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"A fool thinks he can outrun reality" @Leo Gura is this about the guy who sprinted during a bad trip?

@Leo Gura I had similar things on my mind. As always, thanks for clearing the fog!

I prefer embodying Christ, but Goku works just as well for me.

Yeah, that could be it. I don't have these problem on other psychedelics. I will try vaping lower doses with a vape pen and working through these blockages.

I guess having a clearly defined life purpose and a "carrier" built around it made this easier. It's hard for me to imagine doing such things things while working 9 to 5.

@Leo Gura, I’ve always admired the raw honesty and authenticity you’ve demonstrated, especially in talking openly about psychedelics and even sharing footage of your own trips. That’s rare and powerful. What I’d love to understand is this: How did you get to a point where you could publicly speak about something so controversial, without being crippled by shame or fear of judgment? Did you ever feel doubt, anxiety, or concern about how others (family, friends, public) would react? How did your close ones respond when you started openly talking about tripping and posting those videos, even talking about stage turquoise realizations which can easily be taken as insane or totally out of place? I’m able to talk about my realizations, but only when I feel the other person is open-minded enough. Going fully public with this still feels like a huge leap. I’d love to hear how you made that transition at that point of life.

Boofing sadly never had any effect on me at all. No matter the technique or dose. IM is also not an option. Don't like the idea of sticking needles in my veins. Yeah, I tried LSD, 4-AcO-DMT and 5-MeO-MALT, and had great experiences with all of them. Good point. I will do this. Good point. Will do this also!

It's extremely hard when my only option to use this chem is vaping. I am blasted away before I even know what is happening and after not more than 7 minutes I am back with only memory of what I described above. Maybe I should stick to longer lasting chems.

Weird. I though it's something what everyone goes through on 5-MeO. I had about 10 trips on mid-high doses and every single time had this experience.

@Leo Gura or anyone who has a good experience with middle to high doses of this chem. What is that extreme, violent, constantly shifting energy I feel during a 5-MeO-DMT trip? It’s like my entire being is being torn apart by a chaotic energy. It’s more like a trillion flies flinging around at ultra speed in all directions,almost like a living current made of raw intensity. No thoughts, no concepts, just pure, unbearable energy moving through “me,” yet there’s no “me” to hold onto. It feels like fiju fuj suc fijjoii hdhusjdbhhaixnshdisnxjsj totally beyond language. What exactly is this? Is it the raw nature of God? Infinite Energy? Or just my ego resisting annihilation? EDIT: I don't get this on other psychedelics, no matter how deep the trip becomes.

I found this on reddit recently RDT_20250330_092212.mp4 I am watching it on loop.

I take 5mg daily and have been for about a year. But I also use a variety of brain detox supplements, so it’s hard to isolate which one gives the best bang for the buck. That said, I’m generally very focused and present most of the time.

Did you try taking some others forms of it? This could be an option for you if you experience the same problems with all forms of Vitamin D. https://www.sperti.com/?zCountry=DE

Yeah, it reminds me of the question I oftentimes ask myself: If the process of enlightenment is so scary, wtf is so funny when you attain it? (Just a rhetorical question.)

I still feel like a crack whore when I convert my chemicals by heating them up on the spoon before savoring.