Francis777

@Leo Gura also ignore the emails I sent you , I apologise for the accusations of the moderators, I was upset and jumped to conclusions because I thought I had been banned for some reason.

Call of duty was a massive part of my childhood, I have so many amazing memories with the friends that I made on there, sadly we’ve all grown up and don’t speak anymore. I still play to this day though, and trust me, you don’t want the smoke. It’s a fun hobby, just don’t let it get in the way of the rest of your life, with the technology and advancements that are available now like UE5, the gaming experience can be unbelievably good.

you should write poetry instead of truth, its clear which one you care about more

don't confuse this for the mind not being flexible, you can change huge amounts of yourself/beliefs that will equate to a massively improved life, it's just that the core of your personality and what your most preferred authentic expression is will not change much, if at all. It's that expression that you fall into when your by yourself, and you feel at home, that's what wont change much. Edit: Joe dispenza talks about accessing your potential, I love his content, but what he talks about in regard to potential, is about the places that you can reach and what you can achieve, this will not change the personality that decides what you want to achieve and where you want to go, this is the distinction. I forgot who mentioned dispenza but wanted to comment on him, he's got some amazing practical stuff that will transform your human life. his teaching wouldn't fit in to what were after here but they are valuable none the less, his practical exercises are great, he was a neuro scientist before he taught this stuff, so he's no average dummy. IMO

@Osaid ok man, enjoy

I give up, your so deep in your non dualistic excrement that the only person who can pull you out of it is you. you agree with infinity by your own definition, but you can't even grasp it conceptually.

No, I'm referring to people denying the possibility of deeper levels of awakening just because there last one was ineffably profound. but yes if someone were to teach with this assumption with intent to mislead/create followers by saying they are completely awake, that would be zen devilry, not even zen just straight devilry.

Who's talking about dualism?! I don't give a rats ass about dualism! I'm talking about awakening and that just because you awakened to truth on one level. IT DOES NOT MEAN DEEPER LEVELS DO NOT EXIST. Levels that completely transcend your previous understanding even though it is still truth at that shallower level.

one thing I think people consistently overlook is consciousness's ability to get ever so increasingly profound no matter how profound your previous realisations of it have been. Just because you have had realisations/awakenings that have absolutely blown your socks off. Do not assume that it cannot get 10x, 100x more profound after that. There's an immediate arrogance that tends to set in as soon as you've had a breakthrough that shatters all previous notions you had of reality. You think oh my god, all this time I was completely wrong, but I can see that now and therefore since I can see that and I can prove it in my direct experience, that now this is it, now I understand everything, if it wasn't the ultimate then I would have never been able to realise it in the first place! This. Is. An. Assumption.

im not sure you think that what you think has constructed

yeah and in retrospect although you might not think it at the time if your going through it because its still very radical to normal human life consciousness, it is an incredibly shallow degree of awakening, its crumbs compared to god realisation, let alone anything beyond that.

walk us through why you think your enlightened then, and why you think enlightenment is more than exactly what your constructing it to be.

@Leo Gura ok, I need to get back to tripping then. I’ve stopped for nearly 3 years because of my kundalini symptoms. I miss it so so much

Don’t go, there are still people on here who are willing to drop their assumptions

In general 5 meo is considered a much more powerful experience than dmt at similar doses. Of courses there are anomaly’s where that’s not accurate.

Why is that? Considering 5- Meo is more potent. is it because DMT shows you such a broad spectrum of consciousness, like being able to see a million different shades in the color spectrum all at once. So there’s so much more beauty to appreciate and thus the realisation of love potentiates. as appose to 5 meo just showing you that you are all light, but not displaying the unlimited distinctions you can make within it?

your egos just decided that its wanting to stop.

ok I get that, so is this another way of putting it, the ramifications of pure love are as if you could take an infinite amount of MDMA and you never could never overdose and you could never build tolerance and the effects never wear off. I'm not saying you don't come down from pure love, just in this scenario. So say you start with 1gram dose in one go, and your writhing around in bliss, then you take a further 5 grams and now the feeling of love is so overwhelming that you can no longer move just your finger or even your eyes. Then a further 10 grams at which point the love is so powerful that its completely disintegrated all ego mind and your not even strong enough to produce a single thought like love is the sun and a thought is a droplet of water a metre from the suns surface which evaporates in less than a nanosecond. Now you take a further 50 grams, the love is so strong that your body is involuntarily convulsing and the feeling is so overwhelming that it feels like your body is being struck by lightning from a thousand thunderstorms simultaneously. The love is so pure and so powerful that its turned into a torture beyond any fathomable conception, so unbearable that you turn to the only option you've got left. You kill yourself. Is this the ramifications of LOVE? (I was also going to write that the love is so intense that you've completely forgotten all memory, all consensus reality has disintegrated, you forget that that you ever imagined anything (I don't mean realising that everything you knew was actually imaginary, but that consciousness never imagined anything at all). Your mind has turned into an uncontrollable rollercoaster of insanity that is going so fast that nothing can ever slow it down and continues on for eternity) Not sure about this bit, let me know if I've gone off topic to the essence of love that I described with the analogy.

was the terrifying "horror movie" like having extremely unsettling realisations like what love really means, is imagining the murder and rape of a thousand babies and then completely embodying, feeling every single ounce of fear and complete and utter torturous pain, and realising what it means to love is to completely bask in that torture and find complete and utter blissful satisfaction in every bit of hell that those babies are going, listening to their screams as if its the most sweetest lullaby you've ever heard, appreciating it as much as two people that could not be more deeply in love at the peak of their honeymoon, was it realisations to that sort of degree? jheese that was hard to even type

your desire to exist as one I think if you do reach these levels of consciousness you might realise that there's no good reason why you should carry on trying to be one

The closemindedness on this forum shocks me, when I joined this forum I expected serious people. But majority of you guys shunt understanding at every turn, its very clear where your priorities are. which is fine, however the amount the amount of dishonesty with yourselves about what your genuine intentions are makes my blood boil.

its crazy man, like lighten up a bit

@Leo Gura yeah, got you

Getting sick of these mods, @Leo Gura I’ve just received a warning for trolling, gaslighting, provoking and whatever for saying “one that doesn’t mind a finger up his ass” as a joke, because most guys do mind and therefore would be a testament to a real man for not being insecure and confident enough to explore this part of their sexuality. Could you have a word please, this is a complete overreaction and abuse of power, what’s even the point in this forum besides the obvious, if we can’t even joke around and have a laugh with each other? the mod was @NoSelfSelf

@Leo Gura, when you say that your baseline consciousness doesn't really ever increase that much. Do you mean that people have confused re-contextualising their perception of reality with the insights they've realised while actually in higher states of consciousness either through psychedelics or any other practise, like meditation or yoga with a sustained expanse in consciousness? When actually their level baseline state of consciousness is pretty much the same its just now they've filled it with more truthful awakened content. Like they've swapped out the lens that they perceive reality through to a more truthful one, more accurate to how reality actually is. But there hasn't actually been a sustained expanded level of consciousness that they now live from? Because the ego is designed to automatically reimpose limits the second you stop the practise which dissolves the limits, like struggling to hold your focus in a meditation, or the molecule of whatever psychedelic being transported out of your synapses as you come down?