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I'm imagining you imagining having or not having problems I wonder what kind of body I would construct for you

It's occuring right now my imaginary friend

Now that's you're enlightened how is it possible that you do survival? Like even being in this forum is survival on its own. Do you dream when you sleep?

See my problem I don't think we are talking about the same states of consciousness. I don't think any sort of contemplation would reveal levels of consciousness that I reached on 5MeO-DMT. I was in a state of infinity where I was so conscious it almost felt like madness. Feelings of infinite expansion were driving me nuts. I stopped imagining objects, all I was seeing was just me. At the same time I was conscious that I was absolute and complete nothing. This feeling of nothingness was soo overwhelming I thought I would never be able to construct the dream again.

It's such a hard truth. I've noticed people are not socializing in the way I used to as a kid. I didn't have a phone or a pc and i was more joyful. I remember summer evenings where I would run around in underwear with my dog. Smell of grass and heat of the sun. Freedom and Joy. I used to climb trees and jump around abandoned buildings. Good times. Also I didn't care about sex at all. Now I constantly want to fuck. Thoughts about sex and women dominate my daily life.

I'm scared as fuck actually. I had very crazy experiences on 5MeO-DMT where I was literally suffocated by infinite love. The idea of me being in that state 24/7 scares the shit out of me. But maybe you're not talking about these crazy states? Do you still feel your body? Are you able to sleep?

How did you reach this state of consciousness? is it consistent?

1. You could've fucked her but you didn't. If you had fucked things would've been different. But don't blame yourself and try to move on. Talk to other girls. I find it to be very useful when trying to forget your ex. You don't have to fuck them, just talk to them and friend zone them. Women do that a lot to get emotional support from guys, so you can do it as well. 2. You have to realise that you're idealising this girl. It doesn't matter how perfect or good-looking she is. You're overestimating her value in your life. 3. You need to be more initiative with women. If you have a chance to fuck them just do it. You can't imagine how many chances I missed when I was younger and stupid. I was a mr. Nice Guy :D. Nice guys are friends for women I'll tell you a story. I was 19 studying in college. There was this girl I was really obsessed about. I was trying to be nice and supportive with her all the time, thinking that at some point she would recognise how nice I was. She knew I liked her but we never talked about it. One day she calls me in the middle of the night. She says "Vlad, please come to my place, we need to talk!". I was so happy to hear that and I thought "There we go! Tonight is the night!" It's 11 pm, I jump off my bed and in a rush I'm brushing my teeth whilst dressing up. I'm calling the taxi excited as fuck. After 10 minutes I'm in the car even more excited. "Oh yeah boy, we're going to be together" - i'm thinking to myself. I'm at her place, she opens the door and hugs me. She's not looking happy and says that we need to go and talk on the balcony. We go there and I take a sit. Then she says - "Listen, you know you're important to me?". I node. Then she continues: "Can I tell you something, can you be trusted". "Of course" - I answer smiling. "You know" - she says, "there is this guy that I kissed the other day, I feel like I'm in love with him..." Man, never in my life had I struggled that much with keeping my smile as the moment when she told me that.

I vividly remember this feeling of freedom that I had in childhood. I was of course dependent on my parents and their will, but I was free mentally. My biggest fear is to realise that all this time I've been constructing things designed to make me unhappy, thinking that I was pursuing joy. My grandparents were not well educated people and spend their entire life planting vegetables and growing cows. I used to think they were having a miserable life, but what if my life is way more miserable.

Yes, all of my identities are taking most of my time or even all of it. On the other hand I feel so attached to them and I don't feel like letting them go, I also understand that that's the only thing that prevents me from becoming what I really am. At some point of my life I would have to give up on all of my identities. Life is indeed suffering. Even the idea of finding a life purpose is delusional. I'm God and I don't need a life purpose, the only purpose that I have is to be.

The main thing that pisses me off is the weather. It's driving me nuts. I should probably move to Chile. On the other hand, psychedelics are very accessible in Canada

Nobody will love you unless you love yourself first. Second, you overestimate value of women in your life because you lack experience. Lastly, there are plenty of abusive, narcissistic and manipulative women out there. Your job is to recognize them and to move on.

I can't believe she's got so many subscribers. She thinks like a kid.

Ukraine

2 weeks ago I did 1.5 grams of shrooms with my friend and it was an amazing trip. Yesterday I did 1.5 grams of the same shrooms from the same bag and had a bad trip. How is it possible and why?

It depends! My ex-girlfriend used to say words in Portuguese during the sex. I had no clue what she was saying but it was turning me on as f.

Ohh it sounds so sexy! On the table damn man!! For sure you were imagining here saying things in french during possible intercourse

Yeah, you're completely right. Age isn't important and your friend can possible stay together with the teacher. They will live together happily and have a lot of wonderful kids. Life will be like a fair-tale and they will die on the same day. They also have a legit spiritual connection. Maybe they were together in the past life. You're friend is in for a rude awakening

Heey, I'm not judging you! Don't get me wrong! I just can't think of a high-conscious teenage girl falling in love with her dad like teacher. You can't be very conscious from reading teachings or watching videos. It will only come with experience. If your friend considers herself as being conscious she has to give up on the guy. Hay mas peses en el mar.

What if your friend is too immature for the teacher? The age difference is huge. If I was 36 I would never date a girl that could've been my daughter. Im telling ya' there must be some issues

Watching Leo's videos doesn't mean understanding them. Leo's teaching are the best teaching that I've ever encountered, nevertheless, they are corrupted.

Well, she might not be aware of that.

I like this one as well As though following Leo makes you a high conscious being

Did you manage to ? You should've seen her face when I told her that out of the blue She told me that she enjoyed being single. I was projecting my mommy issues on her, but I wasn't aware of course. I though she was love of my life Now it's kinda funny, back then I was in pain

When I was 19 I had the same experience. I was obsessed with my teacher that was teaching Psychotherapy. I couldn't stop thinking about her day and night. I was seeing her in my dreams. I couldn't wait for next class I couldn't wait to see her. She was also emotionally cold (she was 31 that time) and we didn't talk that much. I was listening to a lot of love songs (mostly Taylor Swift haha). I was imagining talking to her, holding hands, kissing Crazy times haha Anyways, at some point I was able to approach her in informal environment and told her about my feelings, I told her that I was crazy about her