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In the beginning, I had some strong 5-MeO-DMT trips that opened me up, but they didn’t feel directly useful. Since then, I’ve become super sensitive. Just a little weed or a tiny bit of any psychedelic sends me deep. Recently, though, the biggest insights happened while sober. I clearly felt infinity here, in normal everyday life. No big show, just a quiet collapse of what I thought was real. Still, I honestly don’t know what to call those moments. “Enlightenment” feels like a cartoon word compared to what I experienced.

Skip beliefs. Go straight to God. LSD will do.

Yeah, once a week using your imagination seems most natural and is probably the best approach! Porn is way too addictive, especially if you used it as a coping system early on. It stays with you.

I don’t need to be a mod to recognize when someone is spamming nonsense and degrading the forum. It's just a basic standard.

@TruthFreedom If you are high - breathe, ground yourself, log off. Don’t spam the forum.

Yeah, I tried 1V and 1D-LSD They were powerful. I would bet this new analog is just as potent.

Lol.

My life purpose is clear: I help adult children of dysfunctional families release shame, reclaim self-worth, and live freely and authentically. I’ve gone through deep pain, emotional neglect, shame, trauma. Through inner child work, emotional healing, and self-awareness, I went from a miserable, lost person to someone who is mostly joyful, emotionally literate, sometimes ecstatic, and increasingly aware of his true nature. But I still ask myself: Will people trust me without a diploma? I fear not being taken seriously. I fear being seen as not good enough without formal education. But I know what I offer is real. It comes from life, not from a classroom. To those walking a similar path: Did you struggle with something similar? How does one build trust without a degree? @Emerald @Leo Gura @Exystem @Michael569 @Thought Art Tagging a few I know are on a similar path, but I’d appreciate feedback from anyone who is on a path of mastery.

That is a very tiny difference in density. Nothing you should be worried about.

Why not both? @Hojo Bringing a child to this world is not cloning yourself. -You teach him to love himself and let him develop into anything he is about to become, as a result of unconditional love. It's wrong to think a child is an extension of yourself. -Raising a child can be an extraordinary powerful shadow work if you are aware enough to see it, not react on it but mindlesly , but to integrate all the aspects of yourself that you repressed during your own upbringing. "Seeing" God will NOT magically fix anything in your life. If anything, it will make the life you created before it more dysfunctional. -Having another person in your life is an expression of God, just as having kids, just as being alone.

I think 6mg scoop should take approximately 4mg of 5-MeO-DMT, considering the scoop is full, and pressed-flat.

Scales are not reliable for such a small measurements. At least not these scales that are sold under 150€. And that would be an overkill. Micro-scoops are more reliable and more than good enough for this purpose.

You don't need a scale. Micro scoops are good enough. https://amzn.eu/d/iXgoDDF One black - 6mg scoop of 5-MeO-DMT should be a good start depending on your ROA.

Yeah, there is some emotional charge behind it. I’m aware of it, and I’m okay with it. Glad the signature saved me from your wrath, oh pig of Infinity

Inspiring story, thanks. The problem is - not everyone is open-minded enough to recognize such a thing. People love formalities. That is why we have organized religions, the pharmaceutical mafia, and the whole field of psychology based on "what is wrong with you" instead of "what happened to you".

Awesome, thanks for sharing!

Sometimes I go straight from awakening to picking up my kids from kindergarten. Sometimes I head to work. Sometimes I end up in total nonsense small talk with my in-laws. And sometimes, after a severe panic attack or a bad trip, I need a bit longer to come back. But all in all, life goes on.

@Yimpa Wait, what... you mean... you are also... Batman?! Describing a fire from reading about it, not being burned by it - nice try

I’ve got some photos of myself tripping on 5-MeO-DMT that make your picture look normal. Girls didn’t know whether to run away or marry me.

I'm Batman

I just added one more custom instruction: "Challenge and expand my thinking instead of being overly nice!" Thanks.

Hanging out with masculine men and doing masculine things will help you act more masculine, but it won't lead to deep transformation. In order to achieve that, core wounds need to be treated. Every single human has wounds.

@Princess Arabia When I imagine a masculine man, I see someone who stands firm and clear-headed when things get dicey. A man with a strong sense of purpose, clearly defined high-consciousness values, who doesn't fawn, freeze, or fold under pressure. A man fully aware of his past traumas, how they shaped him, and how they trigger him - and he owns it. I couldn't care less about the mainstream "masculine man" image - it's mostly gym bro nonsense. Boys with big muscles, angry rapper faces, and mob mentality who stand for absolutely nothing real in life. I am in the middle of doing something right now... I will check the video later if i find some time.

Heal your past traumas, trauma responses, and trauma-bond relationships. As you heal, the people-pleasing, shyness, and insecurity will naturally fade away. Your real masculine energy will show up by itself, because it was always there underneath the pain.