TheGod

It's almost been a year since I had my profound awakening to the nature of what I actually am. I woke up from the dream of human life and I realized that I'm the only conscious being in the universe. Still, I'm afraid if I vanish forever. This fear prevents me from going deeper; on the other hand something within me wants to go deeper. Do you think it's possible to stop existing? I mean is it possible for this mysterious bubble cease to exist? If that so, what would it be like to non-exist? I know that I'm talking to myself, I need myself to give me a hint God