stephenkettley

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  1. Hi everyone, I have struggled with life purpose ever since first going to college and it has been my major source of depressive energy up until now at age 27. I have contemplated deeply around this topic and am in the middle of the life purpose course. My main issue is now that I have about 8 things I feel connected to and I can't decide what to pursue for my life purpose. All I do know for sure is that the 9-5 job I have now as a data scientist is just NOT my deep purpose. But I get overwhelmed when thinking of the other options and what to choose. I have previously done videography which I enjoyed, I have a self-actualisation blog, I love the idea of doing what Leo does, I love music deeply and spend lots of time so music production seems like a potential option, I have an idea for a book, I deeply love preaching and helping others with self-actualisation so life coach has been a consideration. So the problem is that I am not sure which option to pursue and in some sense I start to question if any of them are it because surely I would know deep down which one I am inclined to do? I feel like I am a very engaged person when it comes to reality and so have developed many passions but it seems to be a slight disadvantage now. I end up trying to pursue too many things at once as I am not sure which one is THE MAIN PURPOSE. Any advice from @Leo Gura or anyone else. Thank you!
  2. Can someone do their best to give a description of the experiential difference (I would assume structurally or qualitatively) between DMT and 5-MeO-DMT. I had two DMT trips for the first time ever late last year and that was single handedly the largest mind f**k I have ever had. So now I am curious in what way 5-MeO is different. Thanks!
  3. @Leo Gura When you say that "God is a subjective experience and not an objective experience", do you mean that it will be a unique experience to each individual? That what I experience when I awaken to God will be a different experience to what you experience when you awaken to God?
  4. @Leo Gura Busy building a blog and I want to find a high quality Image AI generator - which one were you using for your YouTube thumbnails? Thanks! Want to check out a few good sources.
  5. @Leo Gura One day I hope to be as creative and life engaging as you are currently! Fuck it's inspiring.
  6. @Leo Gura It's very inspiring! It's inspired me to start a small blog next year to start sharing and inspiring others to explore reality more!
  7. Hey everyone, At the end of this month, I am going to be having my first DMT experience. Thought I would come here just to ask everybody what to expect for the first time as well as any advice or suggestions before I go into it.
  8. @Leo Gura I just watched your Heavy Metal video and I see you said you sourced your DMSA from "Living Supplements" which ships from South Africa. I live in South Africa so this is great for me. I am battling to find DMSA on their site (it seems to only have ALA), so I just wanted to find out if you have still been sourcing from them? If not, what is your new source of DMSA? Thank you.
  9. I have been doing meditation and concentration practice every day for about 8 months and I am curious to know if any sudden changes start to occur around the 1 or 2 year mark that was awesome?
  10. I am curious to know if the answer to this question would be a profound one? Secondly, is there a way to validate it with an answer that can be found in direct experience? One possible answer I came up with to this question was that "I am not a crocodile because the universe is going to live through every single experience of itself and currently it is doing me. That's why I am not a crocodile." - but is this an answer from my experience around me or is it just a speculation? What can I use in direct experience to get the answer to the WHY part of this question?
  11. @Keryo Koffa This is interesting! My question is, why is my awareness currently experiencing this right now and not the crocodile?
  12. @Sandroew haha I am sure Rob Schneider would be proud that he made it onto a self actualisation forum!
  13. @Davino How does one do that? Sounds crazy cool! DMT?
  14. @Leo Gura For example, 2 rounds each month. Is this still very effective?
  15. @Leo Gura Do I need to do those 10-20 in a row to be more effective or can I space it out a bit more? I like the passionate attitude though!
  16. @Leo Gura Just one question, can't find a clear answer in my research, is it still valid to do 2 rounds every few months? Or is it ineffective to only do 2 with such a big gap in between. Reason is, the supplements are quite expensive, so just want to space things out.
  17. Hey guys, hope everyone is well! I want to start reading a little bit of stage yellow style topics, just to start introducing my mind to it more gradually as I develop (still mostly orange and green for sure) and I wanted to know if anyone has some good books that would be a great place to start?
  18. Also, @Leo Gura, I am 26 years old, is it worth starting rounds of chelation at this age?
  19. @Leo Gura Obviously it wouldn't be the best podcast to go on, but more from the perspective of seeing how different Spiral stages interact, I would be so curious what would happen with you on the Nelk Podcast. I am just so curious and intrigued to witness how different stages would react to your depth and wisdom.
  20. I just recently finished watching the video "The Radical Implications of Oneness" - blew my mind away. One question for @Leo Gura - does this mean that what I am currently experiencing as the purely subjective "I am", is the only one happening at the moment in the whole universe? So if for example, I am sitting talking to my girlfriend, the subjective experience I am having with my body and my life history, sitting looking across at her, she (or the I am from her point of view let's call it) is not having that experience at the same time? My "I am" experience is literally the only one occurring at this given moment?
  21. It's kind of crazy cool to think that now if I am speaking to another human, that it's just me inside them, experiencing a different point of view (different body, life history, ego etc.)
  22. This video truly just opened my eyes to the potential of Truth that could be discovered wow, both frightening and exhilarating.
  23. Ever since Leo announced the geography challenge to watch a documentary about every country in the world, I have been watching one to two countries each week and I must say it has been EYE OPENING AS F**K to see just how other beings experience this reality. I am busy watching El Salvador and it blows my mind to see just how bad life can be for some people. What we experience in our own countries truly is 1% of what's out there. Anybody found particular countries eye opening?
  24. @OBEler How do you know he can't take psychedelics anymore? Did @Leo Gura say something about this? I'm curious.
  25. @Leo Gura Might we get a slight hint about the theme of the book you are writing?... I am very curious and excited.