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this has to be a lol. so you're saying their experience of reality is completely independent from their brain activity? if you alter their brain receptors and neurons, their perception of reality will not be altered, because their "personal consciousness has merged with reality"?

@Water by the River thats not what i meant, it has 0 metaphysical implications if enligthenment increases tolerance to psychedelics im not trying to discredit enlightenment at all, i just dont see why its relevant if it increases tolerance to psychedelics

"theres 3 more to go". this is super arbitrary, you could make levels in an infinite number of variations. waking state. dreaming state. deep sleep. infinite consciousness, god consciousness, solipsism consciousness. nondual consciousness, scitzophrenia, psychotic, ALIEN CONSCIOUSSNESS. wheres your jhana for out of body experiences, or traveling to other dimensions? no states are any more valid than the next one, but some are more valuable for certain things. completing the buddhist jhana journey and enlightenment leads to a cessation of suffering (allegedly), while there are other states of consciousness which are more valuable in accessing truth. some states of consciousness allow you to access telepathy. some states allow you to fucking walk on water or move shit with your mind. you're stuck in a buddhist paradigm

i mean why the fuck does it even matter if enlightement increases tolerance to psychedelics?

i second this. absolutley blown away

yea ill also be happy to point out that that artem guy seems fake as fuck. i dont know why he started popping up everywhere i look, i try very hard to avoid him lol

so yesterday i did mdma for the first time in 7 years. back in the days i used to do A LOT of mdma, me and my friends. back then we always had this thing that we used to call the "mdma personality", because you would always enter your own individual specific personality everytime you did the drug. we were quite young, immature and inexperienced back then, like 18 years ish. so what was very interesting yesterday, is that i was expecting to enter into the same "mdma personality" as i did 7 years ago, however thats not actually what happened. my mdma personality had changed, and i realized that MDMA truly brings you into complete peace and harmony with your current subjective "i thought" personality. i just become a complete embodiment of the character that i am today, which was actually very confirming. it was pretty insane observing how much my personality had changed during the last 7 years, actually quite fucking mindblowing. it reaaallly made me get in touch with my human character "small self" personality, which was really delicious actually. i really wasnt expecting any insights like that, back in the day we used to do it just because it was fucking fun. but yesterday turned out as a super fucking valuable lesson. mdma REALLY brings out your true personality, however still quite ego identified. yet still very valuable because its the true character that you are right at this point in time just wanted to share also have anyone experienced a better body feeling ever than MDMA? like isnt this the fucking top of the cake in terms of that? holy shit that shit is delicious.

@bambi i definetely agree that it shouldnt be taken more than at MAX a couple of times a year, since it has high potential for abuse and it also fucks the body and mind in the long run. however i think theres a HUGE difference between the true personality revealed by alcohol and MDMA, they're not even in the same category. and i live in denmark, where we drink a lot of alcohol lol. but yea, i also view it as a recreational drug, not at all as a tool for self development. however i must admit that yesterday was an extremely valuable experience, which i really did not expect. i think what did it was the 7 year gap since my last trip, which allowed me to observe my own personal development that happened in between the two trips

help lol, i cant unsee it

@Inliytened1 yes one of my biggest attachments on my journey has been my sanity. i havent dared letting go of it until now. Ive had several experiences where i felt like i was losing my mind, and it was fucking frightening, so everytime i felt like i was losing my self, i would always instantly stop all practice and ground myself. however right now its clear that i have to let it go. all bets are in, insanity here i come

@Water by the River i really like your posts mate. thanks for the respons, im jumping in. @Breakingthewall yea its fucking frightening right now man, i feel like my character is slowly dying.im feeling a lot of anxiety. but i also notice that when i embrace the abyss, my misery and fear basically get instantly eleviated. but the character is holding on for dear life

sadhguru is super high tier. i heard similar stories from nearly all people who reported attending his programs

@mmKay yes i noticed this, its literally the background of everything

it actually feels epic, and i was in misery just an hour ago when i was rejecting the void

its like my mind/reality is being penetrated and inhabitated by the void

@Yimpa yea i feel this hard right now

havent done 5meo yet, but so far: 1. DMT 2. ayahuasca 3. lsd

@Yimpa it seems losing ones mind is mandatory on the path

@Yimpa whats all this stuff about crocodiles

@Hojo you might be right. i might have stopped midway because the initial disassociation felt pretty uncomfortable. however im a bit reluctant since i suffered from derealization for the better part of 2 years, and this feels pretty much like that. but im gonna be honest embracing the void i feel instantly better

@Purple Man what the fuck that sounds insane

is this the atman? or whatever. it seems pretty eternal and unchanging

@Hojo was my initial thought as well. i tried meditating on it intensely, which resulted in me disassociating lol

@Leo Gura its a bit like im a schrodingers cat. non existence is literally right behind my back. and yet this non existence seems to have sentience or awareness. its always been there, ive just never noticed it in this way. its also there when im in deep sleep, it basically IS deep sleep. dunno, it just kind of freaks me out theres an infinite void behind my back. and its part of me, im aware of it. or maybe its aware of me

Lol