TheGod

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  1. Don't worry my friend. You are not alone in this! When I was a virgin I had exactly the same thoughts. In fact, all my friends lost virginity before I did (I lost it at the age of 20). Before that I thought I would die a virgin and this thought would hunt me down almost every day. If you really struggle I recommend you go and find yourself a good hooker. I've been to plenty of hookers myself Bro I recommend you fly to Amsterdam or Berlin (alone or with a buddy). These cities offer a lot of sex opportunities. Also of course do approach girls and socialize but don't relay on it right now. The results won't come too fast
  2. Me too. North American artificial, slavic close-minded, asian too traditional, arabic ideological.
  3. Without any idea what I'm talking about
  4. The path is non-dual. There is no feminine or masculine path because God is both.
  5. I don’t think I’ve ever met a god-realized guy in real life and I’m assuming with women it would be even worse. I want to know how valid my assumption is. My intuition is also telling me that it’s so much more difficult for women to catch what god is because they mostly lack spiritual wisdom and intelligence. On the other hand, since they are more social beings they depend on society more, therefore, it is extra challenging for them. Lastly, what I mean by God-realization is pure understanding of one’s nature. I’m not talking about New Age bullshit or energy nonsense, 10th eye or communications with avatars or whatever horseshit Thank you
  6. Best sex I ever had was with escorts. With regular girls it's 50%-50%
  7. I definitely am! Unfortunately, I came from a very close-minded and stupid society where men are taught that being emotional means being pussy and weak. I've been unwiring my brain from 20 years of bullshit I've been exposed to.
  8. I'm just a very emotional men and only lately started allowing myself being emotional. Sometimes I feel like my emotions are stronger and deeper than even women's. Most of the things I've released on my 100+ trips for the last 5 years.
  9. Yes! It's been my coping strategy since the age of 12.
  10. I'd like to share my personal experience with semen retention. I've been practicing it here and there for the last 5 years after reading "Your Brain On Porn Book". During these 5 years I tried complete semen retention for a month, masturbation on imagination once a day, masturbation on Porn every day, masturbation once a week, etc. Here's what I've realized based on my direct experience: 1. Semen retention for 1 month straight. After 15 days I'm becoming like the guy from "Primal". I become very aggressive, irritated and rude. 2. Masturbation on imagination every day. Makes me lazy and unmotivated. 3. Masturbation on porn every day. Makes me depressed and victimized and needy for women. 4. Masturbation on porn once a week. Impossible for me. I can go for 7 days and if I masturbate on porn I can't hold myself not to do it multiple times a day. 5. Masturbation on imagination once a week. The perfect sweet spot for me. I feel energized and fulfilled. My motivation and creativity goes over the roof. My confidence is calm and non-aggressive. I also become more present and my concentration is improved. My communication with women becomes flirty raw and direct with an implicit sense of dominance but without arrogance or superiority. On the other hand I do not give a needy guy vibe, therefore, it's more authentic communication. I also feel whole and complete. The interesting thing that I've noticed that I become more playful and joyful and general. I also become more empathetic and sensitive. My feminine traits becomes more visible. For instance yesterday I was at work and I saw this girl crossing a street. It wasn't the girl that caught my attention but her little cute puppy she had in her hands. I ran out of the place and approached her asking if I could pet her puppy. She said yes and when I started petting her the puppy licked my hand and her cute little tail was here and there so cute. I couldn't help myself and a few tears left my eyes because I was floored by its being. Speaking of which I can definitely sense being better, way better. I also have these dreams of some beautiful creatures or fantastic animals once in a while. I wake up in tears in the middle of the night. Last time I had this dream where I was screaming at this tiny adorable kitten I was holding in my hands. At some point the kitten just surrender to me and started purring. I woke up crying like a baby. What destroyed my heart is that I realized in the dream that I'm everything and I am love and the anger is love and me surrendering to my own anger is pure blissed magical unbelievable unreal fucking amazing and impossible love.
  11. Lol I'm going to use it as my screen wallpaper Leo looks so Russian here