I need this reminder more often than not. -
shree replied to James123's topic in Spirituality, Consciousness, Awakening, Mysticism, Meditation, God
Honestly, I think that your son's situation might be activating some rejected parts of yourself. Maybe you were in a similar situation and weren't allowed to feel the pain of your own experience. If I’ve learned anything from having kids, it’s that every stage of their development will trigger things that you’ve repressed. But, it's just a wild guess based on my own experiences. -
shree replied to James123's topic in Spirituality, Consciousness, Awakening, Mysticism, Meditation, God
Hey @James123 I am deeply sorry for what you're going through with your son. As a father of two, I can feel your pain. My son also had a serious condition (something different) two years ago. He was repeatedly treated with casual antibiotic prescriptions until we sought other opinions. It took energy, time, money, and many other resources, but after several surgeries in a specialized hospital, the doctors said he might struggle with it in the future. However, since then, he hasn't needed antibiotics, not even once. From a child who was always sick and dependent on antibiotics, he grew into a super smart little boy with a lot of energy. He's often hard to handle, but most importantly, he is very healthy now! I understand that you are going through a hard time, but I want to remind you that you are everything your child has. Sometimes, we need to fake a smile so those little ones don’t see the reflection of their pain in our faces. I wanted to remind you that after the darkest nights of the soul, a rainbow sometimes appears. Stay strong! I wish your son, you, and your family all the best. -
Reflection on My LSD Trip (and Confessions) 1. I gave my best to write this trip report as soon as possible before my ego could corrupt it by interpreting it in its own way, but that doesn’t mean it's 100% pure. 2. Three days after the trip, I feel like it didn’t even happen. 3. I will not write songs about it. I just lacked the words to describe the intensity of the experience. Those songs would probably be garbage anyway. 4. I don’t think this experience, or any other psychedelic experience, changed me even 1%, even though I had multiple experiences with the so-called crown jewel of the entheogens. If anything changed me for the better, it’s actively working on myself. 5. I discovered that "Truth" is, after all, not my greatest value. It’s okay to dream and have other values. 6. Child abuse and genocide are not good! Don’t do that shit! 7. I secretly wanted Leo to comment on my trip report. (To pat me and say "good boy.") 8. My ego is now even bigger since I wrote and shared these confessions. (Fuck...)
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I haven't tried the standard version, but it's said to be the same, only less potent. I didn´t said such a thing. I only described the revelations I had during the awakening. What I realized is that, in the grand scheme of things, everything will be fine, no matter what happens. I mentioned child abuse because I experienced it myself and grew up in a country that endured significant genocides. Until now, I only had serious trips on 5-MeO-DMT. However, it seems that, as Leo said, once you have experienced that, all other chemicals produce 5-MeO-DMT-like trips. So, I had a 16-hour 5-MeO-DMT trip, minus the come-up and come-down. I cannot imagine walking and eating in the highest states I experienced. It was only possible when the waves would pass, and my ego and body control would be regained. However, due to the hardcore tripping and its length, my energy got depleted, and I had to break my water fast during the trip. Thank you, but my writing isn't very good. I did wrote this text but it is AI-enhanced. I guess I will never see any visuals on psychedelics or get abducted by aliens. It all got really serious and radical What dream? To become a multi-billionaire? To become Batman? It's all human nonsense. Our mind is extremely limited in its normal state. We don't know what is truly possible. In the highest state, the witness is witnessing itself, without any concept of eyes. In lower states, I could witness food and my body, but nonetheless, it was all made out of the same substance as I am.
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It was a low-dose, enjoyable, mild trip. Nothing serious. As I read about it, it's a typical mushrooms trip.
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Very important side note: By the end of the trip, my laundry was completely dry. LSD trips are SO damn long.
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I recently had a profound 5-MeO-DMT trip following a 3-day water fast. It was the best trip I've ever had on this chem. During the breakthrough, I felt an overwhelming urge to scream from deep within, like needing to release a nuclear explosion of energy. It wasn't out of panic, but rather a necessary release. Unfortunately, I had to contain this urge because I was worried about my neighbors hearing me. I've come to realize that the place where I normally trip isn't suitable for such intense experiences. I need a space where I can fully let go without worrying about others checking on me or causing a disturbance. Does anyone have suggestions for environments or locations that would allow for complete freedom and privacy during a trip without any concerns about noise or interruptions?
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I have a feeling that I can experience a second breakthrough right after the first one without taking a second hit. I get anxious about it, so I hold back and never really go through the second one. But I feel if I would just surrender, I would be launched into that state again a few moments after my ego returns. Am I just projecting here?
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Do you have same scary come-up on higher doses or just when you go low?
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Yes, this crossed my mind a several times. I guess I was lucky until now.
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Thanks for the tip but I am not a fan of this approach. It scares me more than being stuck in this horrific onset.
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I came back just to say thank you for the tips. I took a threshold dose of 10-12mg and had a mild trip, but I can say: 4-AcO-DMT is AMAZING! EDIT: I have 3 more questions: 1. Is there anything significant in the waves at the start of the trip, or is the real value in the trip after the waves? 2. Should I go for 20mg next time or just increase the dose by 5mg next time? 3. I suppose 4-ACO-DMT has a cross tolerance with 1D-LSD?
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I will give higher doses a try tomorrow. As I remember, I had no hard onset on 17-20mg. I normally get that shit on 5-12mg. I was searching for the lowest effective dose after I gathered some experience with the chem. That is why I went lower on the first place.
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shree replied to koops's topic in Spirituality, Consciousness, Awakening, Mysticism, Meditation, God
5-MeO-Marvel -
shree replied to koops's topic in Spirituality, Consciousness, Awakening, Mysticism, Meditation, God
I guess there are many different interpretations. For me, it is almost identical to a 5-MeO-DMT breakthrough. I see this background not as a background but as everything that exists, visualized as the net of reality. This bottom part is just a memory of my material identity and beliefs. It doesn't hold such a significant place in my breakthrough on this chemical. -
shree replied to koops's topic in Spirituality, Consciousness, Awakening, Mysticism, Meditation, God
Really? It brought me back to my 5-MeO-DMT breakthrough experiences. I would just add slightly more orange color to this net around the observer. -
shree replied to koops's topic in Spirituality, Consciousness, Awakening, Mysticism, Meditation, God
It gives me anxiety just by looking at it. It's amazing. -
Okay, here it comes. I force myself to smile... But inside, I wonder, will I ever be able to function again after this? I really messed up. Maybe it's so scary because I'm vaping it. I get launched into the stratosphere in a few seconds. @Davino good points. Sadly plugging works poorly for me. I waisted a small pile of chems trying it, and never even had a mild trip.
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shree replied to enchanted's topic in Spirituality, Consciousness, Awakening, Mysticism, Meditation, God
VPN? -
shree replied to BlessedLion's topic in Spirituality, Consciousness, Awakening, Mysticism, Meditation, God
Or at the very least, a recommendation to take a hit of 5-MeO-DMT.