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@Buck Edwards life is so much more soft and loving. its like it removed a barrier between me and existence. it gave me trust in the universe. cant describe it. went from being so fucking tired of life to absolutley loving every single moment

my ayahuasca trip increased my life quality with literally 150% permanently (or at least so far, its been 10 months since the trip. still going strong)

the last couple of weeks i've been experiencing pretty incredible activity around my chest area. it absolutley fucking has something to do with the heart chakra, no question about it. the last couple of years, ive felt a blockage, almost like a knot in my chest. but lately its like the knot started opening. i feel incredible warm tingly energetic sensations flowing from my chest throughout my entire body, and also out into everything else. i've literally never felt this energetic before. its popping the fuck off. never felt so connected, social and empathic before. VERY authentic, i fucking love it. total acceptance of whatever arises however im not all the way there. its like its not on 100% of the time. i notice that when im around other people, my chest area / heart chakra blasts the fuck open. dont know why. im also having physical reactions, like gentle tensions around my chest area. this had me worried a bit, but from what i can read its pretty normal. So my question is; how tf do i blast open this little guy open? i was randomly drinking cacao (i drink basically pure cacao), and felt an incredible euphoric spike in my chest. looked it up, and turns out cacao is used for opening the heart chakra. damn im excited this stuff is actually happening lol. never experienced any chakra activity before, its very real i can confirm so yea how do i blast open my heart chakra completely, is my question??

@Leo Gura sounds epic. correlates almost completely with sadhguru and oshos definition of mukti / liberation

when u say formless, does this mean that it is literally nothing at all?

id like to know what you mean by something, because it should be the most intuitiv fact of existence that it by its very nature is something

can you clarify what you mean by this question?

@Salvijus ive literally had SUCH A FUCKING URGE to do something outrageous. i feel so good that i just dont give a shit what people think, and i can do what want to do, completely disassociated from social expectations. i think im gonna do something outrageous tomorrow. lmao. @Princess Arabia ty man, ill be checking those out

@Hojo mate ill fucking do that during my meditation later. lets go.

@Hojo i literally feel like my heart just want to implode and blast complete love

i know i wrote the word blast a million times. but i kinda like it. lol

spot on. although i would say in the ultimate sense, apperances are also dream

I havent smoked weed for the better part of 2 years, however i used to be a regular smoker years back. For me personally, when i combine weed and alcohol, i get this EXTREMELY "high vibe" buzz, and i connect extremely well with other people. I always thought that what happened was that it increased my social skills dramatically, however im not so sure anymore; Last weekend, I was drinking alcohol,and i had the chance to smoke some weed, and for some reason i did it. I got back into this extremely high vibe buzz, that i had not experienced for years. and i noticed something very interesting. what happened was not an increase in socialization skills; it was an extreme increase in my vibration. literally no matter what i said to people, i would always get a positive response. i literally tested this, consciously saying stuff that would for sure not make me popular normally, and people just loved every single bit of it lol. i could basically walk up to random people and harass them (i didnt obviously), and their respons would still be positive. it was like no matter what i did, i was so in tune with the universe that everything just worked out well. i literally felt completely protected by the universe. i was totally creating it all on the fly, attracting what was alligned with my frequency (holy shit i sound like some new age freak, which i really dont intend to, but i cant deny what happened). this has completely changed my view on basically everything. i'm nearly 100% sure that our minds construct reality in accordance to what vibration/frequency we find ourselves in. just wanted to share gl hf

nothing beats mdma in terms of physical pleasure

i dont know if hes a solipsist. he says the Mukti / liberation / nirvana is a one time thing and afterwards theres no going back. this cant be reconciled with solipsism, since liberation would then only ever happen to 1 person and then never again, and there has been numerous records of so called liberated beings

was thinking excactly the same. time spent on anything that is not NOW is wasted

stop trying and things will happen. lol. irony of the universe

hahahahahah. i will be pulling that move tonight. and afterwards i'll erupt "i...am....EVERYWHERE!!!!!!!!!!"

thats huge, will look forward to that

u really want free girls tho? imagine how much more you appreciate a nice meal after 10 days of starvation, compared to stuffing the belly for cheap satisfaction day in and day out contrasts make life juicy

this sounds so appealing. transcending material reality and merging with the entirety of existence into pure formless infinity

If two cars are driving next to each other at excactly the same speed, both cars would appear to stand completely still from both of their perspectives. If one of the cars were to stop however, change would be observed from both ends. Since reality is ever changing, it likewise follows that there has to be something that is unchanging, for reality to be ever changing. and that unchanging reality is the infinite nothingness behind your back, behind every experience. Consciousness, awareness, nothingness, call it what you want. If this nothingness/consciousness were NOT unchanging, existence would stand completely still, since there would be no contrast between changing and unchanging. Just like the two cars driving at the same speed, appearing to stand still

this is an extremely good self inquiry question another good one is; try to find the beginning or the end of a current moment

wow never thought of that. wild. edit; however how would that account for new arising experiences? new arising experiences are outside the boundaries of memory; and if new experiences happen, that would mean change is not caused by memory. just brainstorming here

nurturing plants is underrated as fuck