stephenkettley

Hi everyone, I have struggled with life purpose ever since first going to college and it has been my major source of depressive energy up until now at age 27. I have contemplated deeply around this topic and am in the middle of the life purpose course. My main issue is now that I have about 8 things I feel connected to and I can't decide what to pursue for my life purpose. All I do know for sure is that the 9-5 job I have now as a data scientist is just NOT my deep purpose. But I get overwhelmed when thinking of the other options and what to choose. I have previously done videography which I enjoyed, I have a self-actualisation blog, I love the idea of doing what Leo does, I love music deeply and spend lots of time so music production seems like a potential option, I have an idea for a book, I deeply love preaching and helping others with self-actualisation so life coach has been a consideration. So the problem is that I am not sure which option to pursue and in some sense I start to question if any of them are it because surely I would know deep down which one I am inclined to do? I feel like I am a very engaged person when it comes to reality and so have developed many passions but it seems to be a slight disadvantage now. I end up trying to pursue too many things at once as I am not sure which one is THE MAIN PURPOSE. Any advice from @Leo Gura or anyone else. Thank you!

@Leo Gura When you say that "God is a subjective experience and not an objective experience", do you mean that it will be a unique experience to each individual? That what I experience when I awaken to God will be a different experience to what you experience when you awaken to God?

@Leo Gura Busy building a blog and I want to find a high quality Image AI generator - which one were you using for your YouTube thumbnails? Thanks! Want to check out a few good sources.

@Leo Gura One day I hope to be as creative and life engaging as you are currently! Fuck it's inspiring.

@Leo Gura It's very inspiring! It's inspired me to start a small blog next year to start sharing and inspiring others to explore reality more!

@Keryo Koffa This is interesting! My question is, why is my awareness currently experiencing this right now and not the crocodile?

@Sandroew haha I am sure Rob Schneider would be proud that he made it onto a self actualisation forum!

I have been doing meditation and concentration practice every day for about 8 months and I am curious to know if any sudden changes start to occur around the 1 or 2 year mark that was awesome?

@Davino How does one do that? Sounds crazy cool! DMT?

Hey everyone, At the end of this month, I am going to be having my first DMT experience. Thought I would come here just to ask everybody what to expect for the first time as well as any advice or suggestions before I go into it.

@Leo Gura For example, 2 rounds each month. Is this still very effective?

I am curious to know if the answer to this question would be a profound one? Secondly, is there a way to validate it with an answer that can be found in direct experience? One possible answer I came up with to this question was that "I am not a crocodile because the universe is going to live through every single experience of itself and currently it is doing me. That's why I am not a crocodile." - but is this an answer from my experience around me or is it just a speculation? What can I use in direct experience to get the answer to the WHY part of this question?

@Leo Gura Do I need to do those 10-20 in a row to be more effective or can I space it out a bit more? I like the passionate attitude though!

@Leo Gura Just one question, can't find a clear answer in my research, is it still valid to do 2 rounds every few months? Or is it ineffective to only do 2 with such a big gap in between. Reason is, the supplements are quite expensive, so just want to space things out.

Also, @Leo Gura, I am 26 years old, is it worth starting rounds of chelation at this age?