shree

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  1. https://www.amazon.de/gp/aw/d/B09QSVG2QS?psc=1&ref=ppx_pop_mob_b_asin_image I am using one of these in my apartment. It's unbelievable! It requires a filter replacement every 4 months from my experience. And one of those replacements filters costs 50-70€.
  2. I don't think you can get such accurate scale under $200.
  3. It is accurate enough unless you want to do SubQ.
  4. I I suppose that's the reason why even typically visual psychedelics give me very radical, clean, non-visual trips. I had approximately 10 breakthroughs on 5-MeO-DMT before trying LSD and 4-ACO-DMT.
  5. I never did mushrooms so I cannot say, but as I was reading on internet they should be identical. Comedown was beautiful, I felt like I came from a great vacation. My dose was 10-12mg. EDIT: I felt slightly nauseous, but nothing what one ginger tea cannot fix.
  6. What is your opinion about 4-AcO-DMT? Can fumarate be taken orally? If yes, what is the dosage? Can it be used for therapeutic purposes, or is it considered a recreational psychedelic?
  7. This dose would send me to the moon and further. 15mg already gives me a really radical trip. 10mg is a sweet spot for an enjoyable trip in my case. I love it!
  8. If you don't speak English you are running on a Symbian in 2024.
  9. I speak Croatian, German and English. Each of them is very different, and I notice that Everytime when I speak another language I slightly change my personality and tone of voice. But I don't think there is much more to it than that.
  10. I had one trip on LSD and three trips on 4-ACO-DMT in the last seven days. I didn't notice any tolerance. 4-ACO-DMT is supposedly the same as mushrooms. Test it out. Maybe you are also lucky.
  11. You cannot know that unless you have experienced the infinity. That is my point.
  12. The top of the mountain may be in front of your nose, but you are blinded by looking at the map. Books, religion, spirituality, even Leo's words are just pointers, maps. When a person who has experienced the absolute says this is all a dream, it doesn’t mean material reality is irrelevant or non-existent. It just means it's pale in comparison with the experience of the absolute. Pale as a dream is to the material world.
  13. Thanks. I just try to take enough electrolytes on the days when I trip. Since I know vitamins break the fast, I take them on the days when I don't do water fast/trip.
  14. To an outside observer, it would probably look like he overdosed on heroin or something. Without direct experience, you have nothing. Also, sharing those kind of videos is doing nothing good to his private life.
  15. If you need a reason as motivation to push you through, then ground yourself and find a tangible reason in the material world. For me, this whole talking seems like giving off your power to change something to imaginary gods.
  16. Why do you people need to involve God in every single conversation? Sorry but, You all sound sometimes like fundamentalists. Including OP. The guy is going through a crisis. His child is sick. End of story. Nobody is slapping anybody. You all need a cold shower.
  17. Be the father your child needs right now. You do that by actively working on your flaws and giving him the attention he deserves. Attention = love. It sounds obvious, but I need this reminder more often than not.
  18. Honestly, I think that your son's situation might be activating some rejected parts of yourself. Maybe you were in a similar situation and weren't allowed to feel the pain of your own experience. If I’ve learned anything from having kids, it’s that every stage of their development will trigger things that you’ve repressed. But, it's just a wild guess based on my own experiences.
  19. Hey @James123 I am deeply sorry for what you're going through with your son. As a father of two, I can feel your pain. My son also had a serious condition (something different) two years ago. He was repeatedly treated with casual antibiotic prescriptions until we sought other opinions. It took energy, time, money, and many other resources, but after several surgeries in a specialized hospital, the doctors said he might struggle with it in the future. However, since then, he hasn't needed antibiotics, not even once. From a child who was always sick and dependent on antibiotics, he grew into a super smart little boy with a lot of energy. He's often hard to handle, but most importantly, he is very healthy now! I understand that you are going through a hard time, but I want to remind you that you are everything your child has. Sometimes, we need to fake a smile so those little ones don’t see the reflection of their pain in our faces. I wanted to remind you that after the darkest nights of the soul, a rainbow sometimes appears. Stay strong! I wish your son, you, and your family all the best.
  20. Reflection on My LSD Trip (and Confessions) 1. I gave my best to write this trip report as soon as possible before my ego could corrupt it by interpreting it in its own way, but that doesn’t mean it's 100% pure. 2. Three days after the trip, I feel like it didn’t even happen. 3. I will not write songs about it. I just lacked the words to describe the intensity of the experience. Those songs would probably be garbage anyway. 4. I don’t think this experience, or any other psychedelic experience, changed me even 1%, even though I had multiple experiences with the so-called crown jewel of the entheogens. If anything changed me for the better, it’s actively working on myself. 5. I discovered that "Truth" is, after all, not my greatest value. It’s okay to dream and have other values. 6. Child abuse and genocide are not good! Don’t do that shit! 7. I secretly wanted Leo to comment on my trip report. (To pat me and say "good boy.") 8. My ego is now even bigger since I wrote and shared these confessions. (Fuck...)
  21. I haven't tried the standard version, but it's said to be the same, only less potent. I didn´t said such a thing. I only described the revelations I had during the awakening. What I realized is that, in the grand scheme of things, everything will be fine, no matter what happens. I mentioned child abuse because I experienced it myself and grew up in a country that endured significant genocides. Until now, I only had serious trips on 5-MeO-DMT. However, it seems that, as Leo said, once you have experienced that, all other chemicals produce 5-MeO-DMT-like trips. So, I had a 16-hour 5-MeO-DMT trip, minus the come-up and come-down. I cannot imagine walking and eating in the highest states I experienced. It was only possible when the waves would pass, and my ego and body control would be regained. However, due to the hardcore tripping and its length, my energy got depleted, and I had to break my water fast during the trip. Thank you, but my writing isn't very good. I did wrote this text but it is AI-enhanced. I guess I will never see any visuals on psychedelics or get abducted by aliens. It all got really serious and radical What dream? To become a multi-billionaire? To become Batman? It's all human nonsense. Our mind is extremely limited in its normal state. We don't know what is truly possible. In the highest state, the witness is witnessing itself, without any concept of eyes. In lower states, I could witness food and my body, but nonetheless, it was all made out of the same substance as I am.
  22. It was a low-dose, enjoyable, mild trip. Nothing serious. As I read about it, it's a typical mushrooms trip.
  23. Very important side note: By the end of the trip, my laundry was completely dry. LSD trips are SO damn long.