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I'm crazy about Colombian women and my energy vibes with their culture. I like dancing and I am also very emotional and fiery. I think ever since I learned Spanish I've fallen in love with the culture even more. My personality has finally found a perfect outlet for self-expression. Eastern European women are perfect wifes an mothers. They are very carrying. Latinas are crazy but in a way that I like. They are full of fire and femininity.

Ukraine & Russia have almost identical mentality (although a lot of Ukrainians are trying to draw distinctions because of the brutal aggression from Russia). I can easily connect with women from Eastern Europe or Latin America, but I can't connect with North American women. There is a huge wall of cultural difference, mentality, childhood experiences and values. My ex girlfriend was 8/10 and she was from Brazil. She took my heart because she was stunning and had a very simple and down to earth personality, nothing artificial. She also faced the same challenges in her upbringing and adulthood so it was easy for me to connect with her.

I was born in Ukraine and I moved in Canada 4 years ago. After having approached 100 women, I realized that the mentality of women here is sooo different. I'm used to beauty and genuine femininity and here in Canada these 2 things are very rare What you'll find is a 4/10 who thinks she's 8/10 and has no developed personality, she has an artificial one that consist basically from entertainment, TV-shows, social media and radical feminism brainwashing (based on my experience). I'm not a misogynist and I don't think women are born to be house wives and to be dying in the kitchen or raising kids. Men are not superior to women either. The best thing you can do if you want to meet feminine women is to leave North America. Complaining about it or playing a victim is just a time waste. I feel sorry for guys who have never lived outside of North America, you're missing out on a lot of things and you are not even aware of this

I was able to work on integration during my first 50 trips I guess. There is no way l can integrate trips at this point because God has nothing to do with survival. The only integration possible for me is to live in a small village, grow vagies and meditate on my own. I’ll do it when I’m in my 40th.

I will at some point

The best video you have ever shot. I keep re-watching it every 6 months.

I'm sick of mySELF not wanting to wake up and myself trying to wake up. I'll be mainly focusing on meditation and achieving a no-thought state for more prolonged periods of time. Trying to push myself on psychedelics has become counterproductive and I feel intuitively that if I keep pushing I won't find myself in a pleasent state of mind. Maybe I am just not ready to fully wake up yet or maybe full awakening is a delusion because it's impermanent. Recently, I would have a breakthrough on 5MeO-DMT but only to find myself coming back into my default state almost immediately. It hadn't been that way before, I guess it's a sign for me to take a pause and fully integrate all of the things I have learned into daily life.

This sounds good but I wouldn't do any psychedelics given by a shaman, it's too risky and I don't know what I am consuming. But living there would be an interesting experience

It's been like 5 years since I started tripping, ever since I've been doing it consistently, the longest I would go without tripping was 6 months or so. Now, I reached the point where I noticed that I actually avoid life with spirituality and psychedelics. Ultimately, survival won't ever fulfill you. Life purpose is an ego construction and will never satisfy you, neither will you get satisfaction from chasing money, having family or becoming famous, because these things have hidden negative sides of duality and they are impermanent. It only looks that these things are designed to fulfill you, but the only thing that can do it is God. That's why I have developed some sort of an addiction to 5MeO-DMT. Nothing in life that I had experienced would ever make me as joyful and satisfied as breaking into infinity of Love, pure ones and awe, magical bliss. On the other hand, every time I would breakthrough, I would always choose to come back. And believe me, ego doesn't make that decision it's God. So basically when you're identified as Ego you want to get God but when you become God you want to come back as ego. I verified it in my direct experience multiple times. Ultimately, since God is so god damn good and one, it want to experience how to crave things and need something or someone. See the only reason you pursue awakening is because you want God, but God has always wanted to be you (small ego). Anyways, I am 28 and I reached the point where I don't know what is going on. All I know is that I can't be playing this games with 5MeO-DMT trying to chase God but ultimately coming back. My plan for now is to forget about psychedelics for 10 years and then we shall see.

Oh my man, you should be grateful that you live in Brazil. I used to work in San-Paulo and I never had problems with women there. Cold and direct approach is the best thing you can do. By the way, where are you from manito?

Exactly, there is not much you can do when it's -40°C outside.

Perfect combo, I guess I'll pass on it lol

I think Canada is a great place for self-realization and developing personal skills, perfect place for stage Orange. Also, most of the psychedelics are easily accessible, so potentially good place for spiritual seekers if you can avoid thousands of distractions of course. If you value genuine human connection, intimacy & authenticity Canada is one of the worst countries possible, probably the entire western culture. When I was a child my grandparents used to say "the rotten West" and I think there is definitely some truth to that, especially now. I don't know why but I think that even 20-30 years ago things were way better here, maybe I'm wrong.

I think most of the people here are stage Orange. On the other hand, I don't want to be dependent on my partner to have all my social and emotional needs met. Also the climate is killing me. I like lively vibes with dances, beaches. I don't care that much about career success or getting a lot of money. I think climate plays a huge role in the way people communicate. How do you like your life in Sweden?

Toronto will always have a special place in my heart. The parks are nice there and in general it's worth living there for a while. The midnight summer vibe in downtown is definitely something, same as crack heads smoking crack on 505 street cars