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It’s hard to accept the truth after decades of pursuing the wrong things. That’s what I’ve been realizing over and over during my walks on 5MeO-DMT. For the last few months, I’ve been vaping 5MeODMT on the go (this is my method and I don’t recommend people who are new to psychedelics do it my way). I would vape it for just an hour or so during my evening walks in the city or somewhere in park areas. I got to the point in my life where I started to listen my intuition more than other people or spiritual gurus because at the end of the day, I’m God (verified multiple times). Most of my life I’ve been chasing things that will never were going to make me happy. Relationships, money, success, life purpose all of it just part of the illusion. These things are not bad, it’s not what I’m saying and you do need some money to survive in this world to afford clothing, shelter and healthy and clean food. But that’s it. You also need some sort of relationships but it’s hard to create independent relationship with people. You will always want to make them permanent and in reality, that’s how you set yourself for failure. On the other hand, if you avoid relationships with people, you will also suffer. During my life I had 2 serious romantic relationships and I can tell you that they never brought me the fulfilling that I was seeking. Yes, they were great I had a lot of sex and intimacy but still, I could feel the hole inside. I vividly remember my first girlfriend and the time where we would have sex all weekend but deep down, I would still feel this void. If you think that the problem was with me, my girlfriend or our relationship you’re deceiving yourself. The nature of relationships is such that they will never bring you fulfilment you seek, although it’s easy to delude yourself. It’s also very hard because of the pressure that society puts on us. If you’re a virgin and never had relationship I recommend you to put the feet in the water and you’ll see for yourself. The difference between a fool and a wise person lays in the amount of relationships it will take you to realize what I’m saying. The only thing that can make you happy is being, but again, you need to be able to fulfill your basic needs in food, water and shelter. If you don’t do it will be hard to be happy, although some spiritual teachers like Eckhart Tolle can brainwash you that it’s possible. If you think it’s possible to be happy when you’re hungry in -30 lying somewhere on the street with no clothing on you you’re fooling yourself again. I realized for myself that my life propose has always been this simple – being. That’s the only life purpose that I as God have. I’m not to be a spiritual teacher or an actor or a doctor or whatever. I am to be. It’s just this simple. It is also hard to just be after years and years of developing different kind of identities. The more Identities you have the harder it will be for you. The more things you have the more difficult it will be to let go of them. Recently I’ve been thinking about times when I was 10 years old. I had nothing but still I was so much happier. Why is that so? Well, because there were almost no identities. I was connected more to being. I remember I would climb up a tree and I would sit there for hours, just being there. I had no phone; I had no internet. I also remember how happy I was just petting one of the cows my grandmother used to have or the time when I was watching ducklings and chicks hanging out in the grass. Riding a bicycle or going for a swim in a dirty river after a hot summer day That’s life the rest is bulshit. So, as you see I’ve been having a lot of insights into my life and what I should do. My life purpose is to deconstruct my identities and to be what I am more.

Do you think there is an end to consciousness exploration? My personal direct experience so far made me think the opposite. It feels like I can transcend paradigms & dimensions forever. I don't even notice how radical my paradigm of understanding of the present moment has become since I started doing spiritual work. In so called future I can imagine a new god molecule that could be so radical that I can't even imagine rn

Endless?

Can consciousness lose this feature?

thank you!

Let’s imagine you were an ice cream. All your life you’ve been living in the freezer. You have always thought that the freezer and other ice creams was the only thing that existed. Now, imagine if you will, you were taken out of the freezer and were exposed to the sun that you had no idea existed. You’re terrified of it because the Sun melts you and you’re afraid of it because you had never been melted. All you knew is that you always were the ice cream. Now when it’s happening, you also notice the subtle feeling of euphoria of being slowly melted. The more you melt the more euphoria you feel. Suddenly you realize that you had always wanted to be melted and you become even more accepting of the Sun. You’re getting closer and closer to it until you’re evaporated. When it happens you realize that you have always been the Sun pretending to be the ice cream. ❤️ ❤️ ❤️

Are you also vibrating Leo 😘

Enlighten gurus like you can handle any vibration possible. Speaking of vibrations it just triggered flash back from one of my ex when her legs were shaking. I think that’s why I’m so emotional 🥹

I want to apologize to you because you’re clearly very enlightened and went too deep. You have developed a lot of expertise and knowledge I’m just too stupid to understand it. I think you and Blessed Lion are on the same page of the highest awakening possible. You guys got the real and the truest truth possible! Thank you guys for investing so much time and wisdom into ignorant egos like myself. This forum would be dread without you

You like a virgin who has never had sex but watched a lot of videos about it and heard a lot of stories. Now you’re coming to a an experienced pick up artist and trying to preach about it. You’re saying that sex is actually all the same and doesn’t matter how you have it and with whom and in what positions. But you’re still a virgin. You are a great example of a stage blue person, but in your case religion is replaced by psychedelics.

Well, I can't get into a proper discussion with someone who thinks that DMT and 5MeO are the same things and with someone who has never done it. Continue filling your head with ideas that you get from other people. At the end of the day you're still ignorant.

Exactly, you assume things. You didn't read carefully my post. I wasn't walking. "Whitnissing every technology, every alien race, every dimension with different beings" this part again proves the point that you have never done 5MeO-DMT and never had a break-throuhg on it. You have ideas and assumptions.

We are talking about the same thing my friend. The problem is the language and the way we interpret the words that are part of the sentences we use.

It is not the website I was ordering from