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@Raze Very helpful, I will watch them all, thank you. @Breakingthewall Yes, I am born in the Balkans during the war and grew up in a very stage-blue family with a father who had big alcohol problems. I agree that my roots are rotten. I am a very functional human today, not seeing myself as depressive or anything similar but Paul Stamets Microdosing Protocol triggered some dark things from the past in me, therefore there is a possibility that stronger psychedelics do it in a much harsher way. My plan was to continue microdosing and working with a psychotherapist for some time. @Yimpa Good to hear an opinion from somebody who has a personal experience with SSRIs and its cool to read about your Ketamin experience. Unfortunately in Germany where I live now, ketamine and similar things are still not used in treating psychological issues... I am glad that you are better today and that you can explore consciences using psychedelics.

Just a guy asking a normal question. I see nothing bad in it, especially when it comes from somebody who is part of this forum for so long.

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Well, I guess we don't know until I do it. As soon I come across 5meo MALT ( which is super hard to find ) I will plug a minimal dose and test it and hopefully increase the dosage over time. I will report as soon as it happens.

It makes things easier if your life´s purpose is already aligned with the use of psychedelics and exploring consciousness. I am also super interested in philosophy, spirituality, and all of the subjects that actualized.org is about and it could also launch me in that direction which has nothing to do with my current big passion. Yep, I am not at all interested in taking SSRIs because they are not aligned with my values. She also told me that she crosses many people who finish in hospital after usage of psychedelics... But of course, it's questionable, what they exactly used, how much, and what was their mental state, set and setting..... I will keep your words in mind.

Is there any ETA for this new course?

Thank you for this Info. I will inform myself more about these substances. Could 5meo MALT be a better choice for a first-timer with unresolved underlying issues? Do you recommend I have an experienced trip sitter who I trust on my first trip? I am asking because you were not recommending trip sitters before. Now, this is a second problem. After many hours working on it, I almost finished your Life Purpose Course and I have a strong feeling that after my first trip, the outcome will be messed up.

@Yimpa I meant every YT video. Sorry if I triggered you. Please do not spam further on my topic. Thanks for considering my request.

Than you. It's really helpfull to read this.

I am in the same situation here. My wife is against it, and I am quite sure my therapist thinks the same about it. I am thinking about how can I escape for 2 days from my wife and kids to plug some 5meo finally.