TheGod

Don’t forget that every time I have sex I actually fuck myself. Isn’t it insane ? I have an infinite and endless desire for myself.

Of course you are 😂 If you want to have a body go meet me in my direct experience, I’ll construct you one 😂😂😂

There is no beginning and there is no end. There is only me and my game.

Tell me that I’m wrong 😂😂😂 this is the entire point 😂

The question is can God be terrified by itself or it is Ego who’s terrified ? Every time I reach break-trough on 5MeO and enter infinity it is very scary. Its totality and mystery freaks me out. I always choose to go back and incarnate as a form over and over again. Or maybe it’s ego ?? How do I actually know ? If God is so perfect and good why do I choose to play the game over and over again ??

Have you broken through with her on 5MeO?

Becoming unlimited while sober is a fantasy or we are talking about different things. Or it is actually possible but I’m preventing myself from hanging there 24/7 for obvious reasons

I think there are infinite levels of infinity. Only once in my life have I reached the state of no fear and infinity. It was pure perfection and it satisfied me so much that I realized that being a human is not bad after all. The last time I did 5MeO was 2 month ago and I told myself I wouldn’t do it for at least 10 years. But for the last few weeks I’ve been having these dreams where I would vape 5MeO or DMT and enter state of infinity and pure love. I think that’s a way of myself talking to myself. What I realize is that if you stop talking psychedelics my mind creates ideas and theories about awakening. Most of them are terrifying, depressing or scary.

Yeah I also think that my ego is in the way. I think ego can’t accept perfection and infinite beauty of life. When I enter infinity I escape the illusion of time. It’s by far the most terrifying thing to me combined with solipsism. I’m alone being in the entire universe stuck in infinity forever. When I think about now in my ego state of consciousness that sounds very depressing and scary as fuck. The scariest thing that ever happened to me was when I vaped a lot of 5MeO and became conscious of infinite chain of lies that I make in order to be a human. Every thought every action is part of infinite delusion. Me being on this forum is a part of it.

I’ve confirmed the above in my direct experiences multiple times. On top of this, I’d also add that everything that has been happening has always been my Will (God’s will). Nothing prevents me from awakening but myself. Once you awaken you realize that you have always been awake you just imagined to be asleep because you wanted to. I’m playing hide and seek with myself, forever.

Yes, but I'm buying it online because it's less expensive (around 50% less). I only encountered 2 shops where u can get 5MeO. The rest sell only shrooms or DMT.

I’m very surprised (in a good way) by the amount of psychedelic shops where u can by psychedelics in Toronto. It seems like every few month a new shop opens! On the other hand, after visiting 5 shops I realized that people who sell things have no idea what they are selling and it is very sad and dangerous. I have been to one shop where u can purchase a 5MeO-DMT pen. I asked the guy what it does and how it works and he said that I could use it for relaxation LOL! Can u imagine a newbie buying 5MeO-DMT thinking he would “relax” on it?? Another guy from a mushroom shop told me he likes doing golden teacher for and watch Netflix ! But I’m sure that Toronto would be the first city in the world to sell 5-MeO-malt. Fingers crossed 🤞

It's not legal but it's not illegal either. I once asked a police officer in Toronto about 5MeO-DMT. He told me it's not a scheduled substance in Canada.

it's hard to predict

Hmmm it's very hard to predict. 5MeO reveals the Truth very easily. The Truth is a very dangerous thing for our society. The consequences of legalizing psychedelics and especially 5MeO-DMT are very unpredictable. I used to think it’d be a perfect world, but now I don’t think so. Can u imagine for instance a high-status and successful guy, who takes his life very seriously. He drives expensive cars he has important social connections and he bangs around hot women. He thinks he is living his best life. Now, imagine what would happen to his life if he was to try 5MeO? Sometimes I'm trying to think what would happen to Putin if he tried it

Comparing truffles and mushrooms it’s like comparing a kitten and a tiger. When I was on my solo trip in Amsterdam I tried most of the truffles. The first day I bought 2 packs of the strongest truffles in the store. It was as 1 gram of golden teacher. Now, I’m not trying to be smart because I paid a huge price for my arrogance eventually. The day before flying back home I bought 2 packs of the same truffles and ate them. After 10 minutes I smoked a huge joint. I was already way to high on the weed and when the truffles kicked in I had one of the worst bad trips in my entire life. Thanks god I was in my hotel room. I was lying on my bed whilst incarnating in animals being slaughtered, people being killed and raped and all other things. Few years later when I tried regular mushroom 50+ times i decided to try enigma mushrooms, arrogantly thinking I could manage 4 gram easily (I’d done 8 grams of golden teacher). Never in my my life had I been so terrified. On the other hand, I needed that trip to become wiser. Ever since I’m very very careful with mushrooms and other psychedelics. It’s better to have a light trip rather than thinking that you’ve lost your mind forever.

Will there ever be a point in my experience where I will actually stop dreaming? I'm dreaming constantly without stopping. I had an experience on 5MeO-DMT where I fully woke up and then decided to go back giving away my power. I don't remember 99% of that trip. But I clearly remember I realized my immortality, my pure goodness and that nothing bad has ever happened (but if you ask me to explain on that I won't be able to, because I don't remember shit). I also remember that I was shocked with the fact that I'm the actual fucking God. But the thing that freaked me out the most is the paradox of things happening but not actually happening. I was counscious of myself appearing and re-appearing as some form or an object, but at the same time I was aware that nothing was happening.

Thanks guys for all your comments here. You’re making the illusion more solid. In the God mode there is no one to argue with 😄

I moved to Toronto a few weeks ago in order to work on my game. I’ve approached just around 50+ girls by now (90%-day game) and I can clearly see why approaching is important. Everyone has their own reasons for doing the game some of them are very immature and toxic (lay count) and some of them are wise (developing social skills). My reason was mainly to get rid of the fear. Today after approaching another girl and asking her what were her top 5 values (she said she never thought about it and then she said she didn’t have any specific value) I became aware why I had such a big fear. It’s because all this time I’d been deluded by my own imagination. When I was a teenage, I had created an image of what is women without actually talking to women (I was very shy and anxious kid). Now at the age of 27 the illusion cracked and I begin to see women for who they actually are. To be honest I’m very disappointed with a value of women I have approached (although they looked hot). I know it sounds funny, but deep down I used to think of them as though they were goddess, beings with a higher value than regular guy. I realized that the perfect girl that I had been chasing all this time actually is a fantasy. On the other hand, I’m happy because now I know that women won’t add any crucial value or meaning to my life. I’m responsible for making my life meaningful. Real happiness doesn’t depend on having or not having a girlfriend, unfortunately to my falls beliefs and ideas. I know some guys who keep idealizing and worshiping women and the other half demonizes them thinking that women are evil materialistic cold bitches. None of these guys are correct. They are trapped in their minds that play them. Nevertheless, I won’t stop approaching women, until the fear of approaching is completely gone.

Go do 5MeO-DMT at least 10 times, reach the level I'm talking about and come back to have a conversation with me here. For now, you have no idea what God is.

Hhahahahha finally I found someone who shares my view on being. Being is boring as fuck for God. There is nothing to do in that state and everything looses the meaning. God loves drama so much and there is no drama in being.

To be honest I prefer day game as well. I started my approaches in clubs, but now I can clearly see it doesn't fit my personality. Drank girls are very annoying, especially if I'm the only sober person on a dance floor. But it's easier to have sex from night game and it's much faster to start kissing or making out with a girl. I saw some guys doing it within minutes.

You too.

u should stop mental masturbation and start doing psychedelics

Now is a dream as well, isn't it? It's very intelligent because there is nothing else to do Is that what I'm doing when I imagine going to sleep at nigh? Night dreams seem to be even more immersive than this one. There is no time in them, pure action, drama and emotions