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I really hope that's the case

That's what I've been thinking as well. I bough a big pack of shrooms. That pack is stored in a dark place in a zip bag. The shrooms that I tried are from a small plastic bag that hadn't been properly closed for a week.

Since I realised that I'm God and I don't need anything or anyone (because I'm everyone and everything) I started questioning my need for relationship with women. I mean I had romantic relationship throughout my life. It all starts with some sort of excitement that slowly disappears and after each break up this question comes back to me : "What was the point?" I also noticed that the true reason why I start a relationship is my desire to hide from life's challenges in companionship and sex. If I didn't have sexual needs in the first place I would never pursue intimate relationship with women. True intimacy not necessarily requires sexual attraction or desire. I have friends and my mother is one of my best friends. I'm able to be happy on my own, so basically the only thing that I can't do without someone is sex. But approaching girls just for that sounds like too much for me. Making all the effort for what? Just for sex? If all I need just sex what's wrong with prostitutes?

You're my toy lalala

That's what I used to think when I was 18. Now I'm too conscious.

You're not getting what I'm saying. I'm not interested in the narratives here, I'm trying to point out to the feeling of freedom and joy. Entiendes?

I'm creating everything right at this moment as I'm typing these words. You are me but you're not aware of that, because you're not self-conscious. Moreover, you don't even have a body yet

I'm the Source. I've created this forum and I've created you. As well as every woman that I've been with. The best moments of my life were the moments where I was myself. When I was Being. No amount of hot women will ever get me there neither will any kind of relationship. I Just miss the time when I was 10 years old. I was so joyful, I didn't have any sexual needs I was just riding my bicycle and that time I was much happier.

When I see a hot girl I just want to fuck her. My mind has nothing to do with it. It's pure and instinctive desire to put my dick inside her vagina, That's it. I've dated girls in the past, therefore, I know what's the difference between banging girlfriends vs banging prostitutes. There are pros and cons in both options. Your idea that intimacy with a girl will ever make me fulfilled is nonsense, You can chase emotional connection with women till the day you die, relationship isn't the solution, Only when I'm God I'm fulfilled.

Yes, you're right. I'm not willing to go trough emotional labour just to get sex. I think I'm overestimating the role of women in my life.

hahhah you sound like one of my friends He also enjoys being friends with women Aren't you idealising her a little bit?

You might become good friends with her!

Have you ever wondered why so-called maze exists? I created it because I was bored with infinite love. The point of the maze is not to escape it, but rather to become a conscious rat and enjoy the maze. On the other hand, to do that you would need to escape the maze first. Anyways, you're my imaginary rats are not even real, so don't worry about it : ) Daddy loves you

I went on a date with a Colombian girl that barely speaks English (we met at a language exchange party). We were drinking coffee at Starbucks mostly communicating with a help of google translator. She impressed me with her warmness, honesty and straightforwardness. She was really simple and a nice girl. We were talking about ourselves and I was very open with her and she was with me. At some point we started talking about relationships and I told her that I haven't had sex for 2 years. The way she reacted on that was way to good to believe. She told me that she didn't have it either for a year and she said that we could have some if I wanted. My jaw dropped and I actually changed the topic, because I didn't expect to hear that. Guys, my ex was from Brazil and I'll tell you one thing. You don't know anything about women if you haven't dated Latin girls. I'm not doing game here in Canada because I don't find most of the women here attractive, or if I do there are just a few of them. It's my personal preferences and I'm not here to argue. My plan is to learn some Spanish and to travel to Latin America. I'm not wiling to change myself to play this games with women in the western society. If I see a girl and she's hot I want her to know that I want her right of the bet. If women or men here think that it's weird or not normal or whatever - I don't care. You can continue creating your pick-up lines or stories or whatever. I think it does give you some good results, but I'm not willing to sacrifice my authenticity in order to get women.

You're fooling yourself thinking that no-fap affects everyone in the same way

My personal experience confirms your statements. When I'm doing no-fap it's as though as I'm a child again. Full of joy. But also horny as f

I'm so excited to finally get back to these supreme shrooms! I've been waiting for them to get back in stock for more than 6 months! Guys, I've done different strains but Enigma hits me like 5MeO. I fell in love with the way they look, just check them out! Have any of you tried them before??

And???What do you say?

I realized that I want to become a porn actor: 1. Where in the world it’s legal ? 2. How big do I need ? can you give me some advice ? P.S. I don’t care what you think about this idea. I’m interested only how to get there.

Okay guys, for the last 2 years I was trying to awaken because I was blindly following spiritual teachers advice and I believed that I had to wake up and that's what God wants. After having multiple break troughs on 5MeO-DMT I realized that God actually enjoys the illusion and doesn't want to wake up at the moment. I even recorded videos of God talking to myself (basically me talking to myself in a human form) saying that God doesn't want to wake up. When I woke up for the first time on 5MeO-DMT it was so radical I video called my best friend and told him that he wasn't real and I created him in order to experience friendship. As I was talking to him, I was conscious that the guy didn't have consciousness. I actually though that I broke the illusion forever. I was asking him to help me to go back, to tell me some stories You should've seen his face. Anyways, it was extremely difficult to deceive myself, but I desired it from the bottom of my being, and as you can guess god's will is all that there is. I re-created myself. I gave birth to myself. All this time I was fooling myself thinking that I wanted to wake up. I don't need to wake up. I'm here to play the game. Eventually I will wake up when I imagine my "real death" or maybe I won't I've always been and will be God.

Of course I know because I am God and I've created you I mean, you don't have a body, but still

I didn't ask for your opinion

I'll post my first shots here

Some people here believe that there are some people