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You're not grasping my question

I'm more concerned about "how" Anyways, I know for sure that I'm tricking myself in one way or another. I might be playing a game with myself where I don't "know" a lot of things about myself and how I'm doing what I'm doing.

Yeah, there is no other way

Maybe I haven't created a chemical that would allow me to know this yet

From all your answers guys, I realized that nobody knows what's going on

Actually I thought that I was perceived as an unwanted stalker

You're definitely right. I misinterpreted her actions. I thought she didn't like me and was afraid of me. I lack experience with women, but I'll get there with time.

Well, you definitely should otherwise you'll go nuts

Hi there "myselves", For the last month I've been going to night clubs on my own every Saturdays & Sundays (sometimes Fridays). I want to share with you how I feel when I go there. The first few times I felt really fucking awkward. I though that people would stare at me and would give me weird looks. In reality it never happened because nobody actually cares who you are, who did you come with and other details. People there just come to have fun while being wasted (mostly). I like dancing and I go to the dance floor right of the bet. I don't drink alcohol or water, I just go and hit the floor. This was difficult at first as well, since a lot of people there are with their friends, but I noticed that there are lots of guys on their own as well. Unfortunately, a lot of them are very drunk and look really needy (I want to cry when I see them). I watched others approaching women and men, their game is so bad (mine bad as well!). It looks either very creepy, weird, needy or all together. I think the worst part for me is seeing how guys are being rejected in a very cruel way. A lot of girls just look at the guys who approach them as I would look at something really disgusting. It's really said that women are unaware of how much suffering guys feel and how painful it is for men (beginners) to approach (but neither are guys about girls suffering). Anyways, it turns out if you go to a night club to enjoy and you don't look needy girls are actually feel attracted to you. I get approached at least by one girl a night. Unfortunately, I don't feel attracted to those women (they are either very drunk or not attractive for me or both). I've been talking to people on the dance floor here and there and what I've noticed is that my social anxiety has been decreasing dramatically, but I'm still not at the place where I want to be in terms of confidence. I have very high standards for women so I don't do that many approaches (maybe 1 or 2 or maybe 0 if there is no attractive girl around). I used to try to approach women that I wasn't attracted to but it would always blow up because it was'n authentic. My game is very straight forward, I don't use any techniques or ways of saying things. I just go and say "Hi, I think you're cute" or "I just saw you and wanted to talk to you". I'm gonna continue going to night clubs on my own and I recommend you give it a shot as well.

I can't help myself

You must've been a cow in your previous incarnation

Yeah man, that's the plan! Slowly but steady!

I will ultimately move to Spain or Latin America at some point of my life. Latin women are so calientes

I like milk chocolate chips, I'm crazy about them. Have you tried any? By the way, spinach or broccoli flavour sounds like torture

I tried lowering my standards but it doesn't work very well for me. I think girls feel that I'm just trying to chit-chat with them without genuine attraction. Besides, I work in a hotel so I talk to a lot of people everyday (different age, sex, looks, etc.).

Indeed

Maybe in a few years. I have some other more important things to deal with first. I can't be that invested in the game for now

Sorry, but I don't think I can understand what you said

I think that's what I'm missing to notice with women. I never thought that a girl would be nervous around me, I used to be nervous around them but not the opposite

Thanks for pointing that out! I didn't actually think about it.

That's exactly what I said

I'm God and I'm terrified by myself. After having a plenty of break-trough experiences I think I basically have no clue what God exactly is. All I know by this point is that I'm the only conscious being in the universe and that I'm nothing. I also know that nothing that appears to be real is real. But of course it depends how you define what is real. Real and unreal is a duality and I think that the universe is paradoxically real and unreal at the same time. Also what freaks me out is my infinite nature. Have you really really experienced infinity? This is rather a terrifying experience. It feels so fucking radical guys! It's as though you become a fucking ghost. You don't feel your body because your true body is no-body. Have you tried talking to anyone when you are god? This is just insane guys, but I enjoy it so much! Every time when I do so it's mind blowing! I know that the person I talk to doesn't poses any kind of consciousness and every word that comes out of his/her mouth is my God's will. Every reaction, every movement. It's as though everyone is my marionette doing what I want "them" to do. But of course it's not like I can will a girl with huge tits to sleep with me. That would be ego version of god. The real god doesn't actually care. It can imagine being an insecure guy who is humiliated by an attractive women. Because God is a psychopath, sadist, masochist and maniac. And it really enjoys being the way it is. That's what is terrifying

Well, it must've been some physical attributes that made me come and talk to you. Maybe it's your eyes, maybe the colour of your hair, or maybe your style and so on. I didn't lose a lot anyways. I don't mind talking to a girl for hours as long as I enjoy conversation and the way her mind works. There's is no point of thinking that a number has a lot of worth. I've had conversations that lasted for hours and when I was giving a number the girl wouldn't respond on my texts the next day. The point here is that you never know if something happens. You can go on dates for days and then a girl says "You're such a good friend". Or you can talk to a girl for one hour and have a sex with here the same day and start dating. If you're that good and I don't get your number, well, it's sad but there are a lot of other options. For both of us. No means next.

I would probably laugh and say, "thank you, have a good day" Answering that question would be considered as too much of investment, unless your'e extremely attractive. It would also mean for me that you're not appreciating my honesty and directness by asking this question, because it assumes that I'm a teenager or something. Bad for you, because you've just lost a high-quality guy