Francis777

interesting, did you trip alone? Could be an allergic reaction.

Think you’ve kind of answered your own question, lsd lasts a long time and can be draining, if you do it when your already tired then your going to have an even more uncomfortable body load. also coffee is a complete stimulant, psychedelics have stimulating effects but are not a true stimulant. psychedelics can relax your body in ways that hard to achieve when sober, but they also keep you wide awake. If you fight the relaxation of your body with your mind then it can cause extreme tension, you just have to let the body do what it wants to do, don’t try to fight it. you’ll find that if you let the body work through the energy and let it flow wherever it wants to go then the body load will often dissipate into extreme bliss.

Could be the case. You may have to evolve into a purely energetic being to sustain these levels.

I will admit, this rant probably wouldn’t have even been written if I wasn’t projecting the struggles of my kundalini symptoms that have literally forced me to change. Never the less it’s still true.

I understand the metaphysical redundancy of what I’m complaining about. However I don’t think every problem needs to be addressed at that level, it’s not very practical and when dealing with people in social environments you need to be somewhat practical. Again I don’t have people in my life that are particularly selfish to me directly (I’m being generous with this statement). It’s the general ignorance of people that allows them to carry on parading as they please while I’ve had to change my ways because I actually gave a shit about holding myself accountable for the sake of everyone else. But yes @Razard86 maybe this is just a sign that I’ve outgrown this “practical” level of consciousness and need to integrate the metaphysical side more into my social life. Lol I guess we could say the practical side is getting less and less practical

PTSD therapist lol

I second this, not everyone is articulate. But best to work through of these blockages first. They may inhibit you from being intuitive when you speak. If you cant relax properly at a deep level when expressing yourself your never going to be as fluid and creative as you'd like to.

Yeah, I meant more so on the comedown. I'm usually pretty exhausted. That's just me though. The after glow the days after is nice though.

You cant really besides what I described with the taste, and the awful trip you will most likely experience. Best way is to get a test kit. I don't have much knowledge of them, I just know they are extremely dangerous. Many people have died from ingesting them.

This is not my way of practising selflessness, if I am not doing it for the sole benefit of other people then I don't see it as true selflessness. But this is a radical way of acting, maybe I shouldn't hold myself to such a high standard.

yeah, I have no problem with setting boundaries with people, I don't take any shit from people. I'm speaking more from a general perspective of people not so much directly as I just wont stand for it anyway. Its more from a macro perspective as in if no one else is bothering to change then why should I? I know this is just weakness on my part but its become really intolerable for me lately.

@Princess Arabia yeah I get that, how you contextualise is everything. But peoples behaviour is just too obvious to me now. I feel like people don’t even deserve for me to give them the benefit of the doubt anymore. regardless of how I contextualise it, I still know for a fact that outside of that, is the truth of their character and I can’t deny it or frame it any other way. This wouldn’t be a problem if I didn’t care to interact with people but I do. I dunno, this is more of a vent than anything, I know how to get over it. I know it’s all me. I just have a hard time justifying whether or not people deserve it sometimes. And I can’t just be selfless for my own peace of mind as that goes against everything that it means to be selfless. It’s lesser evils, but still.

Yeah, a massive disclaimer for this forum that everyone should integrate is to listen to themselves over everything said on here. And only continue to engage with it if they think they are stable enough. this shouldn’t be understated.

It’s very unlikely you’ll have a significantly bad experience when microdosing, the dose is just simply too little. You just have to get use to the feeling. try starting with .25g of shrooms, I personally think .4 is on the heavier end for a microdose. You should aim to enhance your sober state, not experience any kind of “trip” I use to microdose a lot with lsd, and the most I would go is 8mcg, however 3-6mcg was my sweet spot. It’s a tiny dose but I think if you go much higher then you are defeating the point of microdosing. I will add though that I’m very sensitive to psychedelics and can notice a dose of even 2mcg, which is absurdly small. figure out what works for you. If you want to be able to sustain microdosing for longer periods, ie, multiple months at a time. You definitely need to keep doses as low as possible.

I feel like this forum is not good for 95% of the people on it.

Just because all distinctions are illusory does not mean they haven’t manifested and don’t exist. it’s just that their nature as illusory is misunderstood. just mentioning as I feel your tendency to explain everything in absolute tends to trip people up.

Human mind exist within infinite mind, and is dualistic by nature, that’s why it cannot have infinite comprehension. Because to have infinite intellect your mind needs to become infinity. human mind only exists because it is defined by limits, if it wasn’t, it wouldn’t be human mind, it would be infinite mind. Even what Leo talks about with alien mind will still be within limits, just less/different.

I think the biggest concern with LSD is making sure your not buying Nbome, I've read that if your tabs taste like metal then it could be those.

LSD can be very taxing on the body, I'm usually very achy after tripping and completely exhausted coming down. Might just be the nature of the chemical. I've also experienced jaw strain on LSD.

You can’t have any kind of dualistic experience without creation/invention. You would just be forever experiencing infinity as nothing because they are the same. For you to experience something, infinity has to divide itself. That’s the moment in which something is created/manifested. Or in your phrasing “invented” although invention is a cyclical term as it assumes it didn’t already exist, which isn’t true. Btw I wasn’t busting your balls just trying to get my point across.

You cant preach that everything is god, then go on to say this. Rape has only ever been gods doing. Every rape that has ever happened in the universes history has been committed by god. God is a rapist, let that sink in. There's nothing that isn't god invented. Actions have to be made by someone, you? but who are you? god.

is this accurate?

yes this is accurate. Its a good point for people that haven't realised it is imaginary to ponder.

Lol I watched this a few weeks ago

Can this still not equate to living a quality life? because you do still need a decent degree consciousness to master the human mind. Are you just saying that at some point your consciousness reaches an equilibrium where it can no longer be sustained in a human mind. So it has the adverse effect. Where was that tipping point for you?