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Hmm, 25 mg plugged doesn't seem like a high dose to me. I usually use approximately 20 mg via a nasal spray and get a decent trip.

How old is this video?

Yes, I can imagine the cost of 6 or 7 replacement filters made out of metal or ceramic, plus the entire RO system.

RO systems usually have all components that contact water made of plastic, which concerns me. However, I'll install one because buying bottled water wastes time and energy. How does the water from your RO system taste?

I often need to run out of my hut when I need to take a shit while being high on 5MeO DMT. Other than than I have never done psychedelics in public.

How long does the trip last? I have a Sub Ohm ready with 5MeO Malt e-liquid but haven't found time to test it.

Yes, he was incredible. I have hundreds of hours of his video and audio discourses on my laptop, as well as several dozen of his books. ....How can a great book be too long?

Because 90 Rolls Royces are simply not enough for one person.

Please demonstrate a proper technique on how to roll in the sand. @Francis777 @Leo Gura I will attempt this method in the future. "keep your mouth shut and let go of need to scream" Are there any resources, videos, or books where I can learn more about this? Until now, I have only observed my experiences as best as I could and fought the urge to scream, but I haven't benefited in any way by doing so.

It's interesting to see how his trip begins at 54:15 and his ego starts to reemerge at 56:00. Beyond this point, his reactions don't appear to be entirely organic. Nevertheless, he remains profoundly affected.

@Leo Gura@Davino The initial advice Martin Ball gave me was to fully experience and express my emotions during the 5-MeO-DMT sessions. If I feel the need to scream, then I should scream. He even demostrated it on camera. He suggested not to set an intention before the journey, but rather to open up and express whatever feelings arise in that moment. I am not critiquing your approach, but I find it difficult to comprehend. Being born and raised amidst an extremely bloody war in a stage red/blue society leaves indelible marks, and I cannot fathom revisiting one's worst traumas without manifesting intense emotions. @Leo Gura I feel like you received more hugs as a child than I did, so perhaps you didn't have such strong urges to purge. During those trips, every cell in my body screams for the release of repressed energy. I've never acted on it, despite having more than ten breakthroughs with this substance, and I'm still struggling to find its value.

Thank you. I completed approximately 85 hours of water fasting, and it was a positive experience. Although I've heard from several individuals that it could be risky, I chose to proceed with it. For my next attempt, I plan to aim for five or more days.

I hold it in by rational thinking, just as I did on my last trip when I decided not to act on my urge to scream.

I didn't want to run or hurt myself. I lay down with my body open, feeling the need to scream. No more, no less. How do you Purge without expressing what you feel in the moment? Saying "Just keep your mouth shut." when you need to scream like that is like saying "just hold it in" when I need to shit. I did it every single time, nonetheless... But I see no worth in it.

Indeed, it does not seem good to interrupt the flow of such tremendeous energy. That's a great suggestion. I'll check what's available here in Germany. Thank you!

Book - Martin W Ball - Entheogenic Liberation And YT - https://youtu.be/Am3ycuA3RlM?feature=shared

Thanks for haring your experience. I’ll definitely be careful when breaking my fast.

Thanks @aurum Why not? What risks are you talking about?

Good points, I hadn't though about that.

Here's the idea: 1. Vape 5-MeO-DMT as usual. 2. Immediately put on an N95 mask over your mouth and nose. The theory is that the N95 mask might trap some of the exhaled vapor, allowing you to re-inhale it and possibly prolong the effects. I haven't explored this myself yet, but I thought it might be an interesting topic for discussion.

Kindle Paperwhite is great. You can also use it to listen audiobooks.

Recently, I've been testing lower doses of 5-MeO-DMT, specifically in the 2-5 mg range. Yesterday, I had a breakthrough experience with just 5 mg, but the onset was extremely intense and frightening. Typically, this is how I respond to 5-MeO-DMT: (I vape it on e-mesh) -2 mg: Visuals of gray spinning cogs, accompanied by a familiar, loud deep background noise. - 5 mg: intense, scary onset as always but now leading to a breakthrough. - 10 mg: I experienced a severe panic attack (I've only taken this dose once). - 12-20 mg: Breakthrough with a smooth come-up. (An infinitely orgasmic celebration, the most hardcore party imaginable, with an endless sense of "what the fuck is happening?") I am not referring to a body orgasm, just lacking the words to describe this I am wondering if other people have smooth come-ups on higher doses? Would love to hear about your experiences. Also, I'm curious if this intense, scary come-up is what @Leo Gura and others refers to as "insanity."

I'm reaching out for some guidance or shared experiences regarding severe social anxiety that emerges each time my ego reasserts itself after a breakthrough on 5-MeO-DMT. To give some context, I was born during a war, and the country I grew up in never truly recovered from the conflict. My childhood was fraught with challenges, including a possible sexual trauma, an aggressive alcoholic father, and a super-religious Christian mother who attributed our difficulties to a lack of faith and insufficient church attendance. This has deeply influenced my life, contributing to a complex mix of abnormal shame, massive social anxiety, depression, and dissociation throughout the first 25 years of my life. In my journey with 5-MeO-DMT, I've learned to surrender to the intense social anxiety that follows the dissolution of my ego during breakthroughs. I try to open up and allow the feelings to pass through me, as Martin Ball suggested me. Despite these challenges I had in the past I lead a functional life today, with my own family. However, my relationships could be much healthier, I could be less introverted, and sometimes my anger issues are quite severe. My experiences with psychedelics indicate that I still harbor unresolved trauma? Any tips or personal insights would be greatly appreciated. Thank you in advance for your support.

Sorry for the super late answer. I couldn't find such a video. My conversion guide is a compilation of various guides I found online. I input this information into ChatGPT-4 to create a consolidated guide, which I've tested myself a few times before sharing here.

READ THIS FIRST! #### Tips for Improved Safety and Efficacy: - Use the MINIMAL necessary amount of water to simplify the process. - AVOID EXCESSIVE HEAT to prevent the degradation/burning of HCl salt and maintain potency. - Conduct this process in a well-ventilated area to minimize exposure to potentially harmful fumes. - Keeping experiments on a small scale is recommended for safety and accuracy. - Aim for larger clumps during collection for easier handling. #### Required Materials: - HCl salt - Sodium Carbonate (NOT baking soda) - Toothpick for mixing - Soup Spoon as a mixing vessel - Candle for controlled heating #### Recommended Ratio: Use a 4:1 ratio of HCl salt to Sodium Carbonate. For example, combine 40mg of the HCl salt with 10mg of Sodium Carbonate. #### Step-by-Step Process: 1. **Weighing the HCl Salt**: Accurately weigh the HCl salt needed. (I suggest using Micro Scoops.) For instance, 40mg. 2. **Placing the HCl Salt**: Place the weighed HCl salt in the center of the spoon. 3. **Measuring Sodium Carbonate**: Weigh out the Sodium Carbonate precisely. Use 10mg to match the earlier example. 4. **Mixing the Components**: Mix the Sodium Carbonate and HCl salt together on the spoon with a toothpick. 5. **Preparing for Heating**: Light the candle, but wait before placing the spoon over the flame. 6. **Adding Water**: Add ONE or TWO drops of water to the spoon, avoiding direct contact with the mixture initially. 7. **Incorporating Water**: Use the toothpick to gently mix the water into the chemical mixture. 8. **Controlled Heating**: Hold the spoon above the candle flame, stirring continuously. Remove from heat when the mixture begins to foam, but keep stirring. (Do not let it evaporate! I actually got slightly high during this process.) Repeat the process until you achieve a paste-like consistency. 9. **Observing the final product** The finished product should be a moist, tan, clumpy powder, similar in texture to wet brown sugar, with minimal oily residue. 10. **Drying the Freebase**: Spread the freebase powder on paper to dry. It will remain somewhat sticky. 11. **Final Analysis**: After drying, the freebase is ready for further examination. 12. **Storage Recommendations**: Store the freebase in a silicone/glass/plastic container.