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When I am infinite, there is no idea of fear. My Ego is terrified when I try to understand what actually happened. Do you choose to go back, or is your trip simply finished, and your awareness comes back down to a normal level.... I don't like using the word "God" because it can be so misleading.

Everything we ever do is merely masturbation.

10mg should be sufficient for a breakthrough if vaporized efficiently and if you hold the breath as long as you can. Considering that nothing gets burned in the process and that you have a typical sensitivity to 5-MeO-DMT. 5mg also does the job for me but such a low dose freaks the shit out of me. Martin Ball told me that people normally don't need more than 12-15mg vaped for a breakthrough. ( This was true in my case ) Doses that you plugged seem too low to have any effects. For example, plugging doesn't have any effect on me. I spent at least 0.5g of 5-MeO's testing out different techniques but never had a trip by doing it this way.

@Keryo Koffa Did you manage to have a breakthrough on 5-MeO-DMT? Have you tried vaping it instead of smoking? What was the dosage?

....stopped masturbating while reading this

Is NN-DMT and DMT not the same thing?

I would highly recommend you and everyone else not to touch my hand.

I never tried NN-DMT but I get this shitty feeling when vaping 5-MeO-MALT...

This does not apply for perverts like me. I also have infinitly high libido.

Someone should produce a game called: World of Witchcraft - Middle Ages DLC

To be fully awake at all times means to completely let go of the fact that you were ever a human. It's okay to be immersed in a dream, but the dream has another quality when you realize it's only a dream. You cannot sustain these high states with psychedelics, but you can experience the highest Truth if you are interested in it. The experience of that truth can be a good motivation to be more authentic and live a generally better life while immersed in the dream. By experiencing yourself as a God, you get the chance to make your daily decisions out of love instead of fear. That is a huge game-changer.

After doing Ayahuasca, she became President Harmala Harris.

It's easier to give authority to a priest to decide for you than to take several hits of 5-MeO-DMT.

Hi @Butters You have the right to feel exactly how you feel about the situation. My father is a heavy alcoholic. He destroyed our family and made my childhood miserable, which has affected me heavily in my thirties. An interesting pattern in families like mine is that the alcoholic is often treated as a victim. People say, "Oh, he is sick. He had a bad childhood, and that's why he drinks." That is all BS. I could have used this as an excuse to run away from the truth by drinking, but instead, I went straight to hell more than once and faced the truth to collect the fractured pieces of myself and heal. For me, the best way to deal with this situation is to cut ties with those people, no matter what society says. No matter who you think they are to you or who owes what to whom, you must prioritize your healing from the damage done by an alcoholic person. Believing that things will magically change one day and everyone will be happy is typical magical thinking of emotionally deprived adult children. This thinking will likely drain you emotionally, making you unavailable for your children (if you have them) and others close to you. I understand that this statement doesn't sound very enlightened, but I will say it anyway: I have zero remorse for alcoholics. I understand I went a bit off-topic here, but this subject triggers me since I am still healing. I hope my words help you in some way.

So that spirit or motherly vibe that people who did Ayahuasca talking about is due to harmalas?

I would love to have both in order to compare them myself but I am too lazy to search for NN-DMT when NB-DMT so easily available here.

@What Am I thanks, that was super helpful! I ordered 2 grams of pure Syrian rue extract. It seems to be legal in Germany. Now I just need to find out if I can use it in combination with "NB-DMT Oxalate". It can supposedly be vaped and also taken orally. My only concern is that there are not many reports about NB-DMT, so I will have to test it out myself.

Great question. I am glad you brought it up. I hope someone with experience can say something about Vaporhausca.

Let me know when you test it out.

What is the question?

Yeah, that is not good. I get heavy trips with low to middle doses.

Pharmahuasca sounds very interesting. I can get my hands on Syrian Rue and extract what I need out of it. Can you share some reliable info on how to make Pharmahuasca, or a link to some website with instructions if it's allowed here? Effects are supposed to be the same as with Ayahuasca?

How come that 5-MeO-DMT come-up doesn't leave you with PTSD? It never ceases to amaze me how scary that onset is. I always say to myself during it, 'Okay, this is the last time. Never ever again am I doing this.' And then soon after, I am taking another hit. And then another... What is going on here?

There are workarounds if you are using YT on Windows or Android like YT Vanced and ad Blocker but if you don't want to do that, YT premium is a way to go. I think it's worth the money.

Yes, start with 30ug. Especially if you want to spend time outside. You have nothing to lose if you start low, but there is much to lose if you find out after an hour that the dose was indeed too high.